
Great Dilemma
Day
last exam. Oktia left from her hometown. Arriving at the college,
more precisely in the new third-floor electronics and instrumentation laboratory
some friends came. Waiting for the time to show your abilities
in stringing ICs, Oktia chose to study in front of the lab. On the left
Octia there is a Risma that is memorizing the color sequence of the resistor.
“Hi co me o ning jo
ru ngu bu te.” Risma memorizing. Octia radar strengthened after hearing the word ‘bu’
from Risma's mouth. He looked towards Risma.
“What Ris? Bu te?”
“Iya, bu te.”
“A b u – a b u , white?”
“Iya.” A while later, Oktia felt
want to go back.
“I nitip bag yes. I'm going to the back
briefly.”
Oktia moved her feet towards the bathroom.
Before arriving at the bathroom, Oktia heard the footsteps following her.
Bruks.brukk..
“Hahaha...If the resistor is black, another color,
gray keeps white. He you're black, gray, gray, gray. Grey continues
not white-white.” Risma said to Oktia in front of the bathroom mirror.
“Hahaha....Aye yes. But I've done it all
it's done kok.”
“Yes you can't believe all this is done. But
he doesn't know.”
“Udah yes I came back first. I finished ngaca
and his laugh.”
Upon Octia's arrival in front of the lab, Octia hears
a song that sources its sound from HP Dayat. “The song has been changed.” bright
Dayats. Oktia does not know the lyrics of the song. He only knows the rhythm of his music.
Oktia tries to memorize the rhythm of her music and after the exam will find her a song
the one Dayat plays on his laptop. Oktia suggested that it was an expression of content
dayat's heart about the problem of his feelings with the person he likes. And indeed
usually Dayat reveals his heart through the MP3 he plays. Arriving
it is time for Dayat and his group of friends to show their abilities. Subsequent to
Dayat entered, there were Rina, Kinan, Gigin, and Damar who were discussing
about the tested. Oktia chose the stand with them hoping to have a picture of the problem to be tested. Oktia discuss
with Damar at the door of the laboratory. Oktia glanced at the lab door a little
open-ended. He saw Dayat taking something out of his bag. Air enough
hotter. Then, Oktia sat down near the lab door that was slightly open because
near the lab door blows the AC cold. Oktia and Damar continued
their discussion of the exam to be tested. Damar sat right in front
the lab door he had set up. Octia sat to the left of Damar.After
dayat group came out, it was time for the Damar group to show ability. Octia
still waiting for his turn. In the wait, Octia sits down with Ana, Okti,
Wati, Pita, and Dayat. Dayat talks to Pita.
“Write time for advantages and disadvantages. Tit
write if I am white. But for me white is not an advantage but
shortcomings. I was afraid to shoot Tita. I fear that I will be more
white from him. Keep it up don't want.”
“Not Tita it's also white huh?”
“That's when I was in the shoot. So I'm more white
from him.”
“Tuh people, it feels like you don't love shoes.
Let diem no longer shindir.” inner Oktia who is being insinuated while looking
his shoes. Oktia then silently fixed her eyes on the diktat
he's carrying it.
“That's all white-white wear.” said Dayat
again, at that time Oktia was wearing a white dress and hijab.
Octia closed her eyes, her head
hit by innuendo propped up by hand. “Sabar Octia, patience. Just accept if
you were treated like that. Astaghfirullah, astagfirullah.” Inner Octia
while calming his heart.
“Okti, Okti, are you sleepy or ngafalin?”
call Okti to Octia. Next to Okti there is Dayat. Octia's eyes open after
he calmed his heart. Oktia turned to the source of the voice. But that he
look only at the eyes of Dayat who saw it. Not the source of the sound
Octi.
“Hmm? I ngafalin kok.” said Oktia.
“It looks like it's done. I'll go home.”
dayat said as he looked at the laboratory window to see if
damar's group is done yet.
“You will directly Yat?” ask Nudi who
also still in front of the laboratory even though he entered into the first group
“I will stop by the warung first.” sahut Dayat
stick with his steps to leave the lab.
Some time later, Damar's group came out.
In the Damar group there are Nug and Widi. After Nug came out, Nudi stood up
then they, Nug and Nudi went home together. Damar came out, he approached
Octia.
“What did you get?” ask Damar.
“Can you Mar? I haven't tested.”
“Loh?? Who was next to me?”
“Ya. I don't know dong.”
“Oh.the one beside me was Widi. Sorry I didn't think
the one next to me was you. Similar anyway.”
“Ha? Be similar? Me and Widi different Mar.”
“Iya. Sorry.”
The lecturer who tested hinted at the Octia group
to enter the showroom. Twenty minutes spent on
demonstrate proficiency after one semester of studying IC. Alarm lecturer
it reads indicating the exam time is over and the student being tested for
exit laboratory. Oktia packed her things. Students of the Octia group
exit the lab door consecutively. Octia's behind Hadi. It turns out there is still outside
Damar is waiting for Hadi.
“Come!” damar said he invited Hadi to come home
joint. Because Oktia, Damar, Ana, Okti, Wati, and Hadi headed for the parking lot together
they're talking about something.
“Wati, you won the race huh? Congratulations yes.” says
Damar congratulated Wati. Wati walked far enough.
“Indeed Wati won what race Mar?” ask
Octia.
“Cracker feeding competition.” kanda Damar.
“You've eaten yet Ti?” janda Damar again
who actually wants to joke on Wati who has won the race.
“You want to take me to Mar's grave?” octiach cananda
responding to Damar's joke.
Arriving at the parking lot Oktia and Damar still
continuing their conversation which happened to be Oktia's motorbike parked in the back
motor Damar's.
“His holiday is long yes Mar, two months.”
“I count seven of our seven days
holidays calculated from Tuesday.”
“Wah, long time also huh?”
“Enak holiday yesterday. A few days after
lebaran direct login.”
After the motorbike Oktia out of the parking lot
and going to the road.
“I am first Yes Mar. Assalamualaykum.”
“Waalaykumus greetings.”
The sun began to move west. Octia
we've arrived home. He opened his laptop. Find a song that plays Dayat
earlier. It took me a long time to find that song. Because, Oktia hasn't
I've heard that song before. And hap. Be met.
“Oh, the song that Dayat played earlier
Big Dilemma.” Then Oktia listened to the song carefully.
I'm starting to feel tired I'm holding on
You've been silent for too long
You've been muffling love too long
How much I got
I don't give up forever
I am not forever silent
Take me away from this
Where you turned
And when I get out of this
Will you come back
How long must it keep going
In the heart is unconfident
Everything will change
Take me away from this
Where you turned
And when I get out of this
Will you come back
I can hold it missing
But I don't understand
Take me away from this
Where you turned
Will you come back