Silu's Smile

Episode 63

Nara was still crying when it was night, He really did not expect the Sky as evil as it was to her, Nara's heart was worried about her decision in giving the Sky a chance.

The night is getting late but the sobbing of Nara never subsided, Julian who is sleeping woke up because of the sound of his sobs Mommy, Julian woke up without Nara noticing.

Julian's small hand touched Nara's sleeping back behind him, "Mommy Are you okay?"

Nara was a little surprised to feel the touch of Julian's hand and Julian's voice, Nara turned her back to look at Julian, "Don't love Mommy it's not okay" Nara replied with tears streaming down.

Julian slumped into Nara's arms as her little hands patted Nara's shoulders, "It's okay Mommy there's Julian with Mommy" The voice of the child who will turn eight years old sounds very sincere when calming his Mommy.

Nara clasped Julian tightly but did not make Julian in pain, He cried out all the sadness, pain and tightness that was in his heart.

Moments later the sound of sobs Nara was no longer heard her heart was a little calm, Nara took off Julian's embrace and then she was leaning on the head of the bed.

"Did anyone hurt Mommy?" Little Julian asked with a faint eye from drowsiness.

Nara smiles as her hand grabs Julian's hand and holds it, "No dear no one hurt Mommy" Lying Nara, Julian is too small to know about Mommy's problem.

"Why is Mommy crying?"

"Mommy's just missing Mommy's baby"

"Julian's here so why does Mommy miss Julian?" Julian replied with a face that did not understand him.

Nara was a little surprised Julian would say that, Nara forgot that she had never told Julian or Vallerie about Kai.

Nara pulls Julian's hand slowly to get closer to him, "I mean Mommy isn't the Julian Mommy misses right now but she's the one Mommy misses, the little boy in the picture" Point Nara at the photo hanging above her bed.

Julian looked at the photo that Nara was pointing at, Julian did not know who was in the hanging photo, "Who is Mom?"

"She is Kai Mommy's son who is now happy in heaven" Nara replied with a fluffy smile staring at Kai's photo.

"Wasn't Julian Mommy's son who was he?"

Nara smiled, "Yes Julian is Mommy's son and she" Appointing Nara to Kai's photo again "Is Your Kaka"

"Couldn't Mom really?" Julian smiling.

"Yes, it's a real darling she's your kaka" Nara carries Julian in Nara's arms.

A moment later Juluan broke free from Nara's embrace, "Then is he my Daddy Mom" Julian pointed to the photograph of Sky that was also inside the hanging photo.

Nara does not expect Julian to ask that, Nara does not answer Julian's question because she herself is confused as to what to answer.

"Mom is that my Daddy?" Julian asked again because Nara was silent.

"Dear he is your Daddy" replied Nara finally assuring her if Heaven is Julian's Daddy, Nara could not bear to say no to Julian when she saw a happy face when Julian asked her about Heaven.

"Yeyy Julian's got Daddy" Soarak Julian is happy, Julian is standing and jumping around excitedly in bed knowing he has Daddy.

Nara's heart was increasingly worried about Sky whether his choice of giving Sky a chance was the right thing, When seeing Julian Nara's happy smile felt maybe his choice was not wrong to give Sky a chance.

The clock has shown 00:30 which means midnight is over, Nara asks Julian to stop jumping and bring her to sleep in his arms, They slept with Nara who hugged Julian hoping that her heart would calm down the next morning.

The days have changed a week since Nara gave Sky a chance but there is no sign of Heaven showing its seriousness to change according to what the Sky said a week ago even the Sky did not show the trunk even his nose.

It made Nara hesitate to Sky and did not believe Sky's words, Currently Nara and Julian are playing in the front yard both, and both are, While Mrs Anggie and Vallerie were going shopping for Vallerie's needs to go to university and Mr. Damara had gone to the Office.

Julian, who was feeling the same place every day, approached Nara who was sitting in a chair in the yard, "Mommy Julian still plays here, Let's go to Mom's park" Julian whine put on her pouting face.

"Why? Not here as well as in the park dear" said Nara trying to seduce Julian, For Nara Park is a terrible place that Nara will never come to Langi.

Twice Nara suffered a terrible tragedy in her life and the last one made Kai go from her life, Since that tragedy Nara never set foot in the park again.

"But Julian's going to Mom's garden, Julian's bored here" Whine Julian Again chuckled at his wishes.

Not listening to the words of Nara Julian instead cried asking to go to safety, Nara tries to calm Julian down and give him understanding but does not succeed in making Nara confused until finally Julian and Nara are silent when they hear the voice of someone Nara knows.

"Let me take Julian to Ra's safety, can I?" The voice of Heaven entered Nara and Julian's sense of hearing.

Since when Sky was already in Nara's house and suddenly behind them, Nara and Julian compactly looked towards the Sky.

"DADDY" Shouted Julian and immediately ran hugging the Sky.

The sky welcomed Julian's embrace and carrying him, Julian hugged the Sky tightly like his own father, Nara standing looking at the Sky that was holding Julian.

"Hi Ra how are you?" Ask Sky to look at Nara.

"Ba-good" answered Nara stammered as she was still shocked by the presence of Heaven.

"I'm sorry I've been missing for a week, 'cause I have to get out of town there's a job I have to do there" Clearly Sky told her the reason for disappearing for this one week even though Nara did not ask her.

Nara silently did not respond to Sky's words because she was confused to answer what, Sky just smiled to see Nara who was just silent did not say a word.

"Daddy is Daddy my Daddy?" Beo Julian in a Sky Sling.

The sky furrowed his brows he was confused as to what to answer, "Mommy said Daddy was my Daddy is that true?" Julian asked.

The smiling sky her smile was so wide and her beautiful heart flowered knowing Nara really gave her a chance the proof Nara told Julian if she was her Daddy, "Ya Daddy is your Daddy dear" The sky answered with a happy voice.

"Yeyyy I love you Daddy" Julian's happy cheer then hugged Sky back and Sky hugged him back.

Nara's still silent sky said Thank you without a voice to Nara, Notah terimaksih for what Nara does not know, Nara did not know, Nara continues to convince herself that giving Sky a chance is not the wrong thing even though her heart is not completely sure of her decision but for the sake of Julian Nara tries as hard as possible to convince her heart.

"Can I take her to Ra's garden?" The voice of the sky broke Nara's daydream.

"Don't, Don't go to the park" Rejected Nara he won't allow the Sky to bring Julian to safety, Nara's fear of the tragedy is still ingrained in her memory.

"But Julian was going to Mommy's garden" Julian continued to whine in a sling of Heaven.

"No Julian Mommy said no yes no" Nara made Julian cry.

The sky that knew of Nara's trauma tried to calm Julian down, "Hey baby why cry, What if we go to the Mall alone there are many exciting playgrounds" Tawar Langit.

"Really Daddy" Julian replied with a cry.

"Yes dear right" The sky wiped away Julian's tears with his free hand from holding Julian.

"Can I take Julian to the Mall?" Sky Permit to Nara.

"Mom Julian's going to the Mall" Julian said, fearing that Mommy might get angry.

"Dear go, Mommy wait at home" replied Nara allowing Julian to go to the Mall with the Sky, Because it's better than Julian going to the park.

Pupus had hoped Sky to invite Nara to go with him when he heard Nara's answer, Sky had planned to invite Nara as well but what could make Nara had already dispelled her hopes with her answer.

"Let's Mommy come along" Julian's voice asks Nara to help make the heart of Heaven flow a little because there is still hope for her to go with Nara, In the heart of Heaven pray for Nara to come along to go with him.

"Mommy's home, baby, you go with your Daddy" Refuse subtle Nara she still feels awkward to go with Sky.

"Oh come on, Mom Julian wants to be with Mommy" Rengek Julian continued to make Nara confused as to what to answer.

"It's okay if you don't want to come with Ra, then let me give Julian some understanding" Sky said, not having the heart to see the confused Nara.

"Mom" Whine Julian again.

"Wait a minute Mommy grab the bag first" Nara finally decided to come with them.

Nara went inside to pick up the bag, While Heaven and Julian were cheering happily because Nara would come with them, Heaven said thank God for granting her prayer, The sky thought this was a good start to their relationship.