Ren's Secret

Longs

It is still difficult for Ren, to be able to forget his good memories with Ruli. And sometimes Ren gets tired of his love story, no one ends up happy.

Sometimes if missed, Ren asked his mother to accompany him to go to the tomb of Ruli, which is not far from the tourist site.

Both parents were deliberately to bury their children not far from the tourist location which is also their home.

The reason if they miss, they can immediately make a pilgrimage to the tomb of Ruli. And because Ruli really likes Bougenville flowers, around her tomb, deliberately planted Bougenville flowers of all colors.

To be honest when he saw the Bougenville flower, the sadness that Ren had not wanted to show, failed, his tears spilled, and finally he could only see Ruli's grave from a distance, he said, his love for Ruli is still very big.

"Bougenville flowers if the bloom is beautiful also yes non, let alone colorful like this" said bi Nina, trying to entertain Ren. And Ren only responded with a faint smile.

"Bi apparently miss someone who no longer exists is heavy huh?" lirih Ren's

"If you miss, it is better to send a non prayer, because that is all we can do now, I also, if again miss the father of children, and can not pilgrimage because it is far, far away, I send a prayer"

"Bi, why my love story is tragic yes, once engaged to an betrothed person. And two days before the wedding, he canceled the wedding, because it had impregnated another woman, why try, if not love, from the beginning of the engagement nolak that"

"Non himself when the master said someone wanted to propose, I immediately agreed"

"I think that day, a good young man, and of course the choice of papa and mama must be best for his son, after all, yes bi, where there are other families who want their son to marry a girl who often visits a psychiatrist, in addition to the Hari family"

"It's true, but it's better not to marry, than to fail to build a household, it's much more painful" said bi Nina.

"Sometimes I'm afraid of bi, afraid of old alone, lonely, and it must be very sad"

"Non is still young, there are still many handsome young men out there who certainly do not want to be a non life companion"

"Ah aunty could have been, indeed I am a movie theater, to the extent that people love it" Ren said with a smile.

The smile that her nanny misses, as Ruli has been dead for almost a month, Ren rarely smiles, and talks, and sometimes this makes both parents worried, but the doctor says things will improve, the one that could heal the wound that Ren was experiencing was himself, the important thing was not to have him feel left alone, as long as he felt that still being noticed was enough, that was enough, although perhaps the attention given to him was rarely responded to, but the important thing was that he knew everyone still cared about him.

"Non want aunt Masakin what for dinner?"

"Because all this time, aunt followed what Ren said so now Ren goes along with what aunt said, and about the dinner menu, aunt's taste, and Ren sure must be good" said Ren, Ren, which makes bi Nina confused, what to cook, because if her taste, yes the usual cuisine she eats in the village.

"What the hell is bi? Young miss asking for something weird again?" ask the kitchen assistant

"She asked for her dinner menu this time according to my taste, would be confused, if she likes, if not how dong, because I know exactly what the taste of the child is like"

"Like bi, maybe miss bored eating western-style food continues, and want to occasionally eat traditional food"

Bi Nina, finally prepared some food for dinner. And at first bi Nina was a bit worried, if Ren did not like the menu of his choice, but unexpectedly, Ren was actually greedy to eat food cooked bi Nina.

"Why didn't auntie ever cook this menu for Ren? Though this was delicious" Ren put forth a protest.

"Auntie thinks non don't like" replied bi Nina plain. And as bi Nina, from childhood Ren is very picky about food. But everything slowly changed. Either because it is still filled with sadness because his lover died, or indeed the situation in Ren's heart is uncertain, because it harbors a deep longing.

Because usually if a woman is stressed or has a lot of thoughts, it is not uncommon for some to vent it with food, and that is what bi Nina believes, changes the menu, Ren, not just because he wants to, but rather to vent his empty and empty feelings, because of losing someone he loves.

"Auntie is happy, non like the cuisine that aunt cooks" said bi Nina while smiling to see Ren who is still busy with his food.

"Such a bi, steady!!" ren said while messing with his thumb.

While Ren spends his dinner, bi Nina, contacts Ren's mother, and tells of Ren who ended up eating voraciously, but whose food he had never eaten.

Hearing Ren eat voraciously, his mother who was out of town, was very happy, and asked bi Nina to obey whatever Ren wanted, as long as it could make him happy.

"The house is too big for a small family" muttered Ren who chose to relax for a moment on the balcony, after enjoying his dinner.

"Night is not good for non health" said bi Nina, while giving Ren a sweater.

"Like the sun and the moon, however much they wish to be together, still it is impossible, the sun is only for day, and the moon for night, no matter how long it may be between them, there is nothing they can do, other than just hold the longing in their hearts, and if the sun and moon have feelings, of course it must be sad" Ren said

Hearing Ren's words, bi Nina, could only be silent, and she was sure, that Ren still missed Ruli so much.

Bi Nina could understand what Ren felt, because that was how he felt when his beloved husband, preceded him, the best man who accepted all his weaknesses, and could be a friend, companion and friend, he said, and the best father for her children, it is difficult for bi Nina to rise from her slump, after being abandoned by her husband for all eternity, but when conscious life is not just about lamenting fate, but when it comes to life, and excessive sadness actually burdened the dead, bi Nina rose, until finally met the Ren family, and served until now.

For bi Nina and Ren, for them longing cannot be replaced with anything, even though their love story is different, but the longing they feel the same.