She She She's Perfect

The Part 15

After that incident, my relationship with both oliv and oca is still as usual. I try to be ordinary with them, I have something special. I don't know why they got this way treating me. They sometimes maen to the house gw, just chat2 aja same mother, sometimes maen same adek2 gw. 

While I'm the same relationship Aji, still gk no reprimand greeting, even though we semeja, I'm just a cuek, he also seems to never nganggep gw there, I even seneng that.

Once, Aji tried to talk to me, but I think he hesitated. Klo I'm a males for nyapa him first. And finally he said, anyway,

"Den, sorry the other day" he said

"Which one" replied gw pura2 gk know

"On oca, I lied to elo" he bowed

"gw know you're lying, I know oca, wmang why do you talk that way" I started nyirin atmosphere.

"Gw just want to talk to you, but you seem very funny the same Iw, I gk thought you would be angry when I talked about oca" he said

I just grin "iyalah I'm angry, you talk about not2 about temen gw, maybe klo lo temen gw, I will also be angry if there is a bad2in lo" said gw

"oooo, so you're just the same friend" he said

"Yes" I said, I saw her smile

"Den, you want to be the same temen gw, I'm confused why anak2 in gk someone wants the same temenan gw, there are also the same tenants just want to benefit gw" he said

"Lo has seen yourself from the point of view of the people laen belom" asked me

"you mean den" he asked

"Well, according to you, what kind of person" I asked

"Gw, yeah, I'm a good guy" he grinned

"That's according to you, but you must know, let the assessment be objective, you don't value yourself, you need people2 around you make a value lo, make ngingetin lo" I'm talking

I see he's still confused, "Lo likes sports what?" ask me to Aji

"Gw likes the Ball" he said, 

"Lo's favorite player?" I asked

"Del Piero dong" he smiled

"According to you, how does he maen his balls" asked me

"That's a big jago" he answered

"Well, he's good, but why does he still need a coach, but the coach is not necessarily his own?" I asked again

"Emang knapa?" he is waiting for my answer

"Because he needs someone who can give him input, advice, a lot of parts2 in him that he can see himself, he needs someone who values" I explained to him, "Likewise, you need people who can value you objectively, so you can develop" I smile

He mangosteen mangosteen "According to you gw how" suddenly he asked

"Lo, the sweetest person I've ever met" I smiled, he laughed

"oooo, so gw nyebelin yes, pantesan rarely anyone wants to memenan the same gw, but you want to be a temen gw" he said

"You're all right, you gk nyebelin" I laughed

After that incident, Aji's relationship began to get familiar, it seems he has started to change, he is not pretentious and arrogant anymore, he often treat me, I, I am happy that itung2 saves me money. 

Once upon a time in Sports Lesson hours, Sports hours we join with 1st grade children, I gw gk too enthusiastic with 1st grade children, I saw some girls ngeliatin gw, gw cuek aja, gw, I'm just sitting under a tree, there's a long chair where we can rest. Arrived there are those who deketin gw, I noticed he's a girl who yesterday had a storm with Andi, gw cuek males talking.

"So, there's a minute" I said to gw

"Knapa" said Iw, without squirming his face

"Gw just want acquaintances" he said embarrassedly. Crazy boy, to the point really, I saw his face I smile, I saw his face red.

"Gw deni" said gw, nyodorin hand gw

"B...Gw... Sari" he said he accepted the position of my hand, I continued to immediately bow again, males ngeliatin his face, in fact he was beautiful, but somehow gw rada sebel the same child because of the Andi incident2.

"Because2 is right" said Sari

"hemmm, no really" is still cute

"So, I'm not here" he said

"hhhhhhhhhhh, call me just this year, it's only different" he said

"ohh yes den, sorry" he said

Gw smile, keep him away, immediately gather to his temen2, I look like he was very cool, he told his temen2, some of his friends ngeliatin gw, I'm worried, I just pull away, I'll take it off, I went straight to the field where anak2 again maen ball, sebenrnya gw again gk spirit maen ball, but rather than I diiatin people, enakan gw maen. after we finish back to class, but rather than I saw the person, change the uniforms.

"Eh den, I've seen you deretin 1st grade children yes" asked Aji

"Yes" short gw

"Why?" he's nanyain

"You know doang" said gw

"oooo, how do you go? what's the name, it's kind of beautiful" said Aji

"Where's what? his name is sari, usually Ji, Gw gk erlalu tertatiin" said gw

"Ah elo, there are girls who are not familiar still cold" he said

I just smile, we continue the next lesson, I focus on learning. After the break I saw Oliv enter, "Yank, you have no work behind this" he said

Gw ngegeleng, "Good, lo temenin I same oca yes?" doorways

"Where" asked me

"Exercise" he replied

I just nodded, and then he left.

"Buset, you've been called yank den. Jago also lo" said aji

"It's normal that those who want to know me, the important thing is that they like Ji" replied Iw

"Why don't you be the same as them" he asked, gw males discuss this problem

"no" I replied briefly.

It seems Aji knows I gw comfortable asked about this, he was immediately diem. After the school hours are over, I'm back in 2 books gw, oca and oliv come in. "It's ready" said oca, I ngagguk.

We walk to the Square where the PMR child usually gathers, I see there are several more seniors standing giving instructions, I see some more Junior told PushUp, this is what makes me men join excul, I'm afraid, I think there's a cloaked hazing. 

I saw oca same oliv lagnsung join together temen2nya, I just sit under the tree, very good adem, very comfortable to sleep thought I, again delicious2 sleep, again, arrived2 I saw another sari lari2 like he was late coming.

"Sorry, I'm late" he said

"Undisciplined" said the senior PMR who I know his name, "scout Jump, 30 Times" he shouted, I grinned at them

"not wrong again" I pouted, he sat next to me. He squirms gw, "once yank, lo nenemin gw, tar is also no longer" he is rather serious, I don't know what he means, I just diem aja. 

"Yank, you got a mallem time this week?" ask him

I'm a mangosteen, "what's the matter" I asked

"Gw just want to make sure you eat malem doang" he said a bit moody, I gk have the heart to see him gini

"Malem this week huh?" ask gw

"Yes, you can" he was enthusiastic

"Can, but in Gor yes" said I, meaning let me all find money.

"ye.ye.ye.ye..., lo understand me, I'm very happy yank" she had a big smile, a smile as usual, which made me very dear to her, gw bales his smile.

"But I can pick you up, meet there" said Iw, said,

"Ok yank, you're willing to do it" replied oliv

Then he went back to Temen2nya. Not long after the training is finished, the three of us go together, on the road I'denger oliv talk to oca, "ca, malem sunday gw pinjem Deni ya" he said slowly, Oca just nod, he smiles, he smiles, and I don't know why arrived2 oca hug oliv, they embrace each other. I still don't know why.

Malem week arrived, I had made an agreement to eat malem with oliv, I came early, because I did not want the bolt he was waiting for, while waiting for him, I just maenin guitar gw, I just want to go, he did not come long.

I see she's very special this malem, she's very beautiful. I waved to him, he saw me, he smiled. 

"you have a guitar" he said

"gw klo malem week ngamen here liv" I smile, he's surprised "kok you never tell" asked oliv

"you also have to tell liv" I smile, he frowns

"you want to eat where" asked me, I still want a concert I'm kidding, he smiled

"Aja aja yu" he pointed a tent that is not too rame, we pesen eat story, until the food runs out. Then he's dieem..

"lo diem liv" I asked

"....." she's still in the kitchen, I'm confused why this is a child

"know what, don't make me afraid" I tried to joke, but I'm noticing like he'd cry.

"We don't talk here yank" he met up gw, I agreed, after paying, we moved to a quiet place, we sat down. There he just bowed his feet. 

"lo why liv" I'm holding his shoulder

Suddenly he was crying, sobbing, I was confused, I accidentally belom nanyain, I waited for him a bit calm, he embraced the plate gw very tightly, lumuayan long he cried, I, when he was a little calm, he suddenly said 

"Yank, I'm maxed out for a year more this" he looked me in the eye

"What the hell is going on" I said seriously.

He looked me in the eye, long time our eyes met. 

"i want to move yank" arrived he said that, and his tone was different, the usual ceplas ceplos.

I'm shocked, shocked, my heart immediately lemes, I don't want to..

"Ah, becanda lo liv" I still pura2 cheerful

"I'm serious Yank, papa has to move, so I have to come" she said

"...." I'm just diem

"Yank, make it all this time" she smiled

I'm still in the mood, I know what to say, he's still seeing me.

"I'm sorry yank" he said, "I should apologize liv" I looked into his eyes

"Gw has a lot of pain" said I

She smiled, "no one hurt kok yank, even I was really cool during together kmu, you can make me comfortable, I have been ngisi hari2 me all this time, so far, I'll never forget yank" her eyes water

I don't feel my eyes are wet, I squirm gw nangis oliv immediately wipes tears I gw, "Kok you cry yank" asked him, I can't talk, I just diem aja.

"sorry gw liv" I can only say that,

He smiled, "We can still meet" I asked, he was just diem, "I don't know yank" he replied, I'd just say

"but we can still communicate really" he said, he mengeluarin HP that he used to use "Nih, you hold this, later we chat every maelm yes" he said smile, I'm still on them.

"i told oca about this, so this afternoon I asked you to practice" he smiled, I'm still in the room, did not accept the gini situation.

Oliv diem lama, "honey" arrived I said that

Oliv thought to myself, "you called me what the fuck" he was a little surprised.

"honey" I repeat, she smiles. "Yes why dear" he replied, he was very fond

"I'm sorry I've been selfish all this time, all this time I could only hurt you" I said

"We understand the situation you yank, we have also understood the consequences, but we are still going, meaning we do not mind lo giniin" he smiled

I hug him, very tight, I want to let go of him, he hugged me tighter, I think I wet clothes, I feel his chest shaking, I know he is very heavy, I know he is very wet, I looked into his eyes, he was still sobbing, his face was wet, I wipe his face, no matter where the courage arrived I kissed his lips, long I kissed his lips, like I do not want to let go, he embalmed the kiss gw. he swooped me tighter, his hand was in the head gw, do not know how long, I finally let go of the kiss gw. 

"thank you yank, you've been there for me" he said briefly

Malem was I spent time I was special for him, I sang a few more for him, he was very cool.we laughed2 together with nginget memories we fit first met, masa2 we swim, we swim, we laugh, time period hanging out behind. Time that I will never forget until now...

"Inget ya yank, you don't date first, you have to mutusin first, choose me or oca" he grinned

I laughed, "gw still keep on my commitment" said Iw

"Inget yes, keep contact" he said,

gw mangosteen.

"ohya, this" he gave the package to gw, "what the hell" said gw, "make you, anyway use, whatever happens" he said

I open, it turns out the ring, not an expensive ring, just a stainless ring, but there engraved a sentence that is quite representative of our feeling of the core mallem "I love You" the word was engraved beautifully on the outside of the ring. I still wear that ring. (When2 I share his picture),

I'm confused what to do to remember memories, Gw outin necklace that I used to wear, father's legacy necklace, not an expensive necklace, just a rope necklace, which has a pendulum, the shape of a squat. "Nih, you use this yes, I can not give what2" he took and immediately use, "thank you yank, I will continue to use really" he said

after that, we break up biat back, along the way he megguk me tightly, I feel really guilty as oliv, I don't know what else to say.

Right in front of his house, I asked him "when to go" I asked

"Morning Monday" he replied, "I want you to be able to yank" he smiled

"I definitely came" replied I, once again he kissed me cheek, then I went straight home. I can not reveal how to notice gw. 

The song that makes me feel right at that time is the steelheart song "She's Gone"