Ren's Secret

De Javu

Ren felt uncomfortable, when considered by others, to be abnormal. And it was also that made both parents, decided not to allow Ren to continue college.

Ren again had to visit a psychiatrist, this time not only because of his insomnia problems, but his new habit, which speaks for itself.

"Fantasy friends? Is that not dangerous, doctor?" ask Ren's father, when consulting about Ren's latest condition.

"I suggest, being watched, not being left alone, worrying about this imaginary friend of his, asking him to do something dangerous."

"Can the doctor be cured?" ask Ren's mother, who felt sad about what was experienced by the child.

"The initial problem, no longer because of the cancellation of marriage, I think he has been able to get through that sad time, and according to Miss Ren's statement, when I had a story, he said, if sometimes, then, he feels like De Javu, as if he's all done, but when, and sometimes, when he walks somewhere, with you both, the same thing happens a lot, and he doesn't want you both to worry more about his condition, that's why, why never tell him about de Javu he's been through"

"De Javu, is that a dangerous doctor?" ask Ren's father.

"De Javu, making people who experience it, will continue to be forced to think, about why it could ever happen, but where, but not dangerous, only if it has disrupted the quality of sleep, socializing life, socialization, and so on, and everyday, of course dangerous, my advice, keep consulting constantly about the situation, and try, always by his side, do not make him feel left alone" the doctor gave lengthy advice to both of Ren's parents.

Indeed, since the wedding, Ren had been down, but slowly improved, but lately, Ren, actually experienced severe Insomnia, and resulted, sometimes he felt de Javu, and not infrequently spoke alone, and not infrequently, he said he was talking to someone.

But if explained, there was no one he spoke to, Ren would usually stay silent in his room, while drawing something, which is difficult to explain, what the meaning of the picture, absurd.

"You go for a walk, papa deliberately took a leave of absence, so we can have a family vacation, what if Ren chooses his place" his father deliberately asked Ren.

The place that Ren wanted to go was precisely, his father's hometown, and for a distant reason, his father asked to change the destination area.

Because they did not find a vacation spot, Ren's mother finally chose a family vacation destination this time.

Stay accompanied by bi Nina, the small family, go on vacation, according to the doctor's advice. And during the trip, Ren, looks moody, and uninspired. But when he gets to his destination, his behavior changes, Ren looks very happy.

"Ma, haven't we been here?" asked Ren, which of course made his parents wonder.

"But baby, it's been a long time actually mama wants us to come here, often see on television only, and it seems, much different from what is aired on television" Ren's mother, trying to shift the subject.

"She, on television, he said the place is quiet, can ambi a good photo, without being disturbed, people pass by, expectations are not all reality turns out yes ma" Ren's father, chimed in.

"What time it is, because watching television shows may also be non, so non feel never here" bi Nina also tried to convince that people home, have never been to the tourist attractions.

But still, Ren felt like he had been there, and who he was with, but the incident he had experienced was the same, there were three people who had come with him, and although vaguely, he was sure of it, he was, both her parents and her nanny

Ren chose to walk around for a moment to the flower garden, and asked bi Nina, not to follow him. At first both Ren and bi Nina's parents, worried about leaving Ren alone, but because the location is not far from a place to relax, Ren is allowed to walk alone.

At first everything was fine, but the more Ren entered the flower garden, for some reason, he felt sure, if indeed he had visited the tourist attractions that he now visited.

"Want me to take a photo?" the voice of a young man broke Ren's daydream. The young man who, according to Ren, was handsome and attractive. And make Ren, a moment of misbehavior.

"Later the results of the photo, take in front of ya mbak" said the handsome young man, and it turns out to be a marketing strategy carried out by the manager of tourist attractions.

"Letting take your own photos, continue to be printed at home, is free" said Ren, who felt a victim of the promotion carried out by

the manager, who deliberately hired a handsome staff and photography experts, and many thought that this staff, was a visitor, and because it was handsome and attractive, who often stuck is you Eve, who is not the best, and Ren is one of them.

"Strue marketing strategy" said Ren, and when he wanted to continue his walk, the handsome young photographer, called Ren, and then handed the shots to Ren.

"For you free, special visitors, because it's beautiful" said the young man, who made Ren blush in shame.

"What makes the picture beautiful is not the flowers, but there is a beautiful fairy who is among the flowers" said the handsome young man again.

Again Ren was made to blush embarrassed, because all this time, Ren's male friend was the same age, only his mother's arisan friend. For cousins, most have families. And Ren is the only one from the lineage of both his mother and his father, who is unmarried, because, either Ren's father or mother, is the youngest child. And has an age range that is far adrift of his other brother.

In addition to not having peer cousins, and schoolmates, because during this private school, Ren also never felt the name dating, in the real sense.

Getting romantic treatment from a handsome young man like the one he is currently experiencing, makes Ren's heart, flowery.

"You just got here?" asked the handsome young man to Ren who was still misbehaving.

"It's actually my first time here, but for some reason, it feels like I've been here" said Ren, who astonished the handsome young man.

"What do you mean is that it's a little weird, it's like, never been here, but it's like you've been here,"

"No idea, too, because that's how I feel, you've been working here for a long time?" ask Ren

"From childhood, I will live here, grow up here" replied the handsome young man.

"Oh... I see, honestly it feels like there's a part of this park that's so familiar to me, but it's weird, because I've never been here, so yeah maybe it's a little weird that sounds"

"How about we sit down, take a short break on a wooden bench near Bougenville flower park, where the view is good" the man bargained. Because the weather is getting hot.

Ren paused for a moment on the path to the Bougenville flower garden. Because Ren remembered, he had been with a young man, whose face was faintly visible.

As if the two were drunk on love, and because of the quiet location of the Bougenville flower garden from the traffic, in Ren's memory, he and the young man were kissing affectionately there.

Ren hurriedly threw away his strange memories, and, remembering them, embarrassed Ren himself, turning his face red.

"Your face why is it flushed so, must be due to the heat, oh he, are you and your family staying here?" ask the young man

"It seems like he" replied Ren, who was misbehaving, and he fooled himself, where perhaps he could kiss a young man, if the fiancee was the other day, because he was betrothed. And maybe because of the effects of too long alone, after failing to get married, Ren thought, smiling.

"Why smile? But your smile is sweet, be careful when approached by naughty beetles" said the handsome young man.

Because Ren liked the place, his father increased the stay to four days, and during the four days, Ren was slowly finally familiar with the handsome young man named Ruli.

Ruli often takes Ren around tourist attractions, and not only flower gardens, but also other tourist spots in the tourist area.

Both Ren and Ruli feel connected, even Ruli blatantly says she likes Ren from the first meeting, and Ruli finally tries to ventured to express love to Ren, who has a crush on her, on the third day, Ren and his family stayed there.

Ruli invites Ren to the blooming Bougenville flower park, and there Ruli, expresses her feelings.

As a tadpole, Ren also harbors the same feeling. Ruli, who was carrying a red rose that had been prepared before, gave the flower to Ren, and blushed in shame, Ren accepted it.

But when Ruli grasped both of Ren's hands, and slowly brought her face closer to Ren's, and Ren who knew what Ruli meant, was nervous.

Although Ren was initially nervous, as this was the first time he had been this close to a young man, and finally made him spontaneously close his eyes.

Slowly Ren felt Ruli's lips begin to touch hers, Ren spontaneously grasping Ruli's hand. And slowly they both really enjoyed the kiss.

"I love you, and we are only this limited, I want when you are rightfully mine, everything will be yours" said Ruli, who was accompanied by a sweet smile, Ren, who felt no mistake to drop the choice of his heart on the handsome young man who was now in front of him, because the handsome young man, did not immediately take the opportunity, he said, just because of seeing so passionate her love that Ren had for her.

Maybe if it was another young man, the way of expressing love must have been very far, maybe even too far, especially the quiet atmosphere, and the two Ren parents, were gone for a while, was gone, because there is something to be purchased at the minimarket, because the stock in the inn runs out.

Plus the stars are scattered, romantic, and the occasional breeze blows, an atmosphere that is really very supportive, but Ruli does not want to take a chance in narrowness.

Before parting ways, Ruli kisses Ren's forehead, a sign that she loves Ren, from her deepest heart.