She She She's Perfect
The Part 65
After the funeral, I immediately returned home, the feeling I was really uncertain, somehow I still do not believe, Andi joined memenin I returned home, I went back to the house, I don't know how many times he gave spirit to gw, but ears gw as if not automatically do not want to hear the sentence.
Maybe because bosen kept going I was indifferent he finally returned. I deliberately take time off work, office people understand because it is useless if my mind does not concentrate on cooperation.
3 Days I can not be disturbed, my mother and adek I also seem to understand the same situation Iw.
Andi came back to my house, I,
"bro, how are you" said Andi, I cuekin him
"you can't keep going, you have to be strong" said Andi, I'm still on.
"gw tomorrow already have to go back, I've had a late vacation" he said, I'm still in it
"lo inget yes den, oca will not be as fond as lo kayak gini, you must be sincere to him, god loves him more" said Andi
"O dear god, why did he call oca cepet really ndi" arrived I said
"my dear god, he should give a little more time to oca, so he can be happy" continued gw
"all have destiny den, you can not blame god, sin" said Andi, I returned diem, emotions I was really unstable at that time.
"well, I say yes, bro, I went back to Jakarta" said Andi,
"yes, ati ati on the road, thanks already nemenin gw" replied Iw, he smiled
Almost a month I actually still can not be separated oca sincerely, my work is all messy, my lifestyle is very chaotic.
"you still can't escape oca son" said the mother, I just geleng
"hmm, you have to be sincere, let oca calm there" said mother, I'm aja
"oca must be sad to see you gini son, look tuh pants have been kegedean all" he said, weight I dropped dramatically at that time.
"emak used to be like you son, when your father died, mother does not know what to do, mother confused how mother can live without your Father. Fortunately there are you, you always make the mother spirit" said the mother.
"Deni also do not know mak have to do what now, oca gini because of deni mak, he maxain condition he just for deni, while deni never love anything to him" said gw
"you're wrong son, you've given him happiness, his mother's story is the same mother, oca bener bener seneng right after you apply him, mama oca never see oca all joy, oca, then before he died, he told his mama that he was sincere to be attacked now" said the mother, "now you live, if you do not like the oca kasian there, there, he will not be able to calm down" said the mother, I contemplate all the words of the mother, I will try sincere oca.
It turns out not easy, almost 4 months I still often keinget him, although I have been able to work as usual, but still there is a shadow oca in my mind
Although oca no longer there I still often play to his house, just a friend, I have also been considered their own child.
Even mama oca once told me to stay at her house once. But I refuse subtly, which I can not even forget oca.
Entering the month of November, I have returned to the usual deni, I have been able to laugh again, seneng seneng same temen.
I went to Jakarta to visit our Head Office.
Arriving in Jakarta I contact andi,
"bro where you are" I said to Andi
"gw is still in the office, there is still a lot of work" said Andi
"gw dijakarta bro, tar malem no work" said gw
"seriously lo, no is, lo nginep where, later I go there" said Iw
"gw in Sahid" I replied "okay I wait ya" continued Iw
Malemnya andi actually came, I've been waiting in the lobby
"when to get" he said
"malem kemaren" said gw
"how many days?" ask andi
"4 days" said I
"good, good enough" said I
"yes, I want a weekend here" said I "lo tenin gw ya" continued Iw
"relax bro, make your time always there" he said
"sip, I laper ndi, find a yuk meal, which is delicious" Iw said
"yes I was also a laper, let's find food first" said Andi
"i want to eat in a good place" I said
"easy" said he
I'm the same andi went by Andi's office car
"what are we going to eat" I asked
"eating fried goat rice in the area kebon sirih aja bro, guaranteed delicious" said Andi
"gw come along, if it's not good to be careful" replied I
Andi nyengir
"eh den, how can you forget oca" said andi
"kalo forgot it is impossible ndi, well at least I have sincerely he left" said Iw
"ooo good, how do you get it instead" asked Andi
"well, I'm looking for males" I said
"kalo I'm sure you must be easy to replace oca" said Andi, I just tersemm
"lo've never had contact oliv yet" arrived andi nanyain oliv
"not knowing, lost contact" I said
"there's no Facebook" he said
"there is no males gw, complicated work" replied Iw
"for gih, in one of my friendships there is oliv tuh" said Andi
"do it" said Gw
"easy boil bganet bro, not until 5 minutes, make yes, back fromini gw temenin make, I bring a laptop" said andi
"it's up to you" said gw, whereas in the middle of my heart, I'm curious to see oliv.
Arriving at the betel garden, crazy at the place to eat rame really, even though the place is usually high on the road, but the ngantri kayak aja, but according to the hell, the fried rice is delicious, not stingy with goats, not stingy with goats, very much indeed.
After eating, we went back to the hotel, andi went to the room, and,
"Lo crazy, lo big room, emang room rate lo how many are given office" said andi
"don't know, I'm following you, given what you want, where it doesn't matter" said I
"crazy, really good lo" Andi said
Then he opened his bag, and out of his laptop, after the connection is connected he immediately browsing, and immediately open facebook.
"now see den, nih oliv" he said as he approached gw who was again lying in bed.
He looked at my facebook oliv, it turns out he did not change much, still like oliv who used to be just different cut hair, now his hair is decomposed.
"he's more beautiful" said Andi
"well, that's good" replied I
"i've seen the relationship" said Andi "Single den" continued andi
"keep why?" gw
"yah lo, lo dketein again gih, for dressing oca" said andi
"later ndi, I still belom can" replied Iw
"ih lo den, ****" said Andi, then he sent a message to Oliv.
"halloooo buk" type andi
we've been waiting for the response, long enough,
"already ndi, do not bother later also if I want to be able to really" said gw, back fall
"den. den. see den, dibales" said Andi, I immediately wake up, I read the answer oliv.
"Lo Andi, how are you" he replied
"yes gw andi, liv, how are you?" type andi, type andi,
"Gw good ndi, now where are you?" answer oliv
"in Jakarta, where you are, still in jogja" said Andi
"wuih same ndi, I also in Jakarta, I am working here now after finishing college" said oliv, my heart beat fast that night.
"seriously lo, yuk meeting" said andi
"no, why am I lying" said Oliv
"where's left?" said andi
"White campaka" said andi
"ooooh, uh ndi, news temen lo how" asked oliv, of course the question is nanyain gw
"he's sleeping" answered Andi, andi blinked to me, I just smiled
"asleep? that means why" said Oliv
"yes sleep next to me" said Andi
"he's also in Jakarta?" oliv
"yes, I'm in the hotel again, and here again service" said Andi
"oo, which hotel?" ask oliv
"sahid" said andi
"sahid in sudirman?" oliv
"yup you're right" answered Andi,
Oliv did not answer long enough.
"i'm not answered yes den" said andi confused
"he's asleep, tired of work***" said gw
Andi seems disappointed, "den I nginep here yes, males back to the boarding" said andi
"well whatever you do" said gw, I still ngebayangin it turns out oliv not far, he is here, kemayoran - sudirman not far, no later than 20 minutes until thought gw, kemayoran widely, even if I go there to find where, after all andi did not ask the details.
I was still lying when my room phone rang,
"well hello" said I
"sorry sir, below there are guests you want to meet, really there is an appointment with the father" said the receptionist down, I thought, do not oliv who is here
"who is mbak?" ask gw
"Mother Oliv sir" he said, I was confused between the grin and the misbehavior
"how the sir is to be accepted" he said
"i'm sorry mbak, please just samein later I go down" said gw
"well sir" then the call was interrupted
"who's den" said andi
"Oliv ndi" I replied
"he's here, seriously lo" Andi said
"seriously****" said I "want to come down?" ask gw
"hmmm, don't do it, I'm tired" said Andi
I went straight down, gw feet trembling when I got out of the elevator, heart gw deg degan, I went straight to the receptionist,
Sitting in the hotel lobby, the woman with choppy hair unraveled with her signature glasses staring at me, she smiled and immediately stood up
Gw samperin him, he smiled widely.
"hi, liv" said I awkwardly
"hi" he replied
"long wait" said I
"not really" he replied "sit yuk, pegel" oliv said
"ohhh yes, sorry" said I
"you're how are you" he said
"well, klo kmu liv" replied I.w,
"well, it's never been this good" he said
I swear I'm really confused to say what, my tongue is like heavy to say, my mouth is like not to open. He is too.
"what family is liv, still in jogja" asked gw
"healthy all, still in jogja" replied oliv "emak equally adek2 healthy den" he said
"healthy all, it's beautiful to be in college now" said I
"ooo, how many days are you here" asked Oliv
"4 days, my weekend is still here" I replied
"hmm, you really changed" said Oliv
"changed how" said gw
"it's changed everything, it's more mature" Oliv said
"oh yeah, you change too" said I "get more beautiful" either word it came out of my mouth
"you can do it" he said, smiling shyly
"you've eaten" said I basa stale
"just now, just send a message I just finished eating, you" he said
"ooh, it's the same andi" replied Iw, we go back diem.
"deni what's liv" said gw
"we're not in touch anymore" Oliv said
"ooo, sorry" said gw
"no papa, relax, it's been a while" said Oliv
"why indeed? how can you, you guys seem to fit" Iw said, Oliv's face changed
"he doesn't like me working here, we fuss, keep separating" Oliv said
"oooo" said gw
"i've heard the news oca den, you are strong yes" said oliv, I'm surprised he discussed oca
"oh yeah, you know where" I asked
"tekhnologi den, children share the news in FB" said oliv
"ooooo, yes, he's gone" Iw said
"so you can already choose this" arrived oliv nanya that
"that is" said gw
"i know, before oca left you were getting married" said Oliv
"ooh, yes liv" I replied
"you love him so much" Oliv said
"yes, Iiv, she's everything" Iw said
"ooo, how do you feel about me now, how do you still like?" oliv
"hmmm, how about liv, honestly I still love you, the same baby, just oca always there for me, a lot of which he sacrificed liv" said gw
"yes, I understand, maybe if I was in the same position, I would do the same thing" said Oliv
I told you about oca disease, the cause of oca pain, what he has done for me, all I tell you nothing I have less, oliv nangis listen to all the stories gw, all I know, I don't know how many tissues he's wearing.
"He's very strong yes den" said Oliv when I finished the story
"very different from me, the sacrifice he made for you will not be able to compete, I just split a little with you, there are other guys" said oliv swollen eyes "boro boro want oca kayak, oca, you're lucky to have someone like oca den" Oliv said
"well, there is a way of liv" said gw, I was silent, oliv was silent.
"liv, it's already malem, you don't want to go home, or want to go here, in the room there is also andi, later I pesen extra bed" said gw
"oh yes den, do not need me to go back, later I play again here yes, I still miss" said oliv
"ready, what are you riding here" said Iw
"taxi" he answered
Gw anter him to the front, we wait about 5 minutes taxi directly come.
"see you tommorow den" said oliv, he smiled, his eyes swelling.
"yup, ati ati on liv road" said gw
Then he slid away.
Either fate, or matchmaking we can still meet here.
