Silu's Smile

Episode 54

The night had come after finishing eating together earlier Mr. Kana and Mrs Lingga went to the hotel because Nara's apartment only had two rooms and did not fit if they stayed at Nara's apartment, One was her room and one was Vallerie's.

Before leaving earlier Madam Lingga hugged Nara and kissed Nara many times saying never to go away from them again, Nara returned her arms to Lady Lingga and promised if she would not go again.

Mr. Damara and Mrs Anggie sleep with Nara and Julian, they don't want to stay at the hotel because they want to sleep with their daughter, they'll make up for the time lost during Nara's departure.

Nara added one mattress because the mattress did not fit to sleep the four of them, Julian had slept soundly since an hour ago by continuing to hold Nara's hand, It became Julian's habit of every sleep and Nara never objected to it.

"Why are you gone, you never stopped Mama Nara?" Ask the sleeping Madame Anggie to hug Nara.

"Nara once felt very longed for all of you and wanted to contact you, but Nara's guilt for making your favorite granddaughter go away Nara undoes Nara's intentions and only saves Nara's longing, but, Moreover, remembering the words of Mas Langit who asked Nara to leave made Nara even more afraid to protect you" replied Nara one drop of tears flowing from the corner of her eyes.

Hearing Nara's reply Madam Anggie further tightened her embrace, Mr. Damara's hand that slept beside his wife outstretched to wipe Nara's head.

"I'm sorry Mama ya baby, Mama really sorry for the mistakes of Mama and Papa, Mama used to say if you failed to be a mother but do you know dear" Madame Anggie paused her remarks, Nara stared at the ceiling of her room remembering her Mama's words first.

"It's not you who failed to be a mother, but Mama who failed, Mama failed to be a good mother for Mama's child, Mama fails to be the mother that should be there for her child when Mama's child needs Mama, And worse than a failure Mama instead co-accuses Mama's child as a killer, Mama failed Mama evil" continued Mrs Anggie who had cried, Her heart felt pain saying that.

Nara also cried at the words of Mrs Anggie, The memory of all the words her Mama used to say back ringing in her head, Nara does not hate her parents but it is not denied Nara can not forget every word they all said to her first.

Nara raised both hands to cover her crying face, The sound of a stifled sobbing made Nara's heart want Mr and Mrs Damara sick, Madame Anggie is only able to hug Nara tightly without trying to stop Nara's crying.

"Mommy" Whined Julian for not feeling Nara's hand.

Nara hurriedly wiped her tears and immediately carried Julian in her arms, "Mommy here dear" Nara patted Julian's shoulder softly.

But Julian still continues to whine until he makes her cry, Nara tries to calm Julian down and intends to carry her the thing that Nara always does if Julian wakes up and cries in the middle of the night.

"May Papa be carried by Ra" Beo Tuan Damara stopped Nara who was ready to stand up.

Nara looked at her Father and nodded, Mr. Damara smiled and picked up the crying Julian in Nara's arms and held him, Mr. Damara cradled Julian to and fro trying to calm Julian down, It makes Nara and Madame Anggie feel Dejavu.

In the past, Mr. Damara always did what he now does to Kai, Nara was like seeing the shadow of Kai in Mr. Damara's arms, The shadow made Nara's tears come back.

"Nara misses Kai Ma" Chick Nara slowly.

Madame Anggie tightened her embrace, "Let's go to Kai's house equally, baby" Nara nodded in response, Her heart tightened from missing Kai so much.

At the hotel Sky was sitting on the balcony in his room, his gaze straight ahead with the thought of how Nara rejected him earlier, His heart was still very sick with Nara's refusal but he had to accept it.

Sky knows his mistake is fatal but Sky does not expect if Nara to refuse his presence, Though he really wants to hug Nara but what would in the word Nara already hate him.

"Don't hate Mas Ra, because Mas won't be able to accept your hatred" The Voice of Heaven sounded desperate.

The sky standing on the edge of the balcony took a deep breath of the night air of Riga city, Trying to remove the tightness in his chest but could not, The tightness in his chest could not disappear making him involuntarily shed tears.

Morning has come and Sky is already in the parking lot of Nara's apartment, Sky deliberately came early to Nara's apartment because he wanted to meet with Nara and hope Nara out of the apartment.

Two hours waiting for finally a smile Sky rises when he sees Nara coming out with Julian, Sky guess Nara will take Julian to school because he saw Julian wearing school uniform, and the school uniform, which will be, The sky already knows who Julian and Vallerie are because last night Mami and her Papi told her everything.

Sky follows Nara's car from behind, Ten minutes later Nara's car has arrived at Julian's school, Nara gets off the car by leading Julian, Until in front of the gate Nara kneels before Julian.

"Julian darling listen to Mommy, Study diligently dear and listen to your teacher's explanation okay" Nara told Julian.

"Okay Mom" Julian hugs Nara and Nara hugs her back.

From inside the car Sky noticed Nara and Julian's interaction, He felt Dejavu see what Nara did to Julian, he said, After Julian entered Nara directly go his destination this time is to the supermarket for shopping for the purposes of his apartment especially now there are his parents at home so therefore Nara had to shop for a lot of groceries.

The sky follows Nara from behind without Nara's knowledge, the sky takes whatever Nara takes, the Sky wants to eat the same foods as Nara eats even though they can't eat together.

The cool sky takes what Nara took until it makes her unconscious if Nara is no longer in front of her, Sky looking for Nara here and there but did not find it until finally Sky gave up and paid for his groceries, Sky thought maybe Nara had finished shopping and went home.

But Nara was still in the supermarket and hid behind the door to the supermarket employee's room, Nara did not want to look at or meet the Sky, so she immediately hid when she realized that the Sky was following her.

"I'm sorry Sky" Squeak Nara told herself, She still can't accept the presence of Heaven, The wound in her heart because the Sky is still wide open makes it difficult for her to accept the presence of Heaven again.