Roller Coasters
Episode 27's
I Don't Want to Be Alone
Lectured
this time, there are no teachers. Only collect papers for those who have not
garnering. Since there were no lecturers, Oktia left a little afternoon.
Arriving in class, there were already friends. Classes are already
almost full. There is one seat in the front corner. Oktia put her bag on
the corner chair then asks for a question sheet regarding the assignment to lecture
subsequent. After getting a problem, Oktia worked on it in the front corner seat.
Dayat came with Rina. Then Dayat and Lina sat in the back.
“Rin, you want to
so my girlfriend?” janda Dayat to Rina. “Say that's hard.” said Dayat
any more.
“Judah if it is difficult
why did you get me?” inner Octia who had gasped heard the speech
Dayats.
“One week after
invented. Sweet. Two weeks after the. Sweet. Three weeks after the.
Sweet. Four weeks after the. Sweet.” said Dayat with his initial tone
excited then weakened uninspired.
“If after
soan long made bitter, why do you still deketin me?” inner Octia. Water
octia's eyes almost dripped but she was held back because there were a lot of people, her stomach
began to nausea almost vomiting, his breathing felt tight since it was quenched.
“Okti, you bring
digital Electronics Book not?” ask Dayat to Octia.
“Bawa Yat's. It.”
oktia said while handing over her book to Dayat.
“You are a guy.
If the girl has a problem yes comforted dong.” said Dayat who knows what
actually means.
“Restore
my friends are like before. Return Damar and Wulan as they used to be. I
need my friends.” Inner Octia. His breathing was still tight holding the crying exposed
insinuations again.
Dayat.
Octia. He was confused to find the chapter he was going to read.
“Ti, this chapter
what page is it on? I can't find you.” said Dayat while
handing over the book to Octia. Oktia began looking for the chapter intended for Dayat.
He is still in a state of tight breath and a nauseous stomach. Octia's heart window
still showing a livability. When Oktia opened the book to find
the chapter in question Dayat, Oktia realized Dayat was looking at her fixedly. Daydates
kneeled in front of Octia, while Octia sat in her chair.
“This, have met.”
“Kok cepet anyway
shrill it. I just never met.” said Dayat then back
back, to his seat.
Dayat.
Oktia again to ask for the material. Just like before, when Oktia explained,
Dayat looked at him.
Some time
then, Risma came. He's out of chairs. An empty chair for
put behind Octia.
“Ris, you are here
aja.” Oktia said to Risma while directing the chair that Risma brought to
placed beside him.
After the task
finished, Oktia and Risma headed for the next lecture hall. They're passing the road
others that his friends did not pass. As usual Oktia must have vented on
Rism.
“Ris, you know?
Before you came, I was constantly insinuating. I never had a stomach ulcer suddenly
my stomach acid is increasing. Nausea. If there were not many people, I might
weeping in place.”
“It's not maag Ti.
That's because you're constantly insinuating.”
“I want to sing
something Ris.”
“Yes, sing
aja.”
Ever since he left my life I've felt lonely
He left me here alone
Without one sure
I don't know how to
I feel like I'm no friend
Besides you besides your love
Send me your angel
Let me be my life friend
And show me the path you chose for me
Send me your angel
Because I'm lonely to be here
And in this world I don't want to be alone
Without feeling like I shed these tears
Which does not stop accompanying
Story at heart
Day has
switch over. Morning lectures that usually exist are now dispensed with. However, Octia remained
leave morning. He went to college and was in a class that was usually used for
the morning of the class was as usual. Octia and Risma have made a promise to leave
morning and in class. Upon arrival in class, Oktia studied for a while. Some
a short time later, Risma came. The opportunity Oktia used to tell stories and
confide in Risma.
Cook someone who wants to kill me with a knife. I dodged, I took
I threw the knife away. That guy took the other knife, I took it again
from his hand, I threw it away and so on. It's like a symbol
Ris.”
“Yes, it may be because of your problem with Dayat
Ti's. Uncompleted. He has something, but he doesn't want to
take care of that stuff. Got a taneman put in the room, but the tanemannya
not watered and not cultivated. Long taneman it will die.”
“That ngalamin kayak gini not only me Ris.
I used to blog his ex.”
“You know his ex? How is it?”
“Is how to Ris. On his ex's blog
that, recounting his suffering after breaking up from Dayat. I think his karekter
Dayat kayak is that. I read a poem that his ex wrote. Titles
Don't Make Me Your Toy. It's one time you miss me but after
you need me. One time you picked me up but then you dropped me.
Why don't you tell me what you want. Why don't you reveal what you
wants from me. Not only me Kok Ris who is called the same Dayat.”
“That's his ex huh? There is a commitment to each other
forget. La if you?”
“At least two years I have to bear the taste
these. Tomorrow Thursday KEPO yuh Ris. Don't you see his blog.”
“Tomorrow Thursday home at 13.00 huh? Ok deh.”
“If anyone sings to me the song
Ladder whose title is Whole Ris.”
The more I deny
The more I understand
Life is incomplete without you
I admit I can
But the heart cannot
I am actually pretending
Let you choose the love you want
I never really was willing
Because I can make your heart whole
The pain I feel is not because of him
But because you chose the wrong love
I admit I can
But the heart cannot
I admit I was pretending
Let you choose the love that you want
And I can't (can't see you being tortured, wasted wrong blind love, come to me where your love is hearted my love makes you whole)
I never really was willing
Because I can
And only I can
Make your heart whole
The clock has
almost showed at 9:00. At that hour, there was a lecture. Octia and Risma
then to the next lecture room. They passed the terrace of the college building. Octia
I saw Damar in front of the class.
“Ris, I've had a dream tugging at Damar's hand
while saying ‘Mar, why did you stay away Mar? Why are you away?’ in front of
Dayat Ris's. Imagine me saying it's like going to Damar in front of Dayat.”
“Ya. There was Damar tuh. Try you
gitu.”
“That was Ris' dream. It can't be me
confess it in the real world.”
The expected day arrives. Oktia and Risma go to
the library after the appointment each brought a laptop. They're skimming
campus sidewalks.
“I asked Dayat. His ex went to college in
where's. He said it at Civil Engineering UGM. But it turns out his ex was in college
Medical Record UGM.”
“Yes, Civil Engineering is the same Medical Record is different
far-off. If you say it in the Faculty of Medicine is still somewhat connected.”
Arriving at the library, they prepared
his weapon for ngepo. They usually sit under the AC. This time they
sitting in the corner of the library and just the two of you.
“Ris, actually I don't want to do it either
these. That's their personal problem. Their past. But if not kayak
gini I don't know the true nature of Dayat.”
“Udah is okay. Nyari knows the nature of the man
searchable from his past.”
“Open FB Dayat first, then page friend.
His ex's name is Maymay Mayang. That one is Ris.”
Risma opens her former FB Dayat. Whereas
Oktia opened her ex's blog Dayat.
“Ti, read the status of Mayang. You're ashamed
huh uh? I'm not a psychic who can read your mind. Not a week of SMS or
phone even updates status. Dayat komennya males hold HP. Be loved every day
beans, until he piles up the skin. Uh, there's another one. Mayang
Dayat, but at the moment why wall-wallan? Sebel.”
“Hahaha. Well that's the nature of Dayat. Now
I'm not surprised that he's like me. Some who are victims are not
just me.”
They laugh at the status of Mayang.
Reading the past of Dayat and Mayang. It's afternoon. Risma came home from time
it's late afternoon.
“Already, do not need KEPO anymore. Ntar is heartbroken
lho.”
“No Ris. It's also done.”
