
At 21:10 local time.1 week after the wedding day held in secret and secret.
In an apartment and in a king-size bed. I lay down my tired body there.
Tired up? tired of hearing the babble, the curse and swearing of my beloved friend, who was pointed out for whom. regretted? I don't know, all I know, I enjoy. enjoy every second...could see it. crazy?.
Yes, my love is crazy. Loving her madly even she didn't see me at all.
First night? don't ask me that. It was a night where the night I didn't want to remember. was painful, sad, wanted, depressed, and pathetic.I myself was confused here, who was wrong. one side I want on the other side my heart refused and on the other side I was scared/numbly but when I lived alone, I felt very sad. I went through it alone with various thoughts that I had to calm down until I finally made my head hurt and I fell asleep.
The 2nd night of my wedding. I decided to go home to my own apartment, sleep there in a state of calm, peace and very happy.sometimes it is true said people. 'problems sometimes come because humans seek it for themselves.
The 5th night of my marriage, it was the night where it felt like I wanted to disappear or run away anywhere as long as not to face with dr. deniz + face to face. this heart is not strong, not strong, can move in its place.
Flashbacks...
5 Nights wedding.
As always. Because there is no work Ayla chose to apartment her best friend aliye then they go out and hang out in the cafe for a few hours there. Ayla's night just returned to her apartment but when she wanted to get to the apartment door a message came in from an unlisted number on her phone.
At first Ayla thought maybe the person who was no longer a fad so she ignored and chose to enter the apartment directly to the room changed clothes and shower.
After finishing the bath as usual he wore a nightgown, prayed and poured into the bed without thinking anything.
When ayla's eyes want to be closed to sleep, the sound of a very ringing hp makes both eyes open wide again. He turned to the side looking for his cellphone which was still located in his side bag. Lazily he woke up and felt he wanted to curse the person, who called him to make his sleep disturbed.
Ayla stared at the screen in front of her with no she did not know and still making a sound.
Ayla snarled up the call.
'if it's a prankster, just look at me I'll do you.
"As... "
"go to xx hotel right now...
Ayla held her breath. pecked and then blinked confused.he turned to look at the screen hpnya.
'ayla covered her mouth with her right hand because she could not believe the voice she had just heard. Indeed, he never heard the voice of dr. deniz from the phone but only once heard he was sure, it was the voice of dr. deniz.
'wait....hotel?!... What to go to the hotel for? wait.... Aarghhhhh..Why can my life be so messed up...? ah wait... what did he say,...now....? se-ka-rang....?! '. ayla's inner cry panicked after her mind wandered off somewhere.
Ayla fell on the bed with her eyes looking forward with a blank look, not because of anything but because she thought she would meet with her adoration, face to face and who would not say what. Has it really made his heart go crazy?...
Ayla quickly got up from the bed looking at the closet. I wish there were clothes that could help her tonight.
The first clothes that ayla held were full length pajamas.
"it's already night, right?.and we can't be cold, right? Ah...Sweater, perfect". Ayla spoke for herself.
His movement stopped in front of the closet when he remembered himself who would wear +sweater pajamas. Ayla looked at herself from top to bottom.
"look how I am?...". He quickly shook his head. Think of the horrors that will happen.
Alya opened all her wardrobes and stood there staring at all the clothes that were lined up there. Ayla's choice fell only on the oversized black shirt on her body. In a blue pair of long jeans, the result after a few minutes of standing there.
"it's the best and most comfortable" Ayla said to herself with great confidence.
'I asked, why did he send me to the hotel?... Ah...What possible...Want to cancel the contract? Unbeknownst to grandparents?.... I guess '. ayla nodded reassuringly to her own thoughts. A second later his mind was gone.
What about me if that happens?...I think this is the best. Sooner or later I have to go but this is just...Just hurry. Son, I think they have decided not to have children.which woman would her husband sleep with another woman? I don't think there is.
Ayla arrives at the hotel lobby that deniz mentions. He did not stop at the reception desk to ask for a room because the message was sent to directly tell him to go upstairs.
Ting tong's...
Ayla pressed down on the doorbell of the hotel room after taking a breath calmed her unwillingly stopping heart.
Kleck...
The door opened just as ayla breathed in again and gulped and stepped in.
The first sight ayla saw when entering the room after closing the door was dr. deniz who was smoking a cigarette.
Ayla frowned. 'smoking?.. It wasn't the dr. deniz I knew...'. Ayla's eyes suddenly scoured the contents of the room looking for another figure who could be with deniz.
'what's in the bathroom? ' Ayla's eyes stared at the bathroom door.
"have you taken a shower?! ". The bass voice, firm and cold. Surprised ayla until she turned to look at Deniz.
'what did he say?.. shower...? who's? i...?'.
"euhm.if you mean me, then yes, it was...".
"turn off the lights, let's finish as soon as possible! ".
Ayla fused her brows.tilting her head to look at deniz.
"yes?! " ayla said in confusion. 'Turn off lights? Finished immediately? How can the signature, can't see, dark'
Deniz turned to look at ayla sharply because he saw the lights were still on and ayla was still standing relaxed.
'what is the woman waiting for?.. stalling...?'. Deniz growled and immediately got up from the bed where he was sitting earlier stepped into the light switch and turned it off until only a dim light was seen from the hotel room balcony lights.
"arghhh...". ayla screeched as her hand arrived at the pull.
Brukh...
"ahs... ". ringis ayla again as her body landed on a padded mattress, a bed.
Not to mention ayla's surprise with deniz waking up suddenly from the bed and turning off the lights to make ayla confused and added a pull in her hand that arrived until her body landed on the bed and now....
"sir.I mean dr. deniz? Wait a minute!". Just touch that name out of my lips that are vibrating.
"remember ladies, I'm not here to talk to you! ". The cold and sharp sound of deniz makes ayla goosebumps.
'wait...The breath...He...'.
"no, don't wait, Dr. Deniz. We need to talk. Not tonight first, huh? Let's do it another night, shall we?...Not tonight anyway! ". ayla panicked in one breath.
Ayla tries to rebel from deniz who both hands in strangled deniz on her own head. Both of his legs were locked in the deniz. He should be able to move, but...
"ah..". ringis ayla as her hands are tightly choked by deniz.
"parents have estimated when you mens and I'm guessing now your reasons are only one...We want to stay long in our family. Enjoy everything until you are satisfied and not in accordance with the contract. Did coming into our family make you not want to go out again? I'm reminding. You're here just selling your womb. After that, get out of our family. If no. I will destroy you myself with my own hands". Threaten deniz with his his hiss while his two beads look at Ayla's face which is not at all visible because of the dim light of the lamp.
Ayla's eyes were rounded. 'What...In your eyes? It's okay if they and the others but...Huhhhhh... '. Ayla finally chose to sigh.
Ayla grunts. More precise to himself. When he remembered who he was.
'right, you just love him and he hates you'.
'but I just want to say...If I'm not ready. I was nervous and...Afraid! '
Ayla returned the gaze of deniz, which was not at all obvious but to ayla all very clear. Such was his love for deniz. everything was dark but for him it was all light. Deniz's face was very clear. Even to his looks adorn his bead eyes now. let alone the deniz eye bead, which made him fall in love the first time.
"yes, your guess is correct and correct. Accepted in the Al khaled family it feels like I don't want to go out again and want to linger long but...Why did you come? You should come after a few more months. So I can get more money...".
Plaque...
"wh.... ".
Deniz slapped Ayla's right cheek and strangled her neck with her right hand.
"i know you're a woman ******. I don't understand how my grandfather, especially my wife, chose you for our child's shelter". Deniz growled furiously along with his sharp gaze.
Ayla hits Deniz's hand because she feels she needs oxygen to breathe.
"now shut your mouth that you used to sigh because my ears are so disgusted to hear it.
"huh... ". Ayla's sigh was relieved when deniz released his stranglement but it did not make him relieved because deniz tied ayla's hands on the bed.
"Ah...What are you doing?! ". asked ayla in panic as her hands were carried up and tied.
Ayla tries to let go of herself, but deniz's hand is not her opponent.
"didn't I tell you? Don't sound". Deniz growled while sticking black duct tape into ayla's mouth.
"Eummmm... Eummm..." Ayla shook her head in thrashing.
"Well...". Deniz let out a sigh of relief to see the woman below him. I can't fight anymore. Without a care for ayla's original kick.
"You know?.. huh...huh....uh... ". Deniz's heavy breath and body that resisted the turmoil from within.
Seeing Deniz who is very difficult even to just breathe. Making Ayla speechless no longer struggling.
"Just to refuse tonight... I have to take the curse medicine with 3 doses.huh..huh..." Deniz paused his speech.
"Don't blame me, but blame yourself for being in this position. You even offered yourself. You know why I tied your hands?" Again Deniz paused and stared at Ayla intensely
"That's because no one can touch me but my wife. And you know why I shut your mouth? I just want to take care of myself. That my lips will always be for my wife, ...Your body? Take it easy, I just wear what is necessary huh..huh...". Deniz lowered his head along with his heavy breathing.
Ayla is back. He doesn't hate Deniz. By remembering Deniz as a jerk. His heart will hurt for it.
Ayla admires Deniz's love for his wife. Very loyal and Ceyda?... There's no need for you to question that.
One tear. Flowing in the corner of Ayla's eyes. He resigned. If tonight it happens. He can't do anything. Indeed from the beginning. It's a crazy choice.
Ayla closed her eyes. Enjoying? No. gabe. He waited for pain.
"Arghhhhh.". the cry of dr. deniz made ayla flinched in shock and quickly switched back to seeing deniz.
Deniz was already on the floor under the bed with his head down holding the pain on his body along with his heart. He was tired, he was tired of all this.
"Ceyda... " Deniz's raucous voice roared calling out his wife's name.
'Ceyda...? his wife...?'. Ayla.
Seeing Deniz. Ayla was sad again. He should be feeling sorry for himself now. But seeing the man he loved was so tormented. Making Ayla weak and her fear of pain just disappeared and replaced by a sense, which would quickly be able to make better deniz.
He's gone mad. Layya looked up at the sky of the room.
3 messages from Deniz into Ayla's phone. Restore Ayla's consciousness.
Ayla grabbed her phone and read the message there.
'Deniz told me to go to the hotel that time...' Inner Ayla.
'For what? Getting hurt again? No, thank you. I better not care'.
And the message to 2 Ayla is open. There Deniz says it all on grandpa's orders. If you call dr. deniz the old man'.
Yeah, he thinks so too. Because there is no way that dr. deniz would have if not khaled sir who ordered it and the order could not have been carried out.
And what made both my eyes widen the most was the 3rd message from dr. deniz who said.
these 2 weeks every night Dr. Deniz had to come to me just to fill up so I could get pregnant fast.
'What!?' Ayla shouted in her heart.