Sitomboy Seeking True Love

have fun with ledy

I pushed my motorcycle hard, so the wind blew away every grain of my tears.I felt so tight in my chest, there was an old wound scratched there, it was so painful.

while in the story Angga who was trying to chase me was forced to lose track of me because he was stuck in the red light.he tried to call me but I did not answer the ring of my phone.I really want to be alone tonight.

and Sheila after the two of us left her alone in the garden ,he still remains there for a moment to reflect on all his actions.and then return to his boarding house.whether regretful or not by his actions only he himself knows.

I stopped at a row of shophouses that were left empty by the owner who might only intend to buy the building to invest without intending to use it. in Batam scenery like this is very much we encounter.rocks of empty shophouse shophouses that switch functions if at night, turned into a place to make out young people to combine love, and,in fact, not infrequently they also pervert there.and only men who are not capital only can invite his partner perverted in such a place, even though lodging/hotel at low prices is very moldy in Batam.

I turned off my motor and leaned my head on the handlebars of the motor.The dark, lonely atmosphere would not make anyone notice me. I expressed all the sad feelings in my heart , crying in the silence of the night,roofed the sky befriended the sound of the beast of the night.for a while I enjoyed my solitude until suddenly I felt someone patting my shoulder

"cin....elo what's going on here? hey elo cry, this vow is really elo ? " a voice that was clearly familiar to me 'he was Ledy the employee I trusted to take care of my salon business.

I rubbed my tears with my palms.

"ahh..narrow this Batam even though I hide in the corner here still no one knows "I speak in a sad tone

"elo why cin ?? what's the problem ??"

I looked at Ledy for a moment when I saw her wearing her sexy clothes, I understood very well what she was doing there the scent of Ledy perfume that was very piercing the nose very disturbing my sense of smell.I then asked her back

" has started ? what time is it now ? " i picked up my phone and saw the clock was 22:03 .

it's night seems appropriate Ledy has begun to shake.

Ledy she's the same as me having a deviant disorder, more interested in dealing with same-sex . and the job she's currently doing isn't about getting the coffers of money, but only to channel his deviant sexual desire.not infrequently even sometimes he actually did not receive any payment at all.but doing all that is a satisfaction for people like Ledy.

"elo why cin , if there is a problem mending Lo home deh rather than here at the same godain my friends you know....." Ledy tried to tease me.

I just smiled a little back at her words. Suddenly I had an idea to take her to a discotheque

"no guests yet? unplug the yuk there*, again want to drink ! "

" today is quiet, I don't know where the birds are flying tonight when here ekke waiting for him to stop to play.."

I laughed lightly at Ledy's words.Sometimes I think who's not normal here, who actually has the disorder ,we're tomboys and big boys like Ledy or those who are close to us and want to be with us even though they're aware and know we're kind of like them,

but the world still looks strangely at people like us, feeling We are completely wrong , stay away from us and treat us worthy of a virus that must be avoided if he stays close then it will infect them with this virus, when in reality it is not as easy as it becomes like us,all flowed by accident we created, but we kept trying, fighting to be able to return to our own nature, because we knew in essence God created us perfectly, he said,and we have no right to change everything he has kept, just wait until that time comes.

we just need your support, not a scorn and an insult, help us find our way back

I went with Ledy to a place where we could take a moment to forget all our problems.Good fun even though in reality it is not a way to solve all the problems of life that we experience. but being able to forget a problem even if only for a moment it can calm our brains.

the endless ringing of mobile phones from Angga who was worried about my situation from earlier, I did not mind, I did not,the sound of a musical bang that can break the eardrum if not in conjunction with damaging brain awareness with alcoholic liquor or swallowing a few pills to be more cool when enjoying music played by DJ that makes us can not stop to continue to follow every rhythm.

ledy and I just kept swaying dancing to release all the burdens on the mind, until the morning began to come, before,the time when Muslims begin to wake up from their sleep and practice their sunah worship to perform the tahajud prayer service is continued by waiting for the arrival of the dawn prayer time. at that time we just came home with a bad drunken state.

Ledy who carries my bike while I'm in her arms.ledy is much more aware than me who even to stand alone has no power, no power, too many drinks that I gulped down to make my consciousness start to be disturbed, when at the boarding house someone immediately came to us, he was the Angga who was waiting for me from what time

" who are you ? " Angga looked at Ledy who was dressed in sexy women's clothes and messy hair wigs while holding both my backs held me back so I wouldn't fall

"ehh...there are lekong cucok meow, who are you handsome ? " in the same state drunk Ledy tried to tease Angga and poke his chin .

"get away from you, let Aline take care of me....awas....! " The goose pulled Ledy's body away.

" well head ekke dizzy cin muter-muter, quickly here where the key of the house elo cin " Ledy ignored Angga he asked me for a boarding key.I grabbed the bag in my pants and pulled out the key which was then seized by Angga and immediately opened it.

Angga put me inside followed by Ledy who was immediately lying on the front floor of the television table.sleep there.while Angga put my body on the mattress remove my shoes and leather jacket then cover my body with a blanket and turn on the fan wind so that the room does not become stuffy.

occasionally I wake up and vomit, and wipe my vomit marks without the slightest disgust.Gangga take care of me and tidy up my room that is messy because I rarely clean up, he said,maybe once a month it was not certain.he read a memo that I wrote on a piece of yellow paper that was stuck on my glass.I used to write down all my activities tomorrow so that I do not forget.

09:30 Cough duty

19:00 employee salary

suddenly Angga became curious about my lecture, while at Fiona's birthday party he had indeed guessed if I had been in college all this time,but this time he wanted to know what college I was in.he threw away the book that I left scattered on the study table that I bought when I decided to go to college.he read every title of the book and understand that I am a medical science major.angga look at my body and smile while holding one of my books.

" it turns out the tomboy wants to be a doctor's mom.."

Angga muttering.

he then looked for my workbook and did my college work.until the morning before noon he was still faithful to be in my boarding house looking after me and Ledy. although sometimes he felt disgusted whenever his gaze was fixed on the body of Ledy who was lying on the floor barefoot in front of the tv table.

at a glance Angga thought about whether I and Ledy have a relationship.Gango know he can not do something so that I can return to my path of being a woman who loves a good man.Good man, he said,or maybe Angga is stupid even though he knows I'm a lesbian but he still loves me.

I started to wake up around 08:30 in the morning,yawning widely and rubbing my eyes.sitting on the mattress and looking at Ledy who is still cool asleep with her sexy clothes and wig that has been separated from her head to clearly visible head that has bad hair remains of make up who started to fade and make his face even look like a ghost. I smiled and threw a pillow towards him which made him stunned and then woke up angrily

"eeh shit..who dares to bother princes again bobok "

I laughed coldly at Ledy acting like that,

"woi..wake up there open shop,Dian must have been waiting for you. "

" fucking tomboy base, after last night I accompanied elo have fun, today let me take a day off and continue my beautiful bobok " Ledy prepared to lay her body again on the floor and I threw a pillow roll back at her. I still did not realize that there was Angga sitting on my study chair watching my behavior

" get up the carcass.quickly there open the salon "

Ledy woke up grumbling, though,

I'm starting to realize there's someone else besides Ledy ,trying to circulate my gaze to find who the figure that Ledy meant earlier.and once the look of my eyes met with the eyes of Angga who stared intently at me instantly I immediately closed my eyes with his hands and opened them and I dare to ask her

" when have you been here ? " my voice sounds so cynical

"since you won't answer my phone and since you came home drunk with the creature ." Angga was talking about Ledy.

" he's my friend, let's not call him that." I tried to recall the incident last night, I remember last night I came home drunk. I looked for my vomit marks on the floor but all I saw was the floor clean, I breathed a sigh of relief "maybe it was just my feeling "

"i cleaned your vomit last night, "the sound of Angga opened my eyes wide, so ashamed.

but I tried to cover up the shame by talking to her

" who asked you to do that, so don't expect me to say thank you. "

Angga walked towards me and sat on my bed right next to me, he leaned his body closer towards me, making me feel uneasy

"why do you , step aside or ..."

"or what !"Angga cut my words quickly and still with the position of the body getting closer

" or this.". I pushed Angga's body strong until he fell on the bed.

" you after what I've done all night to you this is your reply, can't you thank me and be gentle . "The woman positioned her body, sleeping beside me pulling my pillow and blanket

"get out there don't sleep here" I pushed Angga's body to leave my bed, but he pulled my hand until my body fell right on top of him and Ledy came out of the bathroom and looked at us

" the bad boss asks his employees to work while he is cool making out here. I pinjem elo dong cin clothes, cook yes I came out with sexy clothes earlier ". Ledy seemed to be holding a towel that she wrapped around her body covering her chest and another aurat that she thought of as her aurat.

I immediately released myself from Angga, and stood up to Ledy who was standing near my wardrobe.

my eyes began to notice that there was something else in my dorm room everything looked neat and...

"don't don't.." I immediately opened the door of my closet and right everything was neatly arranged. I looked at Angga who was trying to turn his face into a pillow.

" you why touch my personal belongings, do you know I also have the right to have privacy "I nagged Angga, while taking clothes, pants and interior for Ledy . then give it to Ledy.

Angga laughed giggly with his head covered in pillows, I approached him and tried to shower him with a punch punch .

"basic jerk, you touched all my insides." My hand kept beating him made Angga scream in pain in the face down position he certainly could not fend off my punch.

angga's agonizing moans did not stop me from continuing to beat him. Then Angga with all his strength turned his body and held tightly to both of my hands.

"there's no girl stuff in your closet anyway .so there's no problem if I help you tidy it up right ! "

Angga keeps giggling laughs at me

I put on a face annoyed with his attitude.

"even so you don't have the right to touch it, that's my privacy." I pouted Angga really pissed me off.

Ledy came out of the bathroom wearing my clothes and looked at us, realizing I was pouting, she teased me

" it was romantic now an enemy, very quickly you change.what kind of love is this.like a child SMP labile "

" it's been there quickly open the shophouse ". I drove Ledy away

" where the key of the motor "ledy asked for the key of my motorbike and I unconsciously threw it towards him, after Ledy left I just realized today I have to go to campus. I tried to chase him but Ledy was far away from my boarding house.I tried to find my phone and it turned out my cellphone battery was empty.

"why am I leaving ? ". The person who noticed me then made a sound

" have taken a bath there, I will take you to campus ".

I looked straight at Angga, from where he knew I was going to college.

my memo, I then tore the scrap paper that I put on the glass closet.

"duty...". I immediately walked towards my desk remembering that I had a task I had to hand over today. I flipped back the book looking for my workbook.

" i've done it and I've put it in your backpack.had taken a quick shower if you don't want to be late today "I breathed a sigh of relief and looked at Angga then saw my watch was 09:35 Immediately I hurriedly went to the bathroom, turned back again to pick up clothes and pants then returned to the bathroom and came out again because I forgot to bring panties. Angga looked at me while continuing to laugh.

I stopped and looked at him.

" do you want to stay here and see me change clothes, or can you wait for me outside ? " i spoke in an annoyed tone.I was used to getting out of the bathroom naked and changing clothes in front of the closet, so I feel a little bothered if I have to bring a change of clothes into the bathroom.

Angga prepared to stand up and exit the room while continuing to laugh at me.

"well.well.I'll wait for you in the car. "

I closed the door by kicking him off feeling very irritated with Angga who kept laughing at my jitters.

Five minutes later I was done and half ran towards the car Angga entered and asked Angga to drive quickly because I would definitely be late.

arriving at the campus I immediately went out and ran into the campus while shouting thanks to the figure of Angga who stood beside the car door watching me run into the campus.Pangga waved his hand to reply to my thanks.