
"reyyan knew a long time ago that if I was alone, he sent eyes to see if I still loved you and whether I was still looking for you after that incident, during the attack that night, he said, I knew it was them and at that very moment I realized that they had found you, that night scared me a lot but I had to stay calm, on the other hand, I don't want to make you suspicious of me when I just get to panic and also, don't want them to realize that I already know that you're queen, all they know and all I've shown them is that I hate you so much surrogate woman and love my wife so much that I've forgotten you! for that night...Instead of my expectations and I feel so sorry beyza? had I known that that night, my seed had grown in you really, I would not have left you alone, I would have fought them all on the grounds that you were pregnant with my son,isn't that reason wearable? and it will not arouse suspicion". deniz looked at the beyza beside him, which was covered until ayla's chest with a seat slightly deniz lower, so that ayla's body was comfortable lying down.
"so you mean..Color I'm not pregnant you can let me fight them without worrying about me getting beat up? where is your love...? ".
"if you don't get pregnant and I go down to help you what will reyyan beyza think? all she knows is that I hate you surrogate woman, and she knows, I don't know who you really are but when I hate you and come down to help you, defend you, I answer beyza! what will reyyan think...".
Ayla's speechless.
"everything I do will be in vain beyza? if at that time I get out of the car, I'm very sure beyza tomorrowmya no longer zack that will come but reyyan himself and he. will force you to leave even if you have to make you unconscious, by drugging you.Divorce with me the very easy thing he can do beyza is by threatening you, every human has a weakness beyza and my weakness is you and your weakness is me! tell me if it happens, what...I can still see you again?... "
Ayla widened her eyes.
"the answer is that I can never see you again, if I can see you again, but what I see is no longer beyza my wife but beyza the wife of people, I don't even know if I can stare at this world again when it happens! ".
Deniz and Ayla were equally speechless for a few minutes.
"you don't know beyza? how I held myself in the car while continuing to see your movements and my heart calmed me by saying 'he can he can he. is queen, the champion of all martial arts experts'. when I saw Zack kicking your belly at that moment all my calm was wavering and I asked, are you pregnant? otherwise, why would Zack be after your stomach and I think, if you were pregnant, of course, grandpa would know and of course grandpa would tell me, I brushed aside and thought or else said to myself that you weren't pregnant, reyyan just misjudged, seeing you in pain after that fight, I came out to take you to the hospital but you refused it really makes me angry, should I be able to lift you by force and bring you to the hospital but can't beyza? on the other side of the road someone spied on us, every move of mine would give suspicion to them, I couldn't, I was frustrated then, I couldn't choose, I couldn't choose, choose you and I will lose you for a long time!choosing to leave, when you are in pain, is it very torturing beyza? but I strengthen myself by always saying that this will hurt for a while and not again! I walked away from there heavily and I really hope there will be someone who can help you, that night, forgive me beyza, I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong...almost made our son disappear.., whatever I said I know, I'm still guilty, and I'm a coward, I'm sorry, I don't want to lose you again". deniz lowered his head as both of his hands cupped his face, he cried a mouthful.
Ayla just stared at it with sculpting. At that time, she hated deniz and tried to protect deniz so as not to see zack and would be the target of reyyan to be able to force it, he said, at that time he did not know who deniz but reyyan already knew.and he.
The question is, why is Reyyan so disturbed by deniz, when he knows even though I love deniz or selim still I will marry him and it is an agreement that cannot be changed.
Ayla moved up from her fall and stepped up and sat on deniz's lap.
Deniz looked at ayla with round eyes in surprise.if it was daytime, then ayla could now see her reddened face.
This is the first time, beyza is sitting on her lap and she.the woman she really loves is not pretending to be with ceyda .
Ayla stared into the bead of deniz's eyes without any worries.
"i appreciate all your hard work and defense of your love for me, if I, I will also do that despite other situations, you are afraid of losing me whereas I am afraid of you getting hurt, then...what are you going to do, Deniz? if ayla is not me but the surrogate womb of the woman you hate then.you do not find me or.first reyyan who found me and then we married, at that time...what are you gonna do? ".
Deniz looked ayla into his bead.he had thought this way even though he was scared and frightened but.he often thought of this and his decision if it happened was...
"we're tired of beyza? not tired of looking for and waiting for you but tired of the theatrics I make, sometimes I convince myself this is all a game so play it and enjoy it all! I was tired and tired of pretending to love when my heart was not at all accepting, it was a moment that really made me want to end it all, meet you again and live together forever until only death can separate us, I'm back excited!..you know beyza? it is very difficult for me to sleep with a woman I do not like at all but here I play the role of a husband who loves my wife very much with a variety of sweet words and death seduction...".
Deniz raised his hand stroking Ayla's cheek gently and affectionately.
Ayla blinked and she wanted to ask him something but he was neither brave nor ashamed.
"when I sleep ceyda, I'll take it as a sex friend and I enjoy it, we're just as enjoying each other, I'm a beyza guy? when with you I am not satisfied and have to leave quickly, ceyda soft and halal target, we are the same as each other, I'm sorry, it's up to you if you're mad at me but don't ever expect to walk away from me because of me, you won't let that happen".
Ayla rounded her eyes because of the answer she wanted to ask in answer deniz, but deniz is not wrong anyway, ceyda is also his wife even though she does not love him or pura, pura, obviously it was his wife he was free to do anything.
"is there something you want to ask again? if not, we're home now, it's a real night".
Ayla looked back at Deniz after looking down.
"i'm gonna say this is deniz? but before that, you haven't answered my question, what would you do if I wasn't going to be yours even though you've tried this and I'm still married to Reyyan".
"at that moment I will end it all but not with my feelings for you, you will always be in my heart and this feeling will continue to live in there, the first thing I did was divorce Ceyda, end all the exhaustion of the charade and live alone until death to pick me up at our house, the house that I built for you and our son and I will live there alone and day by day will remain a dentist in your memory, and it will accompany my day".
Ayla put her eyebrows together.' House? wait... '.
"then..how about this kid? you..will you leave them to grandpa without a care? ". ayla slightly raised her tone.
"i leave it to you, I don't want to separate you, it's better that I suffer to miss you than you who suffer to miss your child".
Ayla widened her eyes.he choked.which mother does not want to accept her child and which mother will not be sad and sick to part with her child.
"what about grandpa? '.
"i can take care of everything, you just have to trust me".
Ayla's speechless.
"wait, why are you so serious in answering, can I just ask but your expression... ".
"i know beyza too? to be together is still said, far from hope, sometimes maybe, sometimes not! but I will strive for you to be mine, I will not give up much less give up, all you need to do is take good care of our son, all".
"why am I afraid of your words".
Deniz chuckles.
"relax baby? I'm not gonna get hit by Reyyan again, let alone play kidnap".
"you're making me feel less calm".
Deniz smiled and brought Ayla into his arms.
"he hungry? ".
Ayla who understood the meaning of Deniz's question smiled.
"almost".
Deniz let go of ayla and looked at ayla.
"then we go home now! is there something you want to eat? ". asked deniz while helping ayla rise from her lap.
"just want rice as usual and fruit".
"all right, we're home". deniz turned on his car.