She She She's Perfect
The Part 32
After the incident that night my relationship with oliv and oca increasingly "crazed" he means I can actually2 become crazy. both of them also ask to be pampered, careful and in the affirmi continue, dizzy gw. I wonder how many men who choose to have more than one wife, but not delicious, difficult to share.
In addition, my mind is also actually 2 again branched, I am still biingung about the continuation of my education, I have plans to work as well as college in Palembang, but at that time it was very rare for a job that could double the same lecture, after all for a state university in Palembang very far the location would not be perfect if I was in college, while for the private ones it was expensive to ask for forgiveness.
I sometimes like to envy ngeliat temen2 gw it seems like there is a burden of thinking about their future, they can still play, seneng2, jalan2, while gw, living gw monotonous, morning help mom, school, school, go home help mom, malem ngamen. gitu2 continues every day, at most dapet interlude the same way oca, or phone from oliv, but it is not enough to push my mind to the problems I face.
I do not feel that the graduation exam time has arrived, I really do not worry too much about the test, which makes me worried is the continuation of my life after this school.
A week has passed, and the exam has been completed, I spent 2 days only at home, while oca is busy taking guidance to enter university, I can not afford to follow that, I can not do that, pay for what.
Besides want to take the test also not, I have dropped out for netep in Palembang, I will not continue my school. There are some friends who make a list of police or soldiers, but somehow I ngajakin inner. I don't really like an environment that likes to chat2. I want to be free.
Before the announcement of graduation, the school held a farewell, after traveling2 finally I dapet place rental cheap suits, pretty so do not have to buy my mind, while the event was held Saturday malem.
Oca ngajakin I came together, but I can not, the possibility of my date is a bit late, because at that time I have a job that can not be left.
About 8 o'clock I came to the location, which was then held in the ballroom of one of the star hotels in Palembang, after filling out the list of attendees, had entered the dining event together, incidentally I was again a heavy laper.
After eating I try nyari oca, not too difficult, because the group where he usually gather is the most rame sound group. I can only see him from afar, I don't want to spoil their parting event, which I've noticed it looks like again haru2nya.
I sat in the back seat, I looked around, did not feel like 3 years of school, a lot of memories that I had made at this school, from the same fight seniors, in rich girls, made up, so irresponsible class president, most of whom are noisier.
Suddenly someone held my shoulder
"why lor" Andi said
"no papa ndi, I'm still remembering this 3 years, just don't feel yes" said gw
"yes, we don't feel like we're in 2004, we're big" said Andi
"yes ndi, somehow I always want this time to never end" said I
"gw also want it den, but life must go on friends" he said
"Yes ndi, I will not be able to escape these memories2 ndi, too meaningful" said gw
"gw also that, thanks den you have often helped me" said Andi
"yes, same2. I'm sorry if I'm wrong with you ndi, like nyusahin lo" said gw
"yes, I'm sorry, too" said Andi, we hugged quite tightly,
"6 years yes, we have 6 years" said Andi
'yes, from SMP yes" said gw
"hehehehe," we laughed together.
Andi pulled out his little camera, we photographed both a few times.
Do not feel the event is about to be finished, stay photo session2. I noticed oca seemed to be again nyariin gw, his face pouted. Gw get him, then I embrace his waist.
"find out who is beautiful" said I whispered in her ear
"find my man, do not know where stray" said oca nyengir
"at home young wife kali" said gw
"no way, his young man is far away in Jogja" he grinned again
I was wrong. Dead style I. I can only smile.
"Den, there yuk" oca pointed at the corner where I sat with andi earlier.
I follow you from behind.
"Here it is" he told me to sit next to him.
"den, thank you for these 3 wonderful years" Oca said
"iya ca, I also thank you, you already want to deket the same gw" said gw
"gw should have said that" said oca
"yes, sorry I am ya ca, I have been wrong to elo" said Iw
"same den, sin I more to elo" oca nyengir
Long time we diem, I don't know where to start chatting from, usually I never believe it.
"den, I really don't like ginian shows too much" says oca
"why" asked me
"don't know, confused, the separation of ko dirayain, rich twilight to part, but it is heavy" said oca
"it's just a ca, that's not what it means" I said
Den, you sure don't want to continue" kta oca "gw will try to talk to mama, any time can help" continued oca
"do not ca, you know I, when I like to ask for help from others" said Iw
"but at least you can go to college, not as neat" said oca
"den I will miss you" said Oca
"gw is also the same ca, never I'm much the same lo" said I, oca ever tell me, he said he wanted to study abroad, he said, he once told me he wanted to take S1 in singapore or australia. But after the last conversation I had with oca, it looks like he's going to Australia, I don't know which university, it's hard to call it.
"I guess we can meet again, not yes den" said oca
"if you're not going anywhere" I said
"anyhow you can't change the number" threatened oca
"yes, this is already 1000 times lo ngomng that" said Iw
"hehehhehee, I don't want to lose lo den" said oca as he walked gw
"gw is also like ca" I hugged oca more tightly, I don't know it feels really heavy to let him go. But this is his choice, I can not comment again.
Oca sniffled on my chest, I just wiped his head, while listening to the song sheila on 7, a classic story for the future
I can only enjoy a tight hug oca for the last time, maybe there is no other chance. I hug him tightly, like I do not want to let go.
A week after that night, the graduation announcement has been announced, thankfully all temen2 I graduated. I didn't see him that day, I asked his friends, they said oca left for Australia today, I was surprised, he didn't say this.
I try to connect the phone is not active, I want to call directly to the house mama oca, once there the state of the house is empty, I'm actually2 confused about where to go, I ask the neighbors oca, I asked, they apparently went to the airport.
Ge fasten vespa gw, do not know again how much speed motor gw, when it comes to it I can only see from the outside, I find no circumference oca, about 30 minutes gw muter2 there, I find it, I finally saw sodara oca.
"mana's bucket" said gw buru2
"it left half an hour ago" said sodara oca
"i don't know if he's leaving today" I asked
"wah I don't know den, but oca put a letter, nih" said sdara oca while giving oca letter
My dear Matahari, my,
Maybe when you read this letter I'm no longer around you
I apologize in advance, I had to leave first because I had to take English classes before going to university.
Sorry for never telling you about my departure,
I'm afraid I'll never be able to leave.
it's so hard to get away from you, you ever tell me to make your lupain, you know the result? I became more loving to you
Maybe this is the only way I can take my mind off you a little bit, but if you forget you will be very difficult, because you are already too sculpted in my heart.
I will always love you, no matter what happens, whoever you are, I will always love you, even if you are worse than you are now, I will still love you.
I can only pesen to you, achieve your dreams so that you can share your family.
Thanks for everything, though,
I am always waiting for you to love you.
-oca
Reading the letter, not feeling tears gw netes, I can only observe one after another that has been written, I can only observe every pull of the oca pen, the lean oblique deafness, the sloping, writing that I will never forget until now.just a letter that can make me sure if oca ever lived in my life, only that writing that proves klo oca real.
A month after oca's departure, why the feeling I'm actually2 empty, I actually2 can't what, usually for this situation oca always beside gw, he always love gw support, he always love gw support, but now I'm actually2 myself.
2 Months after I graduated, I went around trying cherry work, but it seems really nothing, very sush looking for work, I ngpbrol to zul about my problem, I, zul nawarin I work but there is only a mallem, enter at 7 o'clock mallem home at 3 am.
It turns out that zul nawarin I made as a billiard table guard in Jl area. Capt. Arivai (whose palembang children must know). Because I really2 again stress, I accept work from zul, the salary is not too big, but quite comparable to gw nganggur.
I told the same mother, at first the mother was raging, but after being persuaded finally a little bit understand.
Life gw bner2 like a bat, out the mallem back in the morning.
After 4 months of work, my mom called me gw, I answered.
"Son, my mother wants to take you to my grandfather's house" he said
"why mak, have done it, have enough grandfather ngehina mamak" said gw
"no boy, Grandpa has changed, he asked you to go there, he can help you get into the police, it just so happens that he has not been made. You have to want to" said mom
"deni doesn't want my mom to be insulted there later" I said
"just relax, my mommy, you will be at my grandpa's house later" said the mother,
After being persuaded in such a way by mother, I am ready to go. Because at that time I needed money to leave, as a result the vespa was forced to be released, it was heavy considering he already had a lot of e gw services.
After the money is enough, I leave the same mother take the train, adek2 gw pinned to zul.
After the trip was quite exhausted, I arrived at a very big house, mother pulled the bell dipager house, I saw there were still some police officers who stood guard, after the mother told us the purpose of our arrival, I saw, we're waiting in the living room.
We waited a long time, finally my grandfather came out.
A man who I value quite sangar, with a thick mustache and a big body high, his facial expression was I had guessed, like disgust Iw. I think in my heart, will I be strong here.
