
What if I love you so much, though,
And you didn't notice me one bit
You came only to vent your ego and berate and insult me ...
Am I that low in your eyes?
Though you yourself forced me to marry you, in lieu of your woman, who turned out to have another lover ...
Miris ...
That is life, the drama of love that we are currently doing.
You love him, but you can't have him.
Just like I love you now,
But you don't love me.
Is our relationship just a status?
Black on white, which may one day fade, exposed to splashes of water, become gray ...
Not sure.
Lidya read her writing many times with both her eyes moist and wet. He never imagined he would share a husband with the many women out there. Alex is an accomplished player, who is able to make his heart fall so deep, to him.
At first he thought that he could never be fooled by Alex and fell in love with her. But in fact, he loves her now. Lidya laughed cynically. Laughing at his own stupidity.
The sound of knocking on the door made Lidya get out of her bed and go to the sink to clean her face from the rest of her tears. What exactly is he crying about right now?
"Lid!" call Sarah from the outside, who then opens the door slowly and looks inside, looking for Lidya. "What meda? You don't eat first?"
Lidya just shook her head and then returned to her body lazily. "I'm so sleepy" he replied.
Seeing Lidya's face, Sarah stepped in and sat on the edge of the bed. "Is there anything you want to tell me?"
Lidya was a little confused but then she told him everything. Sarah was only able to close her gaped lips with her hands. "Truly crazy!" hisses.
Lidya who had wiped away the tears, now returned to crying. It was obvious how beautiful that woman was. Sarah looked at him with pity and concern.
After Lidya seemed to calm down, Sarah also ventured to ask. "Do you still want to keep your marriage?"
Lidya. It froze in place. His love for Alex was so great, even greater than his heartache. He also remembers the challenge of Arman, his father-in-law. If only his mother had known this, she might have been forced to divorce Alex. But is it possible? Maybe later Lidya can come to visit his parents' house, to ask this. Clearly, his father's business was in desperate need of help from Arman, it must have been difficult for him to ask for a divorce from Alex.
"I need some time to think" Lidya replied. Sarah nodded in understanding. He then rubbed the back of Lidya's hand gently.
"I understand how you feel. You need a lot of time for that" Sarah said. "Sleep, finish the crying, tomorrow there's a photo shoot" he added, grabbing a tissue and giving it to Lidya.
"When can I go back to Jakarta?" ask Lidya.
"For sure after this photo shoot is over, and Andre says it's enough" replied Sarah. "You want to go home?"
"I want to see Mama, I miss her."
"Patience, I heard there are still about four more photoshoots, only after that maybe we can take you to Jakarta."
Lidya nodded in understanding. "All right."
Sarah stepped out with a feeling of uncertainty. Lidya's story about Alex makes her think, is it possible that their marriage will be saved? With Alex's attitude and habits like that it feels impossible.
Alex grinned happily. He could hear Lidya's scream as she last closed her call. Just hearing his voice, Alex's desire had soared, and made his strength stiffen. Lidya is absolutely amazing.
He looked at the woman with an innocent body who was now sound asleep beside him. The shadow about the struggle made him a little fed up, even though he enjoyed it quite a bit. His failure to seduce and ask Sephia for a date, as well as his longing for Lidya, make him look for someone to vent his desires.
The thought of Lidya made hers even more tense. He grabbed one remaining safety device and put it on and just attacked the woman.
"Sir, we've done it twice, is it lacking?" asked the woman in her raucous voice from exhaustion after compensating for Alex's crazy game.
"I'll pay you more if you can still."
The girl grinned. "Do it, sir."
Alex asks the woman to turn her body against the bed, while she prepares to attack from behind. He pulled the woman's waist up slightly and began to touch the point and play the finger there, making the woman scatter indistinctly.
Without waiting for long, Alex just plugged into his own wrapped in safety and began pumping it while imagining the face and body of Lidya. Not only that, he then opened his cell phone gallery, searched for video files and found one secret recording of his. Quickly he turned the tape and placed it on a pillow, next to the woman.
"Lidya ..," he hissed while continuing to stare at the video that turned out to contain footage of his struggle with Lidya in bed. The video, which he listened to when he contacted Lidya, intended to provoke his reaction.
Alex kept raining loudly and rhythmically. In his mind at that time he was playing with Lidya. He then paused for a moment and bowed his body, tracing two hilltops with both hands. He hissed and groaned stifledly and then pressed the woman's body and pumped hers back from behind. The woman hissed, enjoying the incredible game from Alex, until they reached release.
Alex retracts hers and runs to the bathroom and cleans up, while the woman droops weakly with hunting breaths. The corner of his lips lifted as he felt the matchless satisfaction of the man who was willing to pay him that expensive.
"This is your reward" Alex said, throwing a banknote near the woman and rushing away to contact Kim, who was waiting outside.
"Where are we, sir?" ask Kim after Alex gets in the car.
"Night club, as usual."
Kim nodded obediently and started driving his car. From the rearview mirror he could see the huffed face of his boss, even though he had just enjoyed the paradise of the world with one of the call women in a villa.
"Is there something that's bothering you, Mr Alex? Can't that woman satisfy you?" kim asked carefully, after some time running Alex just kept quiet, not as usual.
"none. The woman was quite satisfying," she replied briefly. He then leaned his body lazily while pulling his own hair. "Grow up his AC," he said later. Kim obeyed.
"Can you take me to see Sarah?" ask Alex suddenly.
"It can, but I have to make an appointment first. Would you like to cancel the partnership?"
Alex shook his head. "I want to see Sephia again, as soon as possible."
Kim was silent as he looked at Alex's face which looked red and sweaty. "For what, sir, haven't you scheduled a meeting for the day after tomorrow?"
"Don't the day after tomorrow. The sooner the better. I want to get closer to Sephia."
Kim took a breath. "Are you not tired? Isn't there Miss Lidya, sir?"
"What do you mean by asking like that?"
"Sorry, aren't you tired of playing women, while you already have a legal wife?" kim said, repeating the question.
"Just because I was tired, I wanted to get close to Sephia and have her. I'm sure she won't be tied to marriage, just like Lily was with me."
"So, you just want to have fun with Sephia?" ask Kim.
"Look at how he will be in my service" Alex replied.
"What if Sephia refuses?"
"Look at tomorrow. I bet he'll take me out."