Second Destiny

30

Long story short, it does not feel now Nayya has passed his iddah period perfectly. Without leaving the house other than visiting the grave of the husband and when he was sick at that time. She even underwent therapy for her trauma to the syringe she did at home. The four months and ten days that he passed for his iddah period was indeed very heavy. There is sadness and pleasure that always go hand in hand. Thank goodness she went through it well.

Now Nayya is not too sad anymore with the departure of the husband. He could already accept the will of fate. Although in the corner of his deepest heart that his husband always occupies a special space that he will not replace with anyone. Risam is still the best husband for her.

Nayya focused on her trauma therapy treatment which thankfully went well and she was not afraid or fainted again to see the syringe. He's back to how he was. Even yesterday she came out for the first time after her iddah period finished visiting her shop. She visits her shophouse who has fond memories with her husband. Nayya realized she didn't deserve to be drawn into grief. Her husband will always be a great memory for her.

Now Nayya wants to focus on her life in the future how to be with three hearts that become light for her. The light left by the sun for her. The light will always be a priority for her. Their happiness will always be their priority.

He will focus on them. Especially soon the third to make his heart to be undergoing the first semester at their school. Nayya always supervises the development of her three children who are going very well. They grow well without any problems. Although losing the figure of the father at that age they are small but still their growth and development is well maintained. They have families that support them well. Then one thing is certain they will not forget the promise to their father.

“Try where mommy see her duty.” pinta Nayya to her three children who are doing their job.

Qalessa, Xander and Xavier immediately give it to Nayya and Nayya immediately checks it. Nayya was proud to see the results of her third task that was very satisfying.

“You're great. This is all true. But remember not to be complacent and always learn. Ohiya don't be arrogant stay-”

“Low heart.” Connect the three compact to make Nayya cheer her smile.

“We already memorized that mother. We always remember them and will never let you down. We can definitely do it.” said Qalessa.

“Yes mother, we will always remember what you said.” Connect Xander and hold his mother's hand.

Nayya also smiled, “You are the pride and darling of mother son. You cannot be sad and you must be happy. Mommy will be a mother and father at once for you.” said Nayya gently rubbed the heads of her three children alternately.

“Hey, grandchildren grandma. Are you done with your task?” asked Mama Fara suddenly came to the study room of her three grandchildren.

“Already dong nek.” Answer Xavier.

“Ouh so yes. Great granddaughter grandma. Ohiya, your grandfather just picked a young coconut. Let's get there.” Said Mama Fara again who was welcomed by her three grandchildren with a smile and they immediately went out.

“Yeah, but still they need a father figure son. You might be able to give that affection to them as a father as well as a mother. But for a child they still need role models.” Mama Fara.

Nayya who heard his mother's speech was silent because she already knew the discussion like this where her estuary would go. That happens often. He doesn't like this kind of talk that's always repeated. She is not ready to step forward if she has to by accepting the other man in her life as her partner. He's not ready and I don't know when he'll be ready.

“Mah, is being a widow and living life with children embarrassing? Are you shy about having a daughter with a widow status like me?” nayya asked without looking at her mother. He knew his words were impolite but his heart was not ready.

Mama Fara who heard the words of her daughter was silent and then she looked at Nayya, “We are never ashamed to have you son. Good with any status. For us you are still our proud daughter. It's just mama's worried you-”

“I can take care of myself mah. You don't have to worry about me about that. I can do it myself. As long as the kids are okay, I'll be fine. Please don't talk about this anymore. I do not like it and am not ready if you have to carry out your implied intentions of the word.” said Nayya softly.

Mama Fara who heard that also nodded and hugged her daughter, “Pardon mom. Mama was too worried. Mama is worried if you are lonely.” said Mama Fara. Nayya was just silent to receive her mother's embrace.

“Already. No need to think about it. We'd better meet your kids and papa now. Forget all the words mama.” Mama Farra took off her hug and immediately took Nayya out.

Nayya immediately sat on the chair on the terrace while looking at the three children who ate young coconut with the papa.

“Nak, you don't want to?” tawar papa Imran's.

Nayya smiled and nodded, “Thank you for accompanying them. I always remember Papa doing that to me. Take the young coconut and we eat it together. Thank you for giving those memories to them. They are not as lucky as I was to get through my childhood with papah.” Nayya said she shed her tears while receiving her papah gift.

Papa Imran smiled, “Don't cry son. That was part of their destiny. Most importantly, they are fine. They accept this fate well.” said papa Imran then wipe the tears from the cheeks of the princess.

Nayya smiled and took a bribe from the father. He stared at his three returning children who were greedily enjoying the young coconut, “They are great children son. Papa is sure they'll understand you. Moreover, Risam had already made an appointment with them. I don't know what the promise is but like his promise is good.” said papa Imran.

Nayya who heard his papa's words suddenly looked at the papa, “Pah, do you think I should marry again until they will have a father again and they are not lonely?”