Silu's Smile

Episode 52

The sky gazed upon with utter destruction he did not expect if Nara would reject his presence, Pain of course the Sky ached with that refusal, His hope of embracing Nara spilled out all the yearning he could not reach.

"Ra" Light of Heaven he could not say anything more.

The sky tried to advance his steps again but Nara also rewinded her steps, Once the Sky stepped once also Nara rewinded her steps, and then Nara rewinded her steps, Their gazes were still staring at each other and tears were still faithfully flowing from their eyes.

The sky stopped stepping he did not want Nara getting away from him, "Sorry Mas Ra, Mas much wrong as you" Sky said his voice sounded raucous.

Nara silently did not answer her mouth silenced even though just to say one word, "Mas tau Mas wrong should not Mas accuse you of not loving Kai, Mas also wrongly accused you of being a murderer, Mas Admit Mas wrong, Mas please forgive Mas" Sky look into the eyes of Nara in the Sky can see from the eyes of Nara filled with sadness and hatred on him.

Seeing Nara's eyes full of sadness and hatred towards her made Sky's heart ache for the umpteenth time, No Sky could not accept that hateful look from Nara's eyes that Sky wanted was the look of longing and love that Nara had always given when she looked at her, But the sky forgot that loving gaze had already disappeared since five years ago.

Nara remained silent still did not issue a single word and it made the Sky do not know what to do, "Ra Mas please do not be quiet"

The sky knelt down before Nara and it made Nara rewind a few steps, "Please Forgive Mas Ra" Please Heaven close both hands.

"Mas was tormented in guilt during your time away Ra, for four years Mas searched for you everywhere to apologize, For five years since you left Mas lived in regret" The crying sky tells how to live in regret all this time.

Nara's tears flowed more and more to hear the story of Heaven but it did not make Nara's heart moved to directly embrace the Sky, Her heart was still injured considering the treatment of Heaven first.

"I'm sorry Mas Ra, I'm sorry Mas" Please Heaven again mean it.

The sky crying down his face still with his hands closed, Nara turned her eyes she could not see the Heaven pleading to her, But what would be said Nara could not forgive the Sky for now, The wound in his heart was still gaping wide until it made him often claustrophobic every time he remembered it.

The big hand shadow of Heaven slapped him into the most terrifying memory Nara could not forget let alone recall the pain from the slap, Nara wiped her rough tears after that back to the Heaven who was still kneeling down.

"Go" Nara's voice made Sky directly look up his head.

"R-ra" The sound of Heaven choked in disbelief as Nara said that.

"Go" Nara said again with an expressionless face.

The sky shook his head in disbelief at what he heard, The sky stood up and stepped wanting to approach Nara manun again Nara rewinded her steps, But Heaven did not care that he continued to step until Nara's voice stopped him.

"STOP STOPS AT YOUR PLACE" Shouted Nara raising her one hand signalling for the sky to stop stepping.

"IF MAS DARES TO STEP ONE MORE TIME I SWEAR TO GO AWAY FROM MAS LIFE UNTIL MAS CAN NOT FIND ME" Nara's voice loudly sounded making Sky's heart ache.

Heaven resigned he no longer stepped forward to approach Nara, "Oke Mas will be quiet here but Mas please we talk good yes dear"

The sky shook his head he could not accept what Nara said, Done.

The sky wanted to move her legs closer to Nara but again Nara's voice stopped her, "Stop Mas, Mas has promised to stay where Mas is"

The sky shook to understand, "Mas tau Mas wrong Ra, You can praise any Mas but do not say if we are done, You are still Mas's wife and forever you will remain Mas's wife.

"No Mas, the fact that we are finished, Mas himself said that the only regret Mas in life is to marry me"

Nara still remembers clearly everything that the Sky had said before, Words that made Nara's heart melt away was destroyed at that time to make him ever think to end his life at that time, Luckily Nara's faith was strong so she did not do what God hated.

The sky cried regretting everything he had said to Nara, If time could be reset Heaven would never say that, But what would be said all too late Nara was already sick because of his words.

"Ra Mas Mo's...." The Sky's speech came to a halt when it heard the voice of someone calling Nara.

"Nara" The voice heard softly but was able to hear Heaven and Nara.

Nara looked at the person who called her name, Her tears streaming down to see who it was, That person approached step by step approaching Nara they were both crying.

"Ma-Mama" Nara's great-grandson she's surprised Madame Anggie is in front of her.

Yes someone was Madam Anggie Mama Nara, Nara immediately hugged Madam Anggie very tightly, Madame Anggie was the same she returned Nara's embrace very tightly, Nara was very close, Spilling all the longings that they have been longing for.

"Mommy's son, Mama misses Nak" said Madam Anggie hugging Nara.

"Nara also misses Mama" All Nara's fear of her Mama's hatred has been lost along with Madam Anggie's embrace that is so close to her.

They both cried, Mr. Kana patted his son's shoulder giving him encouragement, They all saw how Nara refused the presence of Heaven because they arrived not long after Julian and Vallerie went upstairs.

Zayan and Ziyan were holding them back from going inside seeing that the relationship between Sky and Nara was still straining, They wait for her outside but as Lady Anggie is already impatient to hug her daughter Lady Anggie finally goes inside to meet her daughter..

Mr. Damara stood behind his wife, Nara saw his Papa standing behind his Mama and instantly let go of his Mama's embrace, "Pa-Papa" Lirih Nara.

Mr. Damara nodded and spread his arms to welcome his beloved daughter whom he had once hurt, Nara immediately embraced Mr. Damara's body tightly crying sobbing in his Father's arms, Mr. Damara hugged his daughter tightly as if he were to release his indentation his daughter would leave again.

Behind them Mr. Kana and Mrs Lingga hugged the Sky giving her the spirit to fight even more to get Nara back, They all feel happy to meet Nara again even though Sky has to fight again to get Nara's heart back, And it's possible that her struggle will be in vain because Nara's heart has died for Heaven since five years ago.