
"what do you mean.??". ayla turned her head to look at Deniz not understand.
Deniz stared back at Ayla for a moment before she lowered her head and let go of her embrace of ayla after enveloping ayla well then she stepped a little further away from ayla standing up.
Ayla stared at it confusedly, she moved her steps following the deniz.
Deniz sat on the grass there as his eyes looked forward, looking at the scene in front of him.
Ayla sat down next to Deniz and looked up at Deniz, waiting for his answer.
"beyzas? 13 Years ago, on the last 3rd night of our date, wasn't the end of me chasing you beyza? that night, it was the first night that everything began to get you, your love and your life...". deniz paused his memory speech 13 years ago where he decided to get ayla, freeing ayla from the shackles that bound her and wanting to take her with him.
"the ideal of a young man who is still sitting in the 2nd grade of high school is to get your love, if at that time there are people who ask what my ideals are, then I will answer proudly, get your love, get you that's what I want beyza? 13 Years, after the events of that day..I never gave up on my love beyza? and never once have I forgotten you, never! I always ask God in my every prayer after the prayer to give you for me, I want nothing in this world, I ask him! I just want you, whatever it is I'm going through as long as you're given to me... ". deniz stopped his words shaking in frustration while his tears were in his eyes and he did not want to see ayla at all, for fear that ayla would say it crybaby like a child but that was the truth, she used to cry ayla.
Degs...
Ayla stared at deniz watching deniz, looking for lies in every movement of deniz's body.
"deniz..?". call ayla in a soft voice.
"when I heard you disappear on your wedding day then on that day I thought, God granted my request and only I should try to get you!.I went through everything beyza? I am trying to establish my life, so that I can be worthy to be with you and can live you properly, while on the other hand I am looking for you with some help from friends, even though my connection is not as good as that man".
"what...you mean..?". ayla asked not to understand.
Deniz looked at Ayla after her tears had disappeared and she did not seem to have stopped crying.
"wait..I ran away that day, no one knows, all the news was cheated by two families and no one dared to open their voices, you? ".
Deniz smiled thinly.
"in your house without you knowing, there's a manmaid and he's my man, until now he's still there working for your family".
Ayla rounded her eyes.
"when was that? ".
"actually he worked long before we met, long before I came here while continuing my studies".
Ayla fused her eyebrows.
"he...your friend? ".
Deniz.
"then?! ". ayla fused her eyebrows.
"someone I've helped and he's replying to me, by giving me all the information about you, everything".
"when did it happen, when did it start? ".
"2 years after our last date night".
Ayla's eyes are rounded.
"11 years old?".
Deniz nodded.
"all...he told you? including where am I going? ".
Deniz again nodded.then he chuckled amusedly as he remembered something.
And ayla's hunch says it's not okay.
"what's that? you're suspicious".
"she can't give you information when you're in the house because her job is only on the outside of the house so she's courting one of the maids who works inside the house and I always get it all about you from that guy's girlfriend".
"what's her name...? both? ".
Deniz.
"i can't tell you his name now but later, after all the beyza I'll tell you and introduce them to you, they're very loyal to me, sorry".
Ayla gritted her teeth growling.
"what is that information for example".
Ayla's eyes just widened.
"including me in the room? ".
"except there he said it wasn't his job, but he took a picture of your door, not bad either".
"well, you hate me because I'm stalking you and look who's a pervert stalker? ".
Deniz chuckles.
"that I don't know if it was you, if I had known, from the beginning I really wanted to play you and without asking my grandfather I will marry you in various ways that I will arrange".
"really? ". ayla asked for a joke.
Deniz nodded steadily.
"wahhhhh..I should have introduced myself to you from the beginning huh? and let's see after". joked ayla then she chuckles amusedly.
Deniz silently looked at ayla.
"sorry beyza? for your first night.". deniz stopped her from staring at Ayla.
Ayla stared at Deniz, and she did not want to remember that night, that night, that was very sadistic for her.
Ayla stood up and stepped back into the car.
Deniz got up and chased after ayla's step and grabbed ayla's wrist to touch her until ayla fell into her arms and she hugged her very tightly.
"deniz let go.
"sorry, I'm sorry! I know it's hard for you to forget as well as me beyza? I'm really sorry, I'm so sorry beyza, I'm sorry! ".
Ayla's tears had flowed down her cheeks, she closed her eyes.she had forgotten that night not trying to forget but deniz..
"i hate you, deniz?... ".
"i know".
"you made me remember"
"and I have to beyza...? it also hurt me but I have to!". deniz joined in crying hearing beyza's cry and it was very painful for her.
Ayla took her breath in between her cries.
"when do you know me? ".
"in the morning, in the evening".
Deniz's words suddenly made ayla's cries stop and she looked up at Deniz.
'what does that mean...?'.
"deniz...? ".
Deniz raised both his hands wiping away the tears on ayla cheeks very gently.
"excuse me, I'm sorry I hurt you! I really didn't know it was you... ". deniz's tears flowed more and more.he looked at Ayla with his heart very sick.he was really guilty and sorry. that night was supposed to be the most beautiful night for them but what he had done.
Ayla did not care at all about the crying deniz, which she cared about now.
"deniz..?". ayla called deniz to deniz to repeat her words.
Deniz stared into the manit of ayla's eyes.
"that morning..I woke up earlier than you beyza? i'm... ".
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