
Rejected
Thursday morning at 7:00
there's college. Oktia chose to sit in the front row. The left bench
blank. On the right is Risma. Dayat came, he sat on the bench next door
left Octia is still empty.
“SMS it, the arrival suddenly in the perpus, the,
now he sits beside me. Maybe he does like it
with?” octia's mind started thinking strange things.
While sitting next to Octia, he too
singing a song. However, Oktia does not know what song she sings Oktia
never heard that song before.
“Darling, could you be waiting. Pick up
the love that was once in my heart.” Sing Dayat.
“Cie... Daydates
singi.” said Wulan who sat on his left.
Octia can only
silent thinking about what really happened. Dayat even joked with friends who were in the
behind him. Wiggle until making
everyone who heard him laughed. But not with Octia. The ingredients are a problem about
shooting hearts. yesterday's SMS, the events in the library, today's events, the jokes according to Oktia
containing innuendo makes him only able to be glued and silent. Unobserved
think about what really happened. Risma sat to the right of Octia
invite him to talk.
“Ti, it was my time
No friend likes me but I ran away when I had my friend
deketin me.”
“Oh, yes?”
“This guesthouse is
insinuating me too times huh?” inner Octia.
“Yes I used to
still very plain.”
“Oo.. plain yes?”
“Means me this
still plain. Deketin Dayat but it feels even want to run away.” Inner Oktia.
Second lecture.
Turned empty. Oktia chose to sit outside the classroom, while calming
his mind's been fucked up since Tuesday. Suddenly there was a voice from
the class called him.
“Okti, invited Dayat
to perpus.” shouted Okti.
The octia already
know what the intention of Dayat to take him to the perpus can only resignedly accept
his invitation. On the way to the library, Octia walked behind together
Risma, while Dayat walked in front with Widi.
“Wid, would not be
my boyfriend? Wanna naw? Say want!”
That's Dayat's joke
feeling insinuated can only be silent. Bad mood's.
In the library
he went through with a less pleasant atmosphere. “I'm actually confused
with Dayat. When I talk only reasonably, be invited to dress
it's hard especially to laugh. But, while with Rina chat whatever she is
keep up, can laugh anyway. Why would he like me? Is this just
just my feelings?” inner Octia wondered.
Friday morning. Octia continued
his unfinished report that had to be collected that day as well. Wulan sat down
to the left of Octia. Dayat sits to the left of Wulan. Dayat confides with
Wulans.
“Born I was rejected
Wul.”
“Hah? Same who.”
“Born I shot
girl but rejected. He said I was white. So he doesn't want to be with me. I
tuh actually also sebel when seeing a partner, the girl is higher than
his guy. He is not white. But he didn't understand what? What
maybe the car is better than mine so he doesn't want to be with me?”
“Mak jlep Yes Yat.”
“Padahat while I
to the beach, hot until my skin gosong tuh just for him you know Wul.”
“Mak jlep Yes Yat.
Who is it that refuses you?”
“Titics. Her name
Point.”
“Mak jlep Yes Yat.”
Octia Ear
hot flushed. Octia who heard clearly their conversation could only
silence restrained anger.
“Luckily I'm reporting again. If not
I might have gotten a table that had fused with his chair and left
leaving them. Wulan also, mak jlap-mak jlep mak jlap-mak jlep aja. Him
I don't know what that point means. Insinuated by existing people
besides that, it hurts a lot. Very sick.” Inner Octia with breath
congested.
“Indeed, when did Dayat shoot me. I don't
speaking of anything with Dayat, it's already impulse if rejected.” Octia is starting to rise
bloods. However, Oktia was silent, looking at Wulan and Dayat's behavior.
Dayat begins
attitude again. He sings a song.
Now I want to
Get away from you
Because no one can hold me back anymore
Have released myself