Sitomboy Seeking True Love

lambfighting

" why stop.." I can't wait for Fiona to continue, though I can guess that she'll say that she's loved me all along.

Fiona's cheeks are getting redder, she's getting embarrassed, sometimes she seems to tidy up her hair which is actually not messy.she just tried to distract me.I smiled looking at her behavior.

"you can guess what I want to say? how do you smile ?" Fiona asked me

" yes, but I want to hear it directly from you" I expectantly ask Fiona to say all her heart

"if you can guess, does that mean you'll be angry with me? "

" why be angry, you're free to fall in love with anyone" I suddenly became an adult

" you are serious ! aa ". Fiona was reflexive and immediately hugged my body, and I let her, and enjoyed her embrace, until she regained consciousness and let go of her embrace.

" are you the same she's not serious ? " Fiona asked me

"he who? oo....Angga , actually I'm the same he's just friends ".

" seriously !!! that means there's no problem if I like her aaaa......" Fiona hugged me back because she was so happy.

I heard Fiona mention the word she began to realize that it was not me she meant, Fiona not like me but Angga. fiona likes Angga.

Fiona let go of her embrace again and spoke back

"since that day I met Angga at the party, I had already started to be interested in him, then I met him again several times in the hospital, at that time I was sick stomach due to a wrong meal,I just found out that she turns out to be a doctor, a friendly and kind doctor.I like her, but because I think she's your boyfriend so I'm trying to forget her, but it's hard,I just got more and more into it, I can't stop imagining it. I seem to be really crazy about him, thank God that he's not your girlfriend, so I didn't do anything wrong, right? uh... but how do you know that I like Angga? did he tell you?" Fiona spoke at length about her feelings for Angga, ahh.

"that's.em...eh.that's because.iya Angga story if ever met you in the hospital, he also said that you are very beautiful "oahh....why do I lie gini anyway, I'm inner in the heart.

"really ?? ahh his happy..Hopefully he also likes ya the same me? do you agree that I am his girlfriend ? " Fiona looked at me with a hopeful look while holding my hand.

it makes me even more confused what else to say.

"what ....oh...of course.but don't you already have a girlfriend huh ? what about him ?"

"oh....Alex...I'm the same as you I pretended to be dating her, she's my cousin's boyfriend, hahaha" Fiona laughed feeling funny, instead I felt myself very stupid thinking that she liked me, I got caught up in this kind of situation.

Fiona finally asked for no hp Angga, I who had been bumbling the responsibility of lying confused must find a reason let alone.so I was forced to give no hp Angga to him, Fiona felt very happy, Fiona felt very happy,he thought that I supported him to approach Angga...

Angga must be mad because I gave his hp no to fiona

I'm back in my heart, Fiona left after she got the Angga no hp.

left me alone in the campus cafeteria.

woe...what should I say to Angga...ahhh...

I hit my head with my hands.

I took my favorite flat object in my pants pocket, then I sent a message to Angga's phone, telling him that I accidentally gave Fiona her phone number,and saying also that Fiona put her heart on him, beyond the alleged reply that Angga sent to my phone just made me stunned.

thank you very much for finally giving me a way out.I love you.

what is this, what does Angga mean to send a message like this, did he send it wrong ?

I felt strange with the reply sent by Angga until then the second message came in

I'm going to use Fiona to be free from the agreement with Sheila, so I don't need to marry her.You have to help me so I can get close to Fiona, they both have bad hearts, so I'm sure they will do all sorts of things to have me.

I left the cafeteria feeling happy.although there was a little regret why my heart was so easily attracted to the same sex.I wanted to change, I did not want to make Angga feel sad,I promised him I wouldn't make all the sacrifices he'd made for me go to waste, but how? even I could easily misunderstand and think that Fiona liked me, I really sucked,I'm disgusting.I can't control a piece of meat in my chest.I can't fight my feelings.what should I close my eyes, so that I can no longer see women and love her.ahh, remove this wrong feeling of love from my life.I want to live a normal life.A sadness lingers in my heart.

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that day at Angga's request I drew up a plan for a meeting between Fiona and Angga. The plan is Angga will invite Fiona to dinner tonight of course without Sheila's knowledge, she said,and I'm in charge of setting up the place and making a romantic dinner because tonight's gonna be the night that Angga's gonna shoot Fiona.

I have chosen a cafe with a view of the sea view.ask cafe waiters decorate their tables as romantic as possible, last I put a red rose on the table that will bear witness to their love story.

But...why do I feel a strange feeling in my heart, there is a feeling of jealousy there. Am I really jealous?why would I be afraid if Angga would really love Fiona?

Fiona is very beautiful, she is very good at taking care of her body, taking care of her appearance, and yes....Fiona is very graceful she is also the son of a rich man, in contrast to me who is tomboyish, poor also I am a lover of the same kind.I would not be if equated with Fiona, as much as the heavens with the earth.

what is this feeling I am feeling? why do I now like two types, men and women.O Allah why I have to be born with a destiny like this.

my mind floated far away somewhere, looking at a red rose I had placed in a glass bottle in the middle of the table I had finished preparing for Angga and Fiona.

I played the mother's hand bracelet, Mother,

mother..... I do not want to lose people as good as him, will mother forget me if she already knows fiona ?.

"Why do I feel like I'm really going to lose you.." Unknowingly my mouth muttered to myself, and the voice of someone suddenly coming and embracing me from behind made me very surprised.

"there will be no one to take your place in my heart, my love is only one and that's for you" Angga's voice whispered in my ear, surprised me so violently I let go of his hand which was currently embracing me from behind.

Angga pinched my cheek and pulled the chair that was in front of me, looking at me with eyes filled with love, and he took a rose that was on the table and gave it to me.

"a beautiful rose for the woman I love so much" made me feel even more misbehaved and took the flower and put it back in the glass bottle on the table.

"don't make this toy for Fiona, it'll be broken." I scolded her a little

"let's say Fiona doesn't deserve the first one, she should get your ex, hehehehe ."

I grinned towards Angga feeling not funny with what he just did.

" Lin...so now you can really love me huh ? " .Angga's face looked serious as he said that, making a great tremor in my heart... Anga really made me misbehave. I quickly turned my eyes away from the eyes of Angga who was filled with feelings of love and then switched the conversation by asking him about what I had prepared for him later tonight.

"how my decor, cool right, I'm sure Fiona will definitely not forget tonight in her lifetime.yes ". but Angga actually approached me who was standing at that time trying to show off the results of my hard work.he held both my hands and looked in both my eyes then with no way I could avoid a kiss lips landed on my lips.Gangga kissed me for the second time after the first one at Fiona's party back then and now at the cafe table that we have booked for Fiona's. unlike the kiss at the party this time I feel Angga's kiss feels beautiful so that it makes me not and Merta break away from her body, I actually enjoy the kiss, I actually enjoy the kiss,the taste of the kiss was the same as the kiss I often do with my girlfriends.

long enough we kissed and I let her.ahh shame me when Angga had finished the kiss scene, maybe my face was reddened exactly like the face of Fiona when she said that she loved Angga.

I turned so clumsy to touch whatever was near me at that time that could distract me from Angga. The Angga who saw my ridiculous behavior immediately pulled my hand and buried my body in his arms, my mind getting messed up, afraid that the Angga would come back to kiss me.

"thank you that you can love me, I promise to take you into the underwriting, so that we can get through all our problems. I love you aline.... ". The dog whispered again in my ear.

angga's hand touched the bracelet on my wrist, then released his embrace and looked at the bracelet.

"oh.. it turns out I lost quickly yes same mother.she has given you this ! ". Angga smiled at me .

I replied with a bad grin.

"the mother who forced me to wear this bracelet, did not fit yes let me loose.I want to remove the bracelet and the burly hand of Angga held me, I will take it off,

"don't take it off, you have to take good care of the bracelet ".

" oh...iyaaa..". I nodded my head.