Sitomboy Seeking True Love

the barelang bridge is a silent witness

today I came to the campus for just a little while, gathered the work and went home, I went to my beauty salon, and I chose to spend time there.

on my cashier's desk, accompanied by a song from a box band, my heart floated imagining the incident on the bridge just later that night.

that night while we were enjoying the grilled corn on the edge of the bridge, Sheila he asked permission to go to the toilet, it was just me and Angga, as I had guessed before it was true that Angga still had feelings for me

"Lins.... Now you've changed a lot huh, so it looks more like me, but I don't care ...

you know if I still keep my old feelings for you, during this many feminine beauties I meet but my heart still chooses you, I can't forget you,and when we first met at the hospital, I was so happy, that I was at a loss to say your word....Why have you been able to open your heart to me lin?"

ahh...why do I have to again..I really want to turn into a woman who loves men, but I why I just feel strange with the feeling of Angga to me, deep in my heart, deep down,I do admit that Angga is now much more handsome, let alone a doctor, but my feelings are still branched, there is still a place for the woman in my heart that I cannot leave.....

I was silent to the confession of Angga, what Angga has done now several times I have also done to the woman I assessed......

I can guess after this Angga will definitely try to hold my hand.

and true, Angga's hand tried to touch my hand, but I first pulled my hand before Angga's hand arrived.

I took out a Marlboro cigarette pack in my jacket pocket, let me not pretend to be a good woman in front of Angga,I offered the pack of cigarettes and well as you know he's a doctor would know that cigarettes are not good for health he must have refused, I took out a cigarette and I smoked in front of Angga, I want Angga to know that this woman in front of him is not the ideal woman, who deserves her love, other than because I was also confused with the statement of Angga's feelings just now.rokok is one way to hide my gerogik feelings.

Angga took the cigarette I smoked on my lips and turned it off, and advised me not to smoke anymore

"cigarettes aren't good for women as beautiful as you lin" Angga stepped on a cigarette I smoked

my face immediately reddened, I did not expect Angga would do that, I thought he would feel uncomfortable if he knew the woman he liked was smoking, I thought,fortunately the light on the bridge was not so bright that Angga did not need to see my face flushed with shame.

in that tense atmosphere Sheila came after finishing from the toilet, she looked puzzled to see the two of us being silent to each other.

then he asked me to accompany him to buy snacks.

on Sheila's road, she asked me to talk

"i don't know if I like the doctor Angga, and brother also not all this time just like women, I hope you don't get the feeling of doctor Angga because you want revenge on me"Sheila looked serious with her words even though she spoke without looking at me

"what do you mean Sheila...?"I didn't understand Sheila's direction at the time

"do not pretend stupid brother, I know if the doctor Angga still like the sister, but the sister lesbi* (women like fellow women) so the sister may not want to reciprocate the feelings of doctor Angga, but not the sister lesbian* (women like fellow women), unless you want revenge with me, accept doctor Angga for wanting to destroy my feelings !" Sheila spoke in a hateful manner to me

I smiled in response to Sheila's words

"you said I was lesbian*, you were once my girlfriend, then you were sheil....? and as for Angga's problem I can't promise not to reciprocate his feelings, he's handsome as well as well established, anyone who is with him will definitely be happy I don't want to let go of that opportunity....."I myself was not really aware of saying all that, I was just carried away by the emotion with the words of Sheila, Sheila she looked at me with a hateful gaze.

"had arrived, so you said you wanted to buy snacks" I pointed to a snack shop selling around the bridge.

Sheila took some snacks and paid for them, I offered to pay her but she refused, maybe she was upset with the words I said.sheila walked in front of me a few steps, ' she said ,as soon as we got to Angga then asked what we bought

"what did you buy?"

"Sheila bought a cave?"

"why not buy?"

"let's buy it...."Angga stood up and pulled my hand, Sheila who saw Angga holding my hand she looked at me with a face full of annoyance.

I let go of the arms of the mangoes" I joked ga..serius very lu..rokok aja can buy cooking snacks can not buy cave buy" I laughed a little, Angga also laughed.

"how many brothers?" a customer who had finished treatment broke my mind who still imagined the incident on the bridge last night

"what kind of treatment did you take?" I asked because I didn't notice

"smooting, as well as coloring sis?" the woman replied politely

"how much mang?" I yelled at Ledy because I didn't know which medicine he was using, because different drugs cost different.the better it will be more expensive

"monkey......" Ledy shouted back

I immediately understood, monkey means five hundred, like old paper money there is a picture of monkey, that's the term used Ledy, if he called a hundred mountain, that's what Ledy said,because there is a picture of the mountain that a thousand machets lah lah lah lah lah is always have its own term

"Five hundred thousand brother, the first new brother here yes, I give you a discount so be a subscription, I will not pay 450 thousand aja"

every new customer I always give a discount so they want to go back to my salon again or recommend my salon to friends.

he seemed happy to get a fifty thousand discount cut from me.

"it's good that here the person is friendly, the results are good, discounted again...."

I smiled in response to the woman said

"yes brother, do not forget to come back here again yes invite the friend, later on the discount again deh." I always try to be friendly to each of my customers

"ready brother,mmm.kak kok handsome anyway"he paid while blushing embarrassed.

this is not the first time a customer has praised me as handsome.

everyone who has met me for the first time always they consider me a man, I am grateful to be awarded the level that if I become a woman I fall into the category of beautiful, beautiful,and if I become a tomboy I fall into the category of handsome.not that I praise myself but that's their average response to me.

Ledy who saw me seduced by the customer was directly raving

"ehh cin he's a hen not a lekong, the lekong is akika, so his handsome praise for ekke aja don't make him"

the customer was in disbelief, if I was really a woman he then asked me

"seriously, sister, what kind of woman is a man?"

"what is up to you?_

"huh...bener sister, sister girl? did I almost have a crush, brother?"

I smiled in response to her words, Fucking Ledy she always humiliated me like that, the hell she did that because I did tell her that I wanted to learn to be a normal woman, but still I'm embarrassed to be treated like this in front of a beautiful woman again...