
After the incident at that time, fixing his iPhone which turned out to be easier to buy a new one than repairing an old one. at first I have fixed and thank God everything as usual but when the day where I want to take him back and I was very rushed my miss horn I was in the adoration of my heart doctor deniz who had me know his name. a week did not see him because in terror with work it feels like my life is lifeless.
When walking in a hurry from the direction of the company and the hospital that is not far just opposite the road. my body was hit by someone from behind and the iPhone I was holding very tightly fell onto the asphalt road and all the glass broke.
I got an idea from a friend who turned out to buy a new and the same and then all the things in the iPhone deniz doctor can be moved to a new iPhone without anything less. And my friend's acquaintances can do it even with a password that I already know and it seems like someone's date of birth or the date of something very valuable.
I returned it without making any suspicions and the doctor did not ask anything, just took it and looked at all the contents outside and inside. I breathed a sigh of relief as she thanked me but because I felt guilty and scared too for lying to her. I apologized and without knowing what made me apologize. So... He's not a cruel, evil man, it's just that I've ruined his personal matters. And I fell more and more in love with him even though I knew he was married plus I've seen his wife beautiful, sweet, kind, friendly and alim with a hijap covering her head.
You ask why I'm not backing out? Even my friend screamed asking me to stop. But this is my feeling. I can't just stop it, all I can do is enjoy this feeling of mine. A happy feeling of loving her even though she doesn't know. As long as I don't interrupt their marriage. Isn't that okay? I only love him in silence and only act alone when I miss him I will see him even if only from a distance. And these last few months I've received offers to volunteer at this hospital, especially for children and sometimes there are parents too. So that I can see it.
And most of all I ask questions or I'm a little relieved. Doctor Deniz doesn't recognize me at all or... She doesn't care? During this time I heard various rumors and saw all the motions of the doctor deniz. And what I got, too. There are a lot of women here, especially sisters. Attempted to approach. However, which I admire. The deniz doctor was never tempted let alone interested, it was more appropriate not he did not care. Just gave her a cold face and there was even one that she had kicked out. The attitude of the deniz doctor makes the feeling in my heart even more add and also proud of myself for liking a loyal man like this. Even though I knew this feeling would never be conveyed. I also have no intention of staying away. Let the feeling fade and disappear with time.
Sometimes I envy his wife who can get love from a guy like Doctor Deniz. Envy with the meaning of not wanting to snatch but envy want me too. Got a guy like that.
Prohibition and advice my friend how dust carried by the wind. I don't give a shit. Even my 2 beloved friends are looking for some handsome guy out of nowhere. But the one I know is he's an actor in this country. Too bad, it doesn't interest me at all. If I wanted to date really the man behind me would be countless. Yet... I'm committed.
I'm just going to date my husband and I don't know who. She's she? He's already got a family. Why am I still faithful to defend my heart. The answer is only one. Waiting for someone to come, who can make me fall in love so that I forget him. I find it hard to enjoy.
"Wahh... That's doctor deniz, he's really handsome huh? ". The voice of a woman from 3 there.
Ayla just glanced at a glance. He knows them. Some doctors practice and one of them pursues a deniz doctor. The other two just admired.
"It's a shame, huh? Married for years, no children". Tell the other.
Ayla took her breath. The words he had heard very often for 3 months he had volunteered here. First he was shocked and in disbelief. He thought their marriage was only a few months or a year old. And it amazes me even more to his wife who gets love from such a loyal husband.
Just look, even though he was far from his wife, his heart seemed to be beside his wife.
Located 5 meters from where ayla stood, there was a beautiful doctor deniz and a young, sexy doctor with shoulder-length hair who was talking to the doctor deniz. Ayla knew the young doctor named Ijlal liked the doctor deniz. Somehow with the doctor deniz know or not. He doesn't know.
Ijlal doctors will always take the opportunity to approach the doctor deniz when the doctor deniz alone or just ride a car to go home for various reasons.
Ayla took a breath. He will never dare like that because when he has done so then at that time his love feelings are wrong. Which wife is not angry or jealous if her husband is seduced and deletin other women even though her husband does not care. Fellow women how can we hurt our fellow men. I wouldn't have done that.
Ayla smiled at a grandmother she was guarding. He said his son was having a need for a while and put the pad in.
"Grandmother is sleepy?! ". Ask Ayla to the grandmother.
The grandmother grabbed Ayla's palm and smiled gently.
"Your heart is so big, son? You like him even if he doesn't know".
Ayla was shocked. This grandma knows?
"Grandmother?! ". Ayla's confused voice also sulked in disbelief. Not fair, grandma who only a few days I recognize already mocked me.
"Pst... Grandma's known since the first time Grandma saw you. You often see him from far away silent. And want to take the child pull out the teeth even if it only reaches outside the room". The soft granny smile that was increasingly tempting Ayla.
Ayla looked down in embarrassment for a second and then she gasped in shock. "grandmother...".
"Just calm. Grandma wouldn't tell anyone including him". Appoint the grandmother to the doctor Deniz.
Ayla followed the finger of the grandmother before returning to see the grandmother.
"Thank you, grandma? ". Ayla said with a smile.
"with your beauty grandma sure there's been a lot of men that you've broken your heart but you son? just loyal to a man you can't possibly reach, grandma can only tell you don't get hurt, for that stop when you're tired of playing with your heart son?! ". said the grandmother.
"thank you, grandma? ayla will remember as best she can but now.
The grandmother rubbed ayla's shoulders.
"grandma knows you don't want to end it because you're afraid you'll regret it".
Ayla hiccups because of the pain in her chest no matter how she survives and says that she is fine but in reality she is not okay. his heart was broken and broke like it was torn apart when it was his decision to love in silence.
Grandma hugged ayla. "already already, you just enjoy it, just don't act wrong huh?! ".
Ayla wiped away her tears, but her heart was no longer strong, she asked herself, until when? how long will he survive here? while his life continues to run as well as the life of the doctor.
Ayla took a breath as her head looked up at the sky decorated with many stars.
After driving grandmother to the room and waiting for her to fall asleep.ayla out of the patient's room and at the door she met the grandmother's child. there are not many words to thank and he is now here in front of the hospital.
The night was late and it seemed like a taxi was also difficult to exist.he did not bring his car today because his car tires were flat and he did not have time to take it to the car place because he was in a hurry to go to work.
"when are you going to see me?. I don't think it will be possible, I... really it's crazy".hiks...ayla cried herself.
All the words of his best friend crossed his mind and made him sob to tears even more, he was stubborn and now he himself was weak and tired.
"i'm really hungry, come on Deniz just tonight, I'm lazy to go home".
Deniz who was driving gritted his teeth. "you know Altan best I do...".
Deniz gritted his teeth.
"stop deniz, stop! ". said Altan arrived which made Deniz confused but he still stopped.
"is anything? you can make us crash to know? ". furious deniz was angry. had not finished earlier he was upset and now added to what else.sorry I was about to come when he said there was something important. turns out this guy didn't bring a car and told her to pick him up...
"that's.no...Ayla's? ". altan's body leaned slightly forward in order to clearly see the woman standing on the side of the road.
Deniz's eyebrows lifted indifferently. "Ayla? who her? what's your new boyfriend or next? ". cry deniz without looking ahead.
"yes, it's ayla! but..". Altan saw around him that they were now right in front of the hospital owned by Deniz.
Deniz only looked indifferently at the front of his hospital because he already knew before he stepped on the brakes.
"just deniz for a while? wait, I don't go, I think I need your help again".
Deniz rolled his eyes lazily while taking a frustrated breath and returned to look at Altan.
"don't tell me you want to offer her a ride".
"that's what I'm going to do". Altan answered with his song without any guilt.
Deniz growling. "altan? you know not that I'm married and the clock now I should have been at home and...".
"just relax, I'll talk to Ceyda".
Brakhs...
Altan slammed hard on the door of the deniz car and then stepped wide towards Ayla who was standing waiting for the taxi to come.
Deniz stared from inside the car.
Ugh.I think I want to bury him alive here.
"yeah? ". call Altan as soon as he gets in front of ayla.
Ayla turned her head to look at the altan.His forehead was furrowed thinking who was calling her and from where this man knew her name.
"sorry? who yeah? ". ask ayla seriously who she does not know.
Altan was made very surprised by the question ayla. come on, who does not know himself in the country even his name is already in several countries in various magazines as a successful young entrepreneur.
Altan smiled awkwardly, completely unable to believe.
"yeah? you sure don't know me, let's see both my face.
Ayla blinked researching altan. al face results.
"sorry sir? I don't have time for a teak and can you step aside, you're blocking my eyes.
Altan chuckles amused.This is why he is so unemployed this woman.he is not just a rumor but a reality. women who are difficult to conquer. somehow this is like a challenge for him.
"euhm.gini only, I happen to not bring a car and ride with my friend but he wants to send you first, I asked earlier".
Ayla tilted her head in displeasure.
Seeing Ayla's notes make altan flutter. "that's.I don't mean anything, I didn't mean anything, I just saw you from the car and it looks like I know you and I know you, and I know you, so now I'm offering you a ride".
Ayla did not answer. she instead blinked while thinking.is this man a good man? but seeing his looks and clothes is impossible but also, nothing is impossible.many people now claim to be a rich businessman.
"it will be difficult to get a taxi at the hour now, how?.. if you are worried about me doing things like, just relax, in the car not just the two of us, but the two of us, the three of us with my friends who have a family, you understand that you have a family, right?! ".
Ayla followed the direction of Altan's index finger to a black BMW parked neatly there.
Ayla frowned as if she knew the car and like she knew who the owner was.
There was a rough breath but Ayla did not care.
"let's see, we know first! introduce me to altan from xx company and now I'm sure you're familiar".
Ayla's head turned to look at altan. altan.
"pak altan from the company xx...pak altan director?! ". ask ayla still can't believe it.
Altan smiled proudly. "yes, I am.
Ayla blinked. This isn't a trick, is it? if he's a sir at the rector of that big company, why is he here? plus why would he say hello to her? who is he. wait.who he knows sir in the rector always where with his personal assistant named Joe and this man said.he was with his friend and did not bring a car. anyway, the director always goes where with his car and joe with him.
"don't confess, sir, I can report you to the police right now so go home, wash your feet and sleep well".