Second Destiny

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A week later, Nayya who was in her sleep dreamed something. Nayya woke up and shook her head, “No. Don't do that. I can't.” Nayya said in tears.

Nayya immediately saw the wall clock in her room and then she immediately berwudhu and perform night prayers and pray pitting in her prayers. She begged that her dream not come true at all. He was afraid if it happened and he made sure that he would not be able to accept her.

How not? Her dream was where she was with her three children were on their way by car then they had a single accident and her three children died on the spot left her by oneself.

“Yes Allah .. I beg you not to take them from me. You've taken my eyes. Please don't take the light he left me. I won't be able to accept it at all. I'll be ruined later if that happens. Maybe losing my husband is still able to survive and my mind is still a little sane but if losing them is not I will not be able to survive anymore and will prefer to die just following them.” Adu Nayya cried.

“I'll do whatever's most important don't take them from me. I beg of God. I wouldn't be able to live without them. I am fragile at this time. I beg you not to make me worse.” Nayya was still crying. The cool and pure that he used was already wet with his tears.

It is not true that a woman when she is a wife she will not be able to choose if faced with the choice between choosing her husband or children. It was a difficult choice and believe me no one could choose between the two. Both of them are difficult choices because they are both people he loves and also he loves.

After almost an hour, Nayya complained and revealed all her complaints. He immediately exited his room and headed towards the room where his three children were sleeping. Nayya immediately lay on her daughter's bed but before her she gave kisses to her two sleeping sons and their sleep.

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On the other hand too, Afnan woke up and he could not fall asleep anymore. His eyes were awake and he could no longer close them. His mind was already filled with worry towards Nayya.

“What's wrong with you Nay? Why am I thinking of you? Did something happen to you?” ask Afnan to himself.

Various questions that arise in his mind even though he did not get an answer. At the end of his Afnan also chose to do night prayers because there is still time for it.

“Yes Allah .. I have no request for myself. I just begged Nayya to be happy. Whatever he wants is achieved. Don't make him sad again.”