Second Destiny

17

After stopping for some time they were in the residence of the Vega mami and the Lutfi papi they immediately went home from there. Nayya immediately opened the car door for her children after saying goodbye to Mami Vega and papi Lutfi.

Not long Nayya's car drove away from the residence of his in-laws, “It turns out it was true papi's guess that you were driving your car. You came out just to visit your husband's grave. You're a good wife. I admire Nay. I love you more and more. Do I have any hope of making my feelings come true?” inward Afnan then follows Nayya's car from behind.

Up ahead Nayya felt that someone was following her. He saw from his car's rearviewer that, “Afnan? Are you that? Why did you come here? Did you follow me all the way here?” inner Nayya.

Nayya remained serious about driving her car until she returned to A village. Nayya observed the car that followed her which she believed belonged to Afnan, “It turns out you are.” Inner Nayya as Afnan's car stops right in front of his residence.

“Do not do that Afnan. I will not be able to open my heart again. My promise to my husband can't be a guarantee that I'll live up to your feelings. I am a hard figure.” Inner Nayya again then she immediately drove her car back to her residence.

***

Afnan immediately went into his house as soon as his car stopped, “Where's nak?” ask Mami Rana to her son who just came home.

Afnan who heard her mami's voice immediately approached her mami and greeted her, “Keep briefly looking angina mih.” Answer Afnan just anyhow.

“Wind seek? Or follow Nayya again?” ask mami Rana.

Afnan who was about to go to his room stopped his steps and looked at his mami, “Second mih. Find the wind and follow Nayya. I don't want to lie anymore. That's what I do.” Afnan.

“Until when will you do that?” ask mami Rana.

“Until the end.” Answer Afnan.

“Are you not planning on getting married and will just spend your time following her and waiting for her?” ask mami Rana.

“This time is his mih's. His. I have no right at all.” Afnan.

“What do you mean by that, son? Why is it his?” ask mami Rana.

“Mih, my heart ahh not my whole heart is already his. I don't have time to think of anyone else to get into my heart. He's already the owner. During her. The whole thing belongs to him. So it's not my time that it belongs to him either. It doesn't matter if I have to wait until when I'll keep waiting. I just want her. I can't have my mom annulled my match with Ayu. I don't want it and believe that what you're doing is just hurting us. In addition, it is also all in vain because what you expect will never happen.” Afnan.

“I love you mih. Love you so much. But can't you understand what I want?” asked Afnan pleading with her mom. He even got to his knees.

“Afnan Stand. Don't do this. My mom understands you too. But don't you realize that she loves her husband very much. Then how could he possibly accept you, son? The woman is hard to forget someone she loves and means a lot in her life. Are you sure you can live with someone who is still in the shadow of his past?” ask mami Rana.

“Not only that, you love Nayya and mommy believes that. My mom doesn't doubt it at all. What about those three kids? Are you willing to accept them? Remember when you decided to marry Nayya then surely you should be able to accept Nayya and her three children and her past which may be much happier than her life with you. You'll live in the shadows of his past, son. Are you up for it?” ask Mami Rana again.

Afnan also looked at his mami then he nodded confidently, “I'm sure mih. I've been preparing for all of it. I can accept all three of his children.” said Afnan.

Afnan was silent and looked at the wedding photos of his two sisters. After looking at a long enough photo of his two sisters, Afnan immediately went into his room thinking about all his decisions later.

***

A month passed very quickly, Nayya's life had slowly returned. The longing for her husband remains. She also visits her husband always. Never not in a day. Nayya is also home. Not out except to visit her husband's grave. He lived his iddah period perfectly. She just went back and forth her parents' residence then to her residence and her in-laws' residence when visiting her husband's grave.

“Nayya!” call Mama Fara while Nayya is stringing the story frame in paper. She made a novel for her life with her husband during this month. It is almost to the end.

Nayya also turned to her mama, “What's the mah?” ask Nayya.

“This is no food for you.” Mama Fara said giving one of the princess's favorite foods.

“Where is this mah?” tanya Nayya enthusiastically accepted her and tasted the food.

Mama Fara smiled to see her daughter who was greedy to enjoy her favorite food.

“Mah, where is this from? I don't see mom making her.” Nayya.

“It was not the mama who made her nak.” said mama Fara.

“Then from whom is this mah?” ask Nayya.

“From mami Rana mami's Afnan. He left it for you earlier when mama passed.” Mama Fara.

Uhuk

Nayya coughed at the words of her mother. He immediately drank the water given by his mama, “From whom is this mah?” nayya asked back to make sure that her hearing was not wrong.

“Mami Rana nak.” says mama Fara.

“Mah, why did mama receive her. A-I-” said Nayya could not continue his words.

“Nak, it is not good to refuse food. After all, it's just food. No relationship whatsoever not.” Mama Fara.

Nayya who heard his mother's words was only able to massage her temple dizzy, “Mah, next time do not accept again. I don't want her.” Nayya.

“Why is that?”