Sitomboy Seeking True Love

unyielding

this afternoon I have a clock on campus, there is one course I have to take.

at this college I was not close to anyone, I did not even have a friend that I could make a friend, so I did not feel comfortable to be a friend of anyone.

when I was walking down the hallway through the library room I saw Fiona in it. I stopped my steps staring at her for a moment, and without realizing it Fiona noticed I was staring at her.

I hurried away not wanting to get into trouble with her again, but Fiona ran after me and walked next to me.

"Al. I want to apologize"

I just kept walking without caring about it, but Fiona didn't give up until there, she kept trying to get me to talk, so she pulled my arm.

"you're beating me up, aren't you?I'm sorry"

I then looked at her face, Fiona is beautiful, but because of her beauty I got embarrassed in front of the crowd.

"i'm sorry you, I have to go, there's still class"

I walked away leaving him alone, but he just kept running after me again.

"i want to be friends with you?"

I stopped my steps hearing him say that sentence.

"you're not wrong, you want to win ma tomboy? not afraid I'll like you?"

I talk while laughing a little

"i'm serious, we're victorious huh" Fiona thrust her little finger at me.

fiona charm is indeed inevitable.Seeing this effort I also want to try to get to know her more deeply, I hooked my pinky to her pinky as a sign I accepted her offer to start a friendship.

Fiona thanked me and then went to her friend's friend, while the next 10 minutes of my class were about to begin.

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traces of memories will always be left behind leaving a story that can be used as a lesson.

three days after the incident at the discotheque hotel, Angga came back to my boarding house, not knowing exactly when he came but once I got to the boarding house he was already there waiting for me.

I opened the door of the room and invited him to come in, whatever brought him to my boarding house, did he not know the truth about who I really was, why he still wanted to meet me,let love have blinded her so that she can no longer see the fact that I am the same as loving a woman.

I handed over the soft drink bottle I bought earlier when I was about to go back to the boarding house.

Angga picked up the bottle of drink I offered.

Angga looks very bad, dull face does not glow even a little as if he has lost his charisma.Hair Kumal untouched comb or hair oil.

his clothes were tangled like a newly woken up.

"why are you here?"

I took a seat right next to him.

The spontaneous goose just hugged me

"i want us to get married ! "

"hahhh ! " i was shocked to hear his words and tried to escape from his embrace.

Angga let go of his embrace

"after all you know, do you still want to marry me? you're sane ? "

"i don't care, I want us to get married !"

I pat Angga's shoulder a few times

"come home you need rest ga..tuning yourself "

Goose-back held both of my shoulders and equalized his face parallel to mine

"you want to change, right? we're married.I'm sure I can change you, you can be a normal woman, you trust me right !! "

looks seriousness on Angga's face, he's so sure he can make me the woman I deserve.

"what if you fail ? what if I can't change? I don't want you to get hurt a second time, let me be like this ga. until fate itself shows me the way....I'm sure you'll find something better than me"

"i just want you Lin, we won't know if we don't try"

Angga then pulled my hand asking him to come with her.I got in his car and Angga took me to where, I tried asking but Angga just kept driving his car .

I gave up and chose to follow what he wanted.he stopped at a fairly luxurious house, the yard was spacious and clean, it was clear that the owner was a person who loved cleanliness.

Angga took my hand and led me into the house.

on the wall of the living room look family picture frame and next to it

"wait ...this is your graduation photo, that means this is your home? I want to go home...! "

when it was about to turn around to leave Angga quickly held my hand

" don't go, I want you to meet someone "

he led me inside and into a room, as soon as the door opened, an old woman with a motherly face was on the bed, sitting with her legs straight ahead and covered in blankets.

the woman smiled at us and called us to come closer to her.

after being beside her Angga then crouched down and kissed both of her cheeks.after which Angga introduced me to her.

"mother..know this wife Angga..!"

I glared at my eyeballs, shocked by Angga's words saying that I was his future wife, and the old woman turned out to be Angga's mother.

"here dear....What's your name? "

I approached and kissed her hand, then introduced myself

" i'm Aline Aunty.sorry I'm dressed like this "

I feel not polite enough with the way I dress, therefore before the mother Angga think bad about me I better apologize first.

" just call mommy" while smiling the old woman then prepare to hug me.then why do I feel so close to her when we have never met before.maybe because the age of the mother is equivalent to the age of the mother. I haven't asked my mom for a long time.

do not feel clear circles slumped down from the corner of my eyes.The eyes of the mother so shady show the picture of a mother's affection.

"why cry ! "

I rubbed the tears on my cheek and smiled at my mother.

" mother reminds me of my mother, I think she's the same age as my mother, she's just like her voice is soft when talking.and can never be angry..."

the naughty clear circle came back out of the corner of my eye

"sweet boy, you miss your mama...here....! "

mother put my body in her arms, she,stroking my back lovingly.exactly like what you often do when your father has just scolded me because I fight with boys.mama always defend me and therefore usually mom will also be affected father's anger. but the father and mother can never marahan more than 10 minutes.both will definitely be better immediately after mama presents a favorite cup of coffee father.but that was before the father died from falling from the motor.by then the new father came home work and on the motorbike trip father slipped because of the rainy day, the road became slippery and father fell in the middle of the road then a car run over his body .at that time I was still in SD,but I still clearly remember the incident until now.