
2 weeks later.
Deniz stepped inside his hospital with his usual smiley face if he entered the hospital and replied to every greeting of passing patients or nurses and dr. women but what if with dr. deniz men will stop for a while to talk about some important things regarding the good name of the hospital.
Deniz entered the room but not the practice room but the room as the owner of the hospital on the 5th floor of the hospital.
If the deniz first opened its practice day and night but now it starts from a few days ago deniz only opens at night it was started from 20:00-22:00 After that he will leave his room and take care of all the needs regarding his hospital as usual.
Deniz put the bag on the table and dropped his butt on the large swivel chair and then laid his body there for a while.
Deniz's eyes stared at the roof of his room with his mind in the other direction.
2 Weeks already, 2 weeks had he refrained from his desire to see and meet with beyza. that day.when he went home and saw the face ceyda just subterfuge his common sense worked. if he went and followed his own selfishness, not only would Ceyda be hurt, but everything next to him would be affected. Ceyda would continue to cry, her mother would continue to worry about her, refat will be affected because of his carelessness.if he says it's really all very easy. 'enter the beyza house by jumping over the fence at the back of the house which is said by the refat man who can but have a high risk to be caught and looking for a beyza room, initially he did not care at all, he did not care at all, the important thing he had to see beyza, the longing in his heart was not restrained anymore. afterwards he could find a beyza room especially the word refat will be held a big event at Mr.'s house. Gokhan whose house is far away with beyza house and the automative beyza house in to the existance is empty and he can enter but no one knows anyone and anywhere there is security in the same. if he is the only one who gets hit it doesn't matter here he can hurt everyone, mommy, papi, grandpa and ceyda, he said, especially refat because he chose not to go and chose to hold back as usual as he has done for the last 7 years. he knows it is difficult very difficult but after that it will be the main menu for him every day.
Deniz sighed and grabbed some documents in his desk drawer.he smiled when he saw a cellphone that had cracked the glass so it could not be used anymore. he recalled how their first meeting was and how beyza's panicked and apologized continuously and how beyza's face was shocked as she said sharply.
Deniz chuckled amusedly. "of course he will be surprised because for the rest of his life, I'm the only one who just snapped it". deniz said then he smiled. not a smile of happiness but a smile of joy along with pain in his heart and chest.
If this is the punishment for his cruelty to beyza then he deserves to feel this.no punishment is more painful than the punishment of love.the pain is invisible but can continue to feel, he said, it was like gnawing inside him day after day.
Feelings beyza.not not to remember tpi he does not want to remember, he does not deserve even though his little heart is very happy, really very happy but.compared to give a sense of pleasure for him, he does not want to remember, he gives more pain. Such a man...is it worth it for him? he feels also not. that is also one reason not to meet beyza. say he is a coward and if he is, then he has been a cowardly man since 9 years ago. he is not comparable with men who are betrothed to beyza.even his family is below them. although in this country his grandfather and papa are among the richest conglomerates but in the country of Germany a country that was difficult for his grandfather to penetrate the business there.
Deniz grabbed the cracked phone and watched it carefully while turning it back, he found this phone while looking for a photo album beyza who knew he existed and kept it somewhere, al proceeds after a night of searching for nothing and only finds this in the nightstand drawer next to the bed. that night he did not go home and chose to sleep in the room and in the bed beyza with the smell of beyza as much.it happened 3 days after he came home from his mother's house.
"all gone, like you! what does that mean..we are not allowed to meet again...? beyza...". deniz said to himself as he remembered the new Hp replaced by beyza but he did not wear it. he chose to buy a new one and gave Hp the gift of beyza to the unifying aunt at his home.
Because miss beyza, it happened when he found this cracked phone. at that time he came to the aunt with a check in her hand and then stale for a while after he asked the HP back and exchanged the check. unfortunately for him because he said that his aunt had given it to his son who was in the village then when he told his aunt to send it here, aunty replied at that time that her HP had been sold by her son.
At that time he wanted to be angry but this was all his fault and then he remembered his wedding ring with beyza, which he also gave to aunt.
Deniz asked her aunty and aunty answered.
"have I sold you, sir? did you tell me, then I asked you, if I sell it? because I was in need of money for my son's tuition in the village, so there's no more".
Deniz then growled silently, then he asked where the aunt's shop was selling it. and yes. aunty answered and even drove him there but unfortunately for him again the store was no longer there alias already closed and he was looking for news where the one who had the store moved but they all did not know that they know the owner is in debt. that means the ring is also lost.
'or regret it, it's all no use anymore' that's a terrible word for him.
Ckleck...
Denis looked at the open door and he quickly put his phone into the drawer and closed it.
"ceyda's? the babe? what's up here? did you say you wanted to be home today? what happened hm..?!". asked Deniz while looking at the ceyda who stepped towards him.
Deniz spread out both his hands as Ceyda sat on his lap.
"what's with you this end hm...? you look very aggressive, honey.?". said Deniz while staring at the face of ceyda who was very close distance.
Ceyda pursed her lips.
"i should have asked you, what's with you this end huh...? you are more silent and if called many times just say".
Deniz chuckled amusedly as he pinched Ceyda's nose.
"what are you thinking?! ". asked deniz gently while looking at Ceyda's face.
Ceyda shook her head. 'she did not dare, she did not dare to think that no'.
"then everything's okay, right? ". deniz said with a smile.
Ceyda smiled.
"i miss you.cream? ". ceyda hugged deniz burrowing her face in deniz's chest without seeing the sharp but wistful gaze of deniz's eyes.
"want here..or... kehotel?! ". every night he touches ceyda does not let ceyda suspect him even though his heart feels very guilty to beyza.but on the other hand ceyda is also his wife, a wife who has long lived with him.
Deniz's words made Ceyda's face flushed.
Seeing that made Deniz singed a side smile.
Deniz raised ceyda's chin using his index finger and stared at ceyda's face.
"seeing your face has given me an answer but dear? tomorrow you have to come back because you started first". deniz picked up ceyda and took ceyda to the couch and peppered ceyda.
After he knew who ayla really was and every time he came into contact with ceyda then the shadow shadow when he came into contact with ayla his cruelty and to his brengshan crossed his head made him sometimes stop touching ceyda and cry however he quickly wiped away his tears so that Ceyda did not know and continued on like now even though the shadow continued to appear making his mind tight and sick. it should beyza the woman he loved so much, he said, his first love should have gotten more than he got ceyda in his touch but this...
"ah.". ringis deniz held his tight chest.he was already sitting while ceyda was still lying down.
"congratulations? what was left.". Ceyda's speech stopped when she saw the face of deniz who had been filled with tears.
"your selim...".
Deniz stood up and looked at the cheyda on the sofa and looked up at the deniz.
"ceyda sorry, please forgive me, not now, I beg you not now, my chest hurts so much, my heart hurts so much, everything hurts ceyda.I beg you to forgive me ceyda, sorry...". deniz stepped out with wide strides after saying that without seeing and hearing ceyda's call.
"no deniz? you can't do this to me, I beg you deniz, let's be like the old days without a surrogate uterus, without which girl deniz...?". she screamed alone in the deniz room.
Deniz did not go out of his room to the toilet or a quiet hallway or an empty room but rather he was driving his car at full speed to a place called by his mind.
That's ayla's apartment.
Up there with his face still soaked in tears deniz took off his shoes and stepped inside. he stops right in the sofa room where they often have intercourse with hurt him. Deniz fell down while his back he rested on the sofa behind him.
"come back ayla? I return your love here, I will make you feel comfortable with me, I will touch you gently, I will.hiks..I will be here always if you want, I will eat everything you cook, I will accompany you to shop our baby clothes, I will.hiks hiks...COME BACK AYLA PLEASE COME BACK". shouted Deniz then he again cried roaring by hitting his chest and calling beyza.
"Aachieuhh... ". sneeze ayla while she is watering her flower plants.
"you have a cold, baby? if yes then it can enter, you have been 3 hours outside". said ayse after holding ayla's forehead.
Ayla gently brushed off ayse's hand.
"whatever snack? it's just someone talking about it in the back, just watch out if I know". ayla growled and then stepped up to reach for the water again to flush.
"but beyza? you've been outside for a long time and you remember what the doctor said? the air outside is very not for pregnant women especially long outside".
Ayla was tired.
"it's night air mom...? and this morning and morning air is very good for pregnant women, especially surrounded by the aroma of flowers like this, already mom who entered, beyza still want here".
Ayse jerked her legs irritatedly at her daughter then turned around to leave.
"remember? mom warned me".
"thank you mom? ". answered ayla casually.
In other places, it looks ceyda who is entering one of the luxury restaurants in the country Turkey. he stepped gracefully and cold-faced to one of the tables that already had residents there.
Ceyda standing in front of the table stared intently at the man sitting in front of her with a relaxed face.
"didn't you feel guilty?! ". ceyda said irritatedly after sitting down.
"with? ".
"thought you? ".
"you? "
"there's always something else you should feel guilty about? after reporting unimportant things to deniz..?". cynical ceyda sharp.
Refat stares sharply at ceyda because of the 'unimportant' speech of ceyda, but he refrains from strangling the woman but instead backs up a cynical smile.
"waw..awesome! does Deniz know that you know how to talk like this...? and your face is now..Is it all real...?".
"you.". growled ceyda while rising up but he sat down again because of the words refat.
"oh, calm yourself, Miss Deniz? you make yourself the center of attention".
Ceyda was silent and gave a sharp glare.
"oh yeah, it doesn't matter? but that's for you, but not for deniz? ".
"you know refat? if you're making trouble for people's households? "
Refat suddenly held back his laughter who wanted to come out to hear the words of Ceyda.
"household? ha ha ha ha". refat laughed and made the contents of the restaurant look towards them.
"are you joking with me, Ceyda? maybe deniz can you foolin but not with you, it has been a long time I want to meet like now but someone continues to forbid me and lucky once I am today or unlucky for you! because you called me and asked to see so..ceyda.let's talk and ask what you want to ask but before that.I just said, I just said, take off your mask and don't pretend in front of me because of me, not deniz! I'm sure you've also heard that among the three of us, I'm the most rude even to women! ". refat stared at the sharp ceyda while ceyda frowned slightly in fear and he started to think again, what is this decision?.