Roller Coasters
Episode 13's
Dust Granules
Day
Monday started. Oktia's mood is no longer upset. Oktia can already
let go. The lecture went on as usual. The College of Mathematical Physics will
starting soon. Oktia walks with Ana to class. Footstep
stopped when in front of the classroom door. Damar sat in front like
ordinary. But, Octia also wanted to sit in front. Lecture at 13.00 prone to sleepiness
and in the end not focusing made him want to sit in front.
“Wah, there's Damar.
How's this? Sit in front of me. Can be removed. Coincidentally
there are two empty seats that are some distance away from the Damar that can be used
for me and Ana.” thought Oktia.
Oktia sat down on the front bench together
Ana. Before the lecturers came, they studied the material to be used for
lecture. Oktia was sitting to the left of Damar, but it was a bit distant
far-off. Later, Damar starts a conversation with Oktia. He asked for material
which will be taught. At first, they were far apart. However, Damar
shift the seats so that their distance is not too far away. In the time that
damar doesn't seem to be angry anymore. He wants to talk and joke
with Octia.
After college
done, they walk out. On the way out of the building, Oktia
caught something weird. Damar looked at her with a look in his eyes
pretty long.
“Tuh right? During
this, Damar it does seem there is something the same I.” Inner Octia when
Damar.
By magrib,
Oktia was breaking down her tired body. Suddenly an SMS came in. From Damar.
“After almost two weeks of marahan and diem-dieman, finally he wants SMS also.”
inner Octia. Although Damar SMS about the material that he did not understand when
college this afternoon. But, at least it shows that Damar is no longer angry
and silence Octia.
Wednesday afternoon when
the lecture will begin, Oktia and Risma chat in class with Damar while
waiting for the teacher to come. Then Damar took out his HP to set the MP3
through HP.
“Mar, borrow your HP
dongs. I want to see what songs are on your HP.” pinta Risma on
Dammar.
“This.” says Damar
while giving up his HP. “For me it's mostly Japanese songs kok.”
Then Risma started
open any song file that Damar has. Oktia who was also curious came along
see what songs Damar has.
“Dust Belt? At
MP3 you have a song Dust Granules Mar?” risma asked as if she could not believe one
Damar can have a Dust Granules song in his HP. A song that describes
the fear of someone who betrayed his love.
“Means this Damar
it was really upset when he liked it
status that contains lyrics of the song Dust Granules. To the extent that he downloaded and stored it in the inner HP.”
Octia.
The lecturer has not yet arrived. Octia
hearing this Love Song Kills Me. Oktia looked at the source of the song's sound.
The song was written by HP Dayat.
A bright Thursday morning, making Octia
I want to wear purple batik. After dressing up, he went to
campus. The class door has not been opened by the officer. Damar arrived in front of the class
with other friends. Damar also wore purple batik. Purple batik
with the same motive as Octia's. More precisely they wear
batik uniform class. Today, they're couple.
The class door is already
opened. Oktia went in first and put down her bag. Damar walked in the back
Oktia, then put her bag on the chair next to the chair
Oktia wear to put bag. The school hours are up. However, the
the teacher has not arrived. It seems that this morning the teacher could not come to give
lecture material. So, Mareka held a presentation with a presenter from
the group yesterday whose presentation was not yet finished.
Classroom atmosphere
a little bit of a fuss despite the presentation. The material presented is somewhat
difficult to digest especially the friends in the back even talk alone.
Oktia is not focused on listening to the presentation. In the end, Octia and Damar
talk both. There's a lot they talk about.
“This is if
hands hit by the sreples, blood will
out a lot.” said Damar while Risma was sitting on the right side of Octia
trying to get into their conversation. Then they continued
chatter of those who had piled because of Risma joined nimbrung. “This
you know, the blood will come out until it spurts if it is exposed to sreples.” said Damar
again while showing the streples on
Rism. It seems like Damar doesn't want to be disturbed. Until, during Risma
starting to get into the conversation, Damar scares Risma by
get into the talk of Damar and Oktia.
“Eh, you guys today couple-an, sit next to each other again.”
rina said to Damar and Oktia who happened to be Rina's presentation.
Oktia simply responded to Lina's words with a smile. Damar is reading
books.
Presentation is still
walk. Oktia pays attention to the presentation again and reads the material
being presented. Dayat also sits in the front row on the left
Hadi, to the right of Hadi there is Damar, to the right of Damar there is Octia. Daydates
singing a song Love It's killing me.
You're making me a mess
You're making me feel bad
You're making me helpless
You refused me to ignore me
How to how to
Break down the hardness of your heart
I realized I wasn't perfect
I'm not who you want me to be
You ruined me with your attitude
Don't realize you've hurt me
This tired heart convinces you
This love is killing me
Lecture clock
first it's over. They're one class heading to the next building to attend
next lecture. They gathered in front of the class as classes were still
used by other students.
“You make me messy, you make me
no problem, you made me helpless, you refused me to ignore me, how
the way to break down your hard heart, I realize I'm not perfect I'm not
like you wanted you to destroy me with your attitude, don't you realize
hurt me, tired this heart reassures you, this love kills me. ” sing
Dayats. Maybe he's actually venting.
“You why Kin?
Your eyes seem to speak?” ask Ndari on Kinan. When they gather.
The octia
waiting for the class to empty accidentally hear the song being sung
Dayat since the first hour of college now he sang again in front of Kinan. Kinant
even those who heard Dayat sing the song hinted at something else.
Oktia began to wonder why Dayat could sing the song.
Classes
having been vacated by another class student, Octia enters the class. Lecturer
usually arriving on time seems a bit late. Oktia is getting bored
with the atmosphere of the class choose to exit the class to look for fresh air.
Dayat and Kinan were both sitting in front of the class. Maybe Dayat is confiding
with Kinan. Oktia undoes her intention to go outside the classroom from
bothers them.
Night at the kost.
Oktia wakes up in the middle of the night with the laptop still on, modem
still stuck in his place. Laptop battery is still fifty percent. With
the state of the modem is still stuck, Oktia online open her facebook. On the facebook homepage he saw Dayat making
status.
“SEBEL VIEW STATUS OF PEOPLE ON GALAU. NJELEHI!”
Oktia started to wonder. Looks like Dayat
it's really upset. He never saw Dayat make a status
like those. Dayat is not the type of person who reveals his excitement through
social networking.
“Is the turmoil of Dayat caused because
yesterday I was wearing a uniform with Damar. Then sit next to and
we chatted together without allowing anyone else to enter our conversation.
What Dayat sings is like that song to me. My heart is shaking
when he sings ‘how
to break down your hard heart, I realize I'm not perfect, I'm not like
what you want.’ Yep. I feel like when he says you, it's you
i.” Inner Oktia began to wonder.
Next morning. Dayat arrived at the class. Him
singing a song. Songs used to release anxiety. Song
the rock genre. However, Oktia is not
know that song. It seems like last night Dayat was quite depressed and upset. Still
seen from his voice. Heart's sore. Especially the status he made last night.
“I'm afraid to Klaten alone!” the word Dayat
his friends.
Hearing that sentence Octia immediately turned to
sound source. Dayat was chatting with Nudi, Bowo, and Nugraha. Talk over
something Octia doesn't know.
Maybe about Dayat's anxiety.
“I
afraid of Klaten alone? Nugraha is also a Klaten. Why not ask
ditemenin Nug if he's afraid to go to Klaten alone? What happened to Klaten?
Why should Klaten? Klaten is my place? Why Dayat calls place
my stay? Bizarrely. What's the trouble because of me? But what about me?
Why me?” inner Octia wondered. Don't understand what
they mean.
