Silu's Smile

Episode 62

Nara is currently sitting opposite the Sky in a favorite Cafe Nara, Sky deliberately chose their meeting place in Nara's favorite place because Sky wants Nara to know if she still loves him and not forget the places Nara likes.

Before finally Nara agreed to Heaven's invitation to meet, Nara was hesitant or agreed to accept the invitation of the sky or refused, but after a long time weighing Nara finally agreed.

It is not an easy thing for Nara to be in her favorite Cafe first and sit together with Sky, There is a little drama when Nara will leave Julian earlier, Julian cried not to stay when Nara said goodbye to him earlier.

Nara has seduced Julian with all kinds of seduction but still not working, Julian continues to whine want to come with Nara even Lady Anggie and Vallerie also did not succeed in persuading Julian, Julian, To bring Julian along with him was impossible.

Finally Nara contacted her Papa to leave Julian to her because if with her Papa Julian would obey, then Nara went to meet the Sky.

Nara sat down uncomfortably as Sky continued to stare continuously, No doubt Nara's heart was pounding strongly as Sky suddenly smiled as he looked at her, A smile that is still the same as before that makes her fall in love every time she sees it.

Nara cleared her throat to neutralize her heartbeat before asking Sky something, "What would Mas talk about?"

The sky changed the sitting position that had been leaning on the table by propping up the chin while looking at Nara now sitting upright, "How are you doing Ra?" Not answering Nara Langit's question even asked back.

"I'm good Mas, Mas how?" Nara looked at the sky.

"Alhamdulillah if you are good Ra, Mas also happy to hear it, Mas also good ko Ra" Sky smile very sweet makes Nara's heart again pounding to see that smile.

"Ra Mas wants to say something to you, but before Mas says you can promise Mas as much as you hate later, Mas later, Mas please do not ever think to go from Mas life again yes Ra" said Lamgit made Nara Directly look at the Sky in.

Nara's feeling was that what Sky wanted to talk about was something very big that might make her hate Heaven even more, "I can't promise Mas"

The sky took a deep breath he could already guess if Nara would say that, "Mas wants to be honest with you from the beginning of the same incident that happened to our son actually Mas never blamed you, Everything Mas did to you was something Mas couldn't do to himself" The sky paused his speech while staring at the expression of Nara who had changed like he was guessing something in his mind.

"Yes Ra that you think is true, Mas make you impingement as guilt Mas who can not be done to himself Mas, Mas, Mas feel guilty for not being able to take care of you well until we finally lose our child, But Mas can not blame himself Mas because that's why Mas blame you, Mas, I'll admit you're stupid, you're selfish and you're a coward Ra"

"I'm sorry for all Mas Ra's mistakes, Mas is not worthy to be your husband but Mas also can't if you are not Mas's wife, Please hate Mas for as long as you want Ra but please never leave the life Mas again" Sky feels relieved because it has revealed all the sadness that has been squeezing his heart all this time.

Nara's tears couldn't stand it when she heard what Heaven said, His heart was so sick to know that all this time what Heaven had done to him was something he could not do to himself.

Nara never thought about why Sky is the man who became her husband, The man he loves can be that evil to him when tragedy strikes his world is completely destroyed and he needs Heaven, But the sky even barked at that moment which was actually the mistake he was pointing to himself.

Nara's question succeeded in making the heart of Heaven as if pierced by a knife right about the heart, Pain.really sick to hear Nara's question especially when he saw Nara crying.

"Sorry Ra, I'm sorry" That's the only word Heaven can say he no longer knows what to say to express his regrets.

Nara covered her face with her hands and cried sobbing, Some Cafe visitors noticed Nara with a look of wonder what is happening to her, Because the Cafe is currently a lot of visitors.

It was difficult how much Heaven incised a wound in Nara's heart to the point of making Nara unable to stand straight because she felt the pain of the wounds Heaven gave her, The pain that Heaven gave was like a Senandung Pilu whose groan overshadowed Nara's life.

The sky also could not hold back her tears seeing Nara who was crying in such a way, The outstretched Heaven Hand touched Nara's hand and carried her in her grasp.

"Please law Mas Ra, Please hate Mas for as long as you want origin never go from Mas life as punishment for Mas, Because Mas will not be able to Ra, because Mas will not be able to Ra, If you want to say Mas selfish because you don't want you to go out of life Mas ga nothing Ra mas will accept it all, all, Mas will make up for all the mistakes that Mas has done first so Mas please do not leave the life of Mas Ra" Please Heaven hold both hands Nara.

Nara was silent only she could not say anything more, Her heart was so sick Heaven had already smashed her to pieces for the umpteenth time.

The sky let Nara cry out spilling all the tightness on her chest until she felt calmer, A few minutes later Nara had started to calm down, Nara pulled her hand that was in the Sky's hand.

"Thank you for all the wounds that Mas Langit has given so far, I never regret being your wife but I also can not throw my hatred to Mas," Pause Nara to take a breath.

"If I finally choose to end our relationship it is not my fault, because of the pain I feel I may not be able to heal" continued Nara made Sky shake strongly.

"Don't Ra don't, Mas please don't say that" Please Heaven he was so afraid of losing Nara, Heaven's Hands trying to grab Nara's hand but Nara rewinded her hand making Heaven only able to hold the wind.

"I can't Mas, Apart from me Mas we're hard not in line anymore" Lirih Nara.

"No Ra we are still in line, Mas promised not to repeat it again but Mas please do not leave Mas, Give Mas one chance Ra Mas please" The sky could not imagine what her life would be like if Nara were to leave her life.

Nara stood up from her sitting she felt there was already nothing else they should talk about, "I can't promise not to go from your Mas, Mas, I also can't promise not to take long for me to heal my wounds, I'll try to give you a chance but if in the end I choose to leave then let me go Mas"

After saying that Nara left the Cafe and Sky by herself without letting Sky speak again, Sky let Nara go he did not chase her at least he felt happy Nara was willing to give him a chance, Sky promised to try their best to get Nara back in her arms.