Roller Coasters

Roller Coasters
Episode 16's



Rejected


            Thursday morning at 7:00


there's college. Oktia chose to sit in the front row. The left bench


blank. On the right is Risma. Dayat came, he sat on the bench next door


left Octia is still empty.


“SMS it, the arrival suddenly in the perpus, the,


now he sits beside me. Maybe he does like it


with?” octia's mind started thinking strange things.


While sitting next to Octia, he too


singing a song. However, Oktia does not know what song she sings Oktia


never heard that song before.


            “Darling, could you be waiting. Pick up


the love that was once in my heart.” Sing Dayat.


            “Cie... Daydates


singi.” said Wulan who sat on his left.


            Octia can only


silent thinking about what really happened. Dayat even joked with friends who were in the


behind him. Wiggle until making


everyone who heard him laughed. But not with Octia. The ingredients are a problem about


shooting hearts. yesterday's SMS, the events in the library, today's events, the jokes according to Oktia


containing innuendo makes him only able to be glued and silent. Unobserved


think about what really happened. Risma sat to the right of Octia


invite him to talk.


            “Ti, it was my time


No friend likes me but I ran away when I had my friend


deketin me.”


            “Oh, yes?”


            “This guesthouse is


insinuating me too times huh?” inner Octia.


            “Yes I used to


still very plain.”


            “Oo.. plain yes?”


            “Means me this


still plain. Deketin Dayat but it feels even want to run away.” Inner Oktia.


            Second lecture.


Turned empty. Oktia chose to sit outside the classroom, while calming


his mind's been fucked up since Tuesday. Suddenly there was a voice from


the class called him.


            “Okti, invited Dayat


to perpus.” shouted Okti.


            The octia already


know what the intention of Dayat to take him to the perpus can only resignedly accept


his invitation. On the way to the library, Octia walked behind together


Risma, while Dayat walked in front with Widi.


            “Wid, would not be


my boyfriend? Wanna naw? Say want!”


            That's Dayat's joke


feeling insinuated can only be silent. Bad mood's.


            In the library


he went through with a less pleasant atmosphere. “I'm actually confused


with Dayat. When I talk only reasonably, be invited to dress


it's hard especially to laugh. But, while with Rina chat whatever she is


keep up, can laugh anyway. Why would he like me? Is this just


just my feelings?” inner Octia wondered.


            Friday morning. Octia continued


his unfinished report that had to be collected that day as well. Wulan sat down


to the left of Octia. Dayat sits to the left of Wulan. Dayat confides with


Wulans.


            “Born I was rejected


Wul.”


            “Hah? Same who.”


            “Born I shot


girl but rejected. He said I was white. So he doesn't want to be with me. I


tuh actually also sebel when seeing a partner, the girl is higher than


his guy. He is not white. But he didn't understand what? What


maybe the car is better than mine so he doesn't want to be with me?”


            “Mak jlep Yes Yat.”


            “Padahat while I


to the beach, hot until my skin gosong tuh just for him you know Wul.”


            “Mak jlep Yes Yat.


Who is it that refuses you?”


            “Titics. Her name


Point.”


            “Mak jlep Yes Yat.”


            Octia Ear


hot flushed. Octia who heard clearly their conversation could only


silence restrained anger.


“Luckily I'm reporting again. If not


I might have gotten a table that had fused with his chair and left


leaving them. Wulan also, mak jlap-mak jlep mak jlap-mak jlep aja. Him


I don't know what that point means. Insinuated by existing people


besides that, it hurts a lot. Very sick.” Inner Octia with breath


congested.


“Indeed, when did Dayat shoot me. I don't


speaking of anything with Dayat, it's already impulse if rejected.” Octia is starting to rise


bloods. However, Oktia was silent, looking at Wulan and Dayat's behavior.


            Dayat begins


attitude again. He sings a song.


Now I want to


Get away from you


Because no one can hold me back anymore


Have released myself