
After that vacation, I spent my time at home, Tiduran, watch, fishing, ginggi, bosen too.
A week already, the mother back from JKT, I saw the mak a little lethargic, maybe tired just on the way, adek2 gw also exhausted. While nemenin mom and adek2 gw rest, I tell my mom about the holidays Iw (gw I often tell my mom, about everything), mom just smile smile just dengerin gw story, adek2 gw grin, I feel very comfortable in their deck.
“That is important you can take care of yourself son, keep your mother nasihatin trust gw
“Iya mak, I believe just the same Deni” said I smile
“Klo I so Brother may be confused also want to choose who” Adek gw Indah
I smile at him
“Kak, Later do not forget yes, adek already want to enter SMP, help add to the list ya” Lovely by the way
“Iya ntar Brother temenin” I gw wipe his head, Beautiful will enter SMP this year. Gw daydreaming, it means that there will be more family production gw, I saw mak gw, I don't have the heart to see my mother banging bones for nyari money. This year I am determined to help my mother nyari money, as if for my personal needs.
Maybe because of the tiredness, mother and adek2 gw overslept, gw maen out, I want to hang out, it's been a long time really gw gk hanging out with anak2. Fitting in front of gw see anak2 again cool sit2, I walk there.
“Ciieee, we kirain you already do not want to maen here” said one of the temen gw
“heheheee, haven't seen your face in a long time” I laughed
“Sini Den, nih” one of them I'm giving drinks, I saw them again drinking2.
“Gw no longer” Word I refuse
They appreciate gw.
“You can see zul” Ask gw
“Against cigarettes, what's up? Want to fight again” spirit temen gw
“no, want to chat doang” said gw
Not long zul dateng “woiii, there are nih” guests said he grinned
Gw laugh “bias aja lo zul”
I chat2 with anak2, laughing2. It turns out that temen2 gw mostly already gk school again, alesan they macem2, there are males, there are gk no money (but to buy miras can), the danger is males.
“There's anything den” Ask zul arrived2
“hmmmm” gw Only diem
“Gw tau lo den, gk maybe you are here klo again no problem” he said
“Gw again need zul” work said I am serious
“Make what, money? How much, I have klo klit” said zul
I told him about my problem to zul, he listened carefully. He thought for a long time,
“Ok den, lo kalo malem when lo free” Ask zul
“Most malem sunday zul, malem laennya I have to be at home, auxiliary adek2 gw learn” replied gw
“Yaudah, malem sunday lo join gw, we ngamen in GOR (in place gw, GOR is the place most places to eat, kayak malioboro klo jogja)” he said keg w
“Ngamen in GOR zul, you can, instead of who wants to chat there should know the child sana” Tanya gw
“Quietly, I know the head there” replied zul
“Emang can get a lot of zul klo Just semalem” Ask me again
“Quietly, it is the hottest week of pendapetannya, pendapetannya can be the same as lo ngamen a week” he grinned
“Ok klo gitu zul, I want” enthusiast gw
“Sip like that, when are you ready? “ Ask zul
“next week aja zul, I want to write a song first, have long time not maen, stock old songs all” said gw
“Oke if it's” said zul, and we agreed to make starting next week,
During this week I just at home, mengapalin song2 new, mother Just confused, already rarely I maen guitar, I accidentally gk talk to mom, klo gw sure talk mom would not ngizinin.
After I listin adek I entered Junior High School, the mall I am ready to go with zul, we make a deal in front of the hallway, and we go directly to the location, we will go to the location, sana zul directly ngajakin I met someone first, then,
“Kak, it's memen gw who I told yesterday, we want to ride here” said zul to someone who after that I know he's a respected person in this area call aja his name Mamat
“Ohh this temen lo, gw mamat” he knows his name
“Gw Deni Kak” reply gw
“Oke den, lo klo want to say please just, but inget den, here are many children of laen too, so you have to follow the rules that are here, basically we are the same as looking for money, so it must be aghehormatin aja, no storm, klo no one dared to fuss, hadepan sama gw” said Kak Mamat firmly to gw
“Iya brother, just calm down, I understand kak” gw smile
“Yaudah klo it, tar lo gw knowin to anak2 here” then he ngajakin gw it around acquaintance with anak2 there, after traveling I was left by Kak Mamat, I was still nervous at that time, I was still nervous, the first time I ngamen.
“Please den, do not be nervous, they are also gk too horrified, cool dating” said zul nyengir
I smile, the atmosphere here is very rame klo malem week, like everyone in Palembang moved here.
“Congratulations malem, father mother sisters, sorry to disturb the comfort of father mother and sister, here we want to try to entertain brother2 while enjoying dinner” zul open
Jreng.. jreng... jreng.. Iw started playing guitar gw, dang w inget very first song Iwan Fals “IBU”.
After the first song, I went on to the 2nd song, a rather youthful song a bit, from Dewa 19 “Kirana.
Before the song is finished zul directly around to take money, fitting all have been collected I saw quite well, just one tent that I came. Then we continue to the tent another tent, once I rest just drink or eat.
It was too late, I had to go back, because I talked to my mother Just playing to Andi's place. I count the results are quite good, more than enough for snacks and gasoline gw for a week, I mengseneng, dapet first money from the results of my own dried. I give to zul he refused, he said I need more, this mallem he just nemenin first doang, make the mallem week laennya I own the way, gw gk problem, gw problem, because I understand a little how.
“Thanks yes zul, you have helped gw” a lot said gw
“Quiet den, that's what temen” replied him
We split, he went back to tongkrongan, I went back home, I saw there was food on the table, I immediately ate, I know my mother deliberately nyisain eat malem for me. Mother also has slept equally adek2 gw, somehow after returning from JKT mother likes lethargy, I ask mother, mother do not want to talk.
Tomorrow I went to Beautiful, beautiful story, he said during JKT only met Grandma, like a really kangen grandmother, just a cry, but there they did not even meet grandfather, like a really bad grandmother, just a cry, but there they did not even meet grandfather, grandfather, I don't know why, they don't know the ales. I also want details to Mom, I want to see my mother sad continue.
Finally Monday arrived, the day I went to school again, the day I was already a senior, I squirm at the school many children2 new, his face gulun gulun gulun. I went straight to the field, because there will be a class division, I saw oca digelambain his hands, but I gk see oliv. Gw samperin oca,
“Lo” holiday directions Ask oca
“Regular aja” reply gw “Lo” Ask gw
“Sama, regular, males” answer
“Lo see oliv” Ask gw
“Gak, maybe belom dateng” answer
After that class division began, after calling the name of anak2 that I had been too concerned about, I heard the name I was called, I entered class 2B, I immediately went forward. After waiting, the name2 class children I have mentioned, there is no name Andi, Oca same oliv, meaning I gk will be the same class they are, I'm just moody, I gw no more friends. Then I go directly to the class gw, class gw is on the 2nd floor, I immediately choose the seat usually, at the back of the corner, the most comfortable position for me, I, because I can see the whole school. I was just daydreaming, confused about what to say, suddenly there was a boy talking to me.
“Who beside lo” said the boy, rada songong
“Kosong” answer I did
“Gw here ya” without waiting for an answer Iw he already narok his bag, continue to go straight out
I was the same kid, not very polite.
My face is still sprained, arrived2 oliv and oca enter, I enter,
“why face lo yank” oliv talk to gw already no brake anymore nih son's mouth
“again sebel gw same as anak” while pointing at the child's bag earlier
“emang who say” says oca gk want to lose
“gk know who” I told them about the boy earlier
They're just laughing.
“Eh, you guys what2an anyway call I use say same yank, tickled gw dengernya” Tanya gw
“hehehee, we agreed, I called you say, oliv called you who, so just” they laughed
I'm bengong, there are 2 of them, “ whatever you are, but don't make me call you so ya” grin gw
They smile. Gk long time the boy entered, oca and oliv bengong tuh son, he kept taking his bag and left again.
“You saw, right? Songong bang” gw sebel
They laugh, they look at each other “He's called Aji, he's our complex boy, emang his son is so, songong really, feels the most handsome, the coolest anyway most2” oliv leusin to gw
“Soalya the Father of the head of the region at ******** (sorry gw gk can be called), so the style is songong” oca story
I just bengong aja, wah very much the same Iw in my heart. I can add more minders.
“Eh yank, we go down yuk” with oliv
“Mau ngapain” replied gw males
“Liatin kids class 1 dergijain” says oliv
“Iya say, exciting, keinget class time 1” says oca
I'm just bengong aja, which I want to fit early entry I've had a fuss with seniors.
“There is a gk ya that is like lo, just entered already noisut” said oca
“Surely not there, right Deni we are just this one, unik” said oliv, they laughed together
I'm just reciting, I'm going down, while I tell them, oca in class 2E, Oliv 2G.
Under I saw anak2 osis again cool ngerjain anak2 class1. Gw sempet offered to join osis, I refuse, gw males. I just sit down, eat them, oca and oliv are busy laughing menhatin anak2. I was busy watching them, beautiful.
“Eh say, lo gk follow exkul ya” says oca
“gak, males” says gw
“Gw join PMR Say” said oca, now I'm already a senior PMR, so I'm free to play them.
Gw smile, “Klo lo Liv, follow what” Ask gw
“Gw also join PMR” said oliv smile
“Kok gw gk tau” says gw
“Lo anyway, abis school straight home, so lo gk never tau” said oca
“ooo, yes, gw gk awar” gw smile
Fitting below me there are some children2 ngeliatin us, maybe confused with us. Gw I think too much, I am still busy looking at the two angels in front of mew, again the thought came out, want to until when I believe gini.
After everything is finished, I say back home, there are still many works alesan gw, even though I want long time to think about them, I am afraid the feeling I'm getting stronger to them, I'm afraid, I'm afraid the stronger the feeling I'm the harder I'm going to find them.
I'm sure one day I'll leave them. I just told them one reason I want to date is I want to lose one of them, they belom tau alesan gw one more, I want to lose one of them, alesan the main thing that makes me want to date, I don't know when I'll just talk about this.
Gw worried. On the one hand I want to be away from them 2 special women for me, on the other hand I want to give false hope to them. Either Kapaan….