Silu's Smile

Episode 56's

The day had changed almost two weeks Sky and Nara's parents were in Riga, Mr. Kana and Mrs Lingga had returned to Indinesia two days ago because they had to take care of the company to replace Sky cementara.

Before returning home Madam Lingga to meet Nara and advised Nara to return to Indonesia immediately, Nara just smiled in response to the wishes of Mrs Lingga, She is still heavy to die in the city of Riga, Riga, But to be honest what makes it heavy is Julian and Vallerie.

For almost two weeks Sky kept trying to meet Nara not infrequently Sky like a stalker just to get a photo of Nara, Nara, Until now, Nara still did not want to meet Sky for a second.

But Langin did not despair, Sky continued to try until the opportunity came at this time, Yes currently Sky is sitting alone with Nara in a Cafe not far from Julian's school.

The Sky had deliberately followed Nara and was determined to show her face in front of Nara and invite her to talk any way, But when Julian had entered her school Sky got off the car to block Nara, he said, Nara was slightly surprised to see the Sky in front of her.

Sky begged Nara to talk to him even if only for a moment, Nara was silent to think should he meet the Sky, but after thinking Nara could not avoid the Sky continue, but after thinking about it, Nara had to speak to Heaven for Heaven to stop following her.

"Dear you don't want to drink?" Ask Sky because Nara didn't order a drink at all.

The words of affection that had escaped from the mouth of Heaven now no longer sounded pleasant in Nara's ears, Where the word dear used to always make Nara flowered every time the Sky said it but now sounds very foreign in his hearing.

Not getting an answer from Nara Langit was only able to take a deep breath, Now Nara really changed no more Nara who always smiled warmly at him, Nara was now completely changed, No longer was Nara confused about choosing a drink while they were outside, only Nara was still staring at her with a look of disappointment.

"What do you want to talk about, because I don't have much time" Nara said flatly.

"Mas wants to apologize for the umpteenth time for all of Mas's mistakes" Sky replied staring at Nara.

"Please apologize Mas ya Ra" Continue the Sky Again.

"If to be honest I have not been able to forgive Mas until this moment, I always remember how Mas hurt me with the words mas and also the hands of Mas, I always remember, I always wondered where my fault lay until Mas hated me so much" Pause Nara one drop of tears trickled down when he had to tell the massalu he wanted to forget.

"And more painfully how could Mas accuse me of murdering my son and not loving my son, I am his mother Mas I gave birth to him, I also saw him dead before my eyes, I know how devastated my world was when I saw the tragedy before my eyes, I was completely destroyed Mas at that time, I wish Mas could be my back when my world is destroyed with my son's departure, but what I got Mas, Mas blame me, Mas hate me and Mas accuse me of being a murderer" Nara continued she could no longer hold back her tears given the dark memory of her life.

The tragedy of Kai is a dark memory in Nara's life that Nara will never be able to forget Even to this day Nara still blames herself for the tragedy that took Kai's life.

Sky silenced he could not say anything, To calm Nara so as not to criticize and classify Kai was useless because it was too late, Sky should have done that first when Nara really needed that from her.

Nara wiped away the rough tears then looked up at Heaven again "I'm devastated I'm sick I'm hurt to the point that I want to end my life and catch up with my son"

Sky is very sick to know what happened to Nara all this time, even more pain than when she lost Kai, The sky is the dumbest man in the world who knows nothing about his wife.

"Am I wrong if I hate Mas?, am I wrong if at this time I have not been able to forgive Mas?, and am I wrong if one day I choose to end our relationship?" Nara asked softly after spilling all the tightness she had been craving all this time.

Sky startled he shook his head in disagreement with Nara's last question, "No Ra no, you are not wrong if you hate Mas and you are also not wrong if you can not forgive Mas, But please do not ever think to end our relationship" Please Heaven by holding Nara's hand on the table.

"Mas will give you as much time as you want to be able to forgive Mas, Mas will also wait for you to heal all your wounds, Mas will wait for you for whatever it is so long as never think to end our relationship because Mas will not be able to if you have to lose you again, Mas promise will make up for all your mistakes, Mas, Mas will also accept all the consequences whatever it is as long as you remain Mas's wife, Mas please Ra Mas Please" continued Langit pleaded with Nara.

Sky was really afraid of losing Nara for the second time, Sky would not be able to if that happened, he said, His life would be more ruined than ever if Nara were to completely walk away from his life and no longer be his wife, Especially if Heaven sees Nara hanging out with other men no Heaven will not be able to.

Nara took a deep breath, If I can be honest Nara did not have the heart to see the Heaven pleading in such a way to him but Nara also could not forget the pain just like that.

Nara pulled her hand from Heaven's grasp, "I don't promise to forgive Mas, nor can you promise not to choose to end our relationship, But I'll try to forgive but I'll take a while"

"Yes take as long as you want, Mas promise to wait for you" The voice of Heaven sounded happy because Nara was willing to give him a chance.

"But I want Mas not to come to see me often, Can Mas?" Nara said, Suddenly the smile of the sky dimmed.

"Why Ra?, why can't Mas see you so often?"

"That's my decision Mas, if Mas can't I ti....."

"Can Ra promise not to see you often" Cut the Sky because Sky knows what Nara will say, It's better not to see Nara often than Nara changes her decision.

"Then I go first Mas" Pamit Nara stood up from her seat.

"Mau Mas Anter Ra" Beo Sky reason, Though Sky knows if Nara brought his own car, Sky Alibi in order to be close to Nara continue.

"No need Mas, I brought my own car" replied Nara after that Nara came out in the Sky behind her.

After they left without them knowing someone was still crying hearing all of what Nara said earlier, That someone was Vallerie, Vallerie was in the cafe before Nara came with the Sky, Vallerie sits right behind Nara facing her back and hears all of her, Vallerie's heart so sickly knowing the true story of Nara's life.