Second Destiny

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Nayya also smiled at her mom who looked very worried about her, “Nayya is okay mah. It's pale maybe because just woke up from sleep.” Nayya's words calmed her mama.

Mama Fara who heard the words of her daughter also sighed heavily, “Ya already if it is so. You go to your husband's grave but remember carefully on the way. Ohiya, there is no need to worry about children either. Let your papa pick them up later.” Mama Fara.

Nayya nodded, “Thank you for helping me take care of the kids all this time. I'm sorry for bothering you.” said Nayya smiling.

“Ck, what are you talking about son? Mom and Dad didn't bother with it at all. We don't bother taking care of you and our three adorable grandchildren. They are very funny.” Mama Fara.

Nayya who heard that also just nodded in a smile. After that, after that, Nayya immediately returned to her room and prepared to visit her husband's grave although this was not her usual time that she used to visit her husband's grave. There's still an hour left for her to visit her husband's grave but somehow today she wants to come early.

Fifteen minutes later, Nayya left for village D where her husband's grave was located. Nayya drove her car slowly and passed the same road.

Nayya looked behind her car from the rear view of her car and somehow she felt something strange and something was missing. Ordinaryly there was a car someone who followed his car from behind but today there is no.

Nayya patted her forehead softly and then she shook her head, “What do you think of Nayya? Why do you want him to follow your car? Have you been betraying your own husband and been comfortable with the escort he's been doing for you all this time? Nayya realized that she was getting engaged today. Remember you don't deserve it either. That promise will never happen. Your roads are always crossed so they cannot be on the same path.” Inner Nayya then she returned to the focus of driving after realizing that the corner of her heart was like her had betrayed her. She felt guilty for her husband.

***

On the side of Afnan, now he and their families are on the way to Ayu's house which only takes less than five minutes. They are only as complex as they are. You could say neighbor. The distance of their home can be reached on foot. But it couldn't have been on their engagement day on foot. So they decided to keep using the car.

Ivana and Efnan accompanied Afnan in their brother's car. Fortunately, their husbands and wives also understand, “Kak, are you sure of your decision?” Efnan asked glanced at his brother from the glass of the car because Efnan was driving and Afnan was sitting on the second bench.

“It's Brother Ef. No need to ask my sister anymore. He was sure of his decision. Free we coax him again.” Ivana said upset by the decision taken by her eldest brother.

Afnan who heard his youngest brother's speech was just smiling. He knew how his younger brother's character was fiery if he was upset with something.

Afnan was silent just did not chimed in the words of his two sisters because honestly at this time his feelings were also not calm. She sees a watch in her hand that shows another half hour is the time Nayya visits her husband's grave.

Not long after they arrived at Ayu's residence and they were immediately contacted by Ayu's parents very friendly. Afnan and his family also sat in a place that has been provided. The guests of the invitation have also arrived.

Afnan looked at the invited guest where there he could see Mama Fara who had just arrived with papa Imran who also came. She searches for Nayya's whereabouts whether or not she comes along even though she knows that Nayya is unlikely to come out of her residence in this iddah period other than visiting the grave of the late Risam.

“You very much obey the rules of Nay. I'm proud of you who loved your husband so much.” Inner Afnan.

Ivana who realized the gaze of her elder sister was only able to take a deep breath. He knows that his older brother is looking for Nayya's whereabouts next to Mama Fara.

“You love Sister Nayya but you want to get engaged to someone else. I can't read what you think, brother. I don't know what you're planning.” Ivana's heart is upset.

***

On Nayya's side, he had now arrived at D village. Nayya also immediately went to the tomb of the husband first through the residence of his in-laws. As he usually did, once Nayya arrived immediately read out a juz Qur’an to her husband.

After finishing one juz, Nayya also talked to the tomb of her husband as if he was talking to the husband while he was alive. She spoke as if her husband could chimed in on what she said, “Mas, today Afnan will be engaged to the girl he is dating. I'm happy with that. I'm sorry I couldn't keep the promise you made to me. I hope you understand my situation. But no need to worry about anything anymore. I will take good care of our son. They will grow well. I will take good care of myself too. You don't have to worry about anything anymore. Worrying about something that should not be worried about. I love you mas. Sorry also if the corner of my heart has betrayed a little.” Nayya lengthened.

Then after that Nayya was still reading some short surah for the husband and he also recited some prayers for the peace of the husband.

After finishing all of them, Nayya was immediately alone and stood up but when she was standing suddenly her head was dizzy and all of it darkened and she fell on the grave of her husband.

Adiba who knows the arrival of his sister-in-law was soon out to see. She walked towards eating her sister but as soon as she got closer she was shocked by what she saw. Adiba further accelerated his pace with a feeling of worry. When he arrived at the grave of his brother, he shouted.

“Nayya!”