Ren's Secret

Weird Dreams

Ren is actually still lazy to wake up this morning, anyway today is also a holiday, he thought, but a strange dream messed things up, and not just once or twice, the dream that Ren felt was like a story piece, but it was difficult to understand, what the meaning of the dream was.

"Never again, nightmares?" tanya bi Nina, Ren's nanny, from the time she was a baby, and for Ren bi Nina she already considered like her own mother, and when compared to her real mother, she was a child, Ren feels closer to his nanny.

"He's weird, like a piece of a story, but Ren is confused about how to tell it, strange anyway" Ren said, as he moved out of bed.

"Non had forgotten his prayers perhaps" the aunt said as she opened Ren's bedroom curtains.

"Prayer dong bi, but still the dream is strange"

"Makanya non do not stay up a lot, the doctor said, non-insomnia, so it could be a strange dream that the impact of insomnia that is not natural so far, now better, non wash your face first, so it could be, I have breakfast at the table"

"Same papa hasn't come home yet?"

"Still next week non, there's still work, madam there's a phone call"

"Bi, if you have a brother or sister, good times? Not as lonely as I am now"

"There's no auntie"

"Bored with aunt, the story is the same, like an old song, a new cassette" said Ren origin, and actually his goal to prank the caregiver.

"That means, there are still many songs that like non, so it is produced again" replied the aunt with a smile.

Ren, speechless to hear the aunt's answer, which turns out to make Ren die of lice.

"Mistress, before recovering properly, non should not wander first, until the doctor says okay, then non can wander again"

 

"Bi, it feels like a routine visit to a psychiatrist, makes me feel like a weirdo, is it that bad, until I have to go to a psychiatrist?" ren asked as he smeared his fresh bread with jam.

"It's all because of insomnia that is not natural, besides why men like Hari still keep thinking, men in this world, not only he is a non" said bi Nina.

"Bi, I am not thinking about Hari, and about insomnia, I also do not know, why I can only sleep every 3 hours at night, even if taking sleeping pills, still does not work"

"Continue not thinking what dong, the riding prince who did not come that way"

"Aunty could have been, who was always in my dream, a young girl crying over a young man who walked away from her, and walked on, without turning around, even though the girl called out to her, vaguely like it was a dream that I recently had bi, and the dream was there, after treatment to a psychiatrist the other day"

"Sleeping interest may be non, spent food is non, find hard money, proof, mistress is the same master, must leave non, although non has not recovered properly, it is because what try, find money"

"What it is, money is so important for mama and papa ya bi"

"If the master and mistress do not work, who pay electricity is the same plumbing as this house who dong non, that's why I said to my son Hani, make a simple house, just make a simple house, let's not bother yourself, a luxurious house, who the hell does not want to have, but if it entangles the owner, yes better, a simple house" said the aunt.

"True, what aunty said, if the house is simple, of course, mama and papa must have more time at home, and why also, have an only child, but make a house as big as a movie theater, and, it's definitely a swollen electricity bill, every month"

"Everything is actually up from having a house, the non, which is clearly a risk of its own responsibility" said the aunt.

"Bi, how do we talk about plumbing with electricity?"

"Let's just say intermezo non, better, non-stroll for a while in the front garden, the doctor says, morning sun is good for mood"

"That's the doctor's advice what aunt's advice" said Ren accompanied by laughter bi Nina.

"At times there is a handsome prince who is also walking for fresh air, while enjoying the morning sun"

"Ah aunty could have" said Ren, as he moved from his seat and followed the advice of the aunt.

It's been a long time, it feels like Ren, not a leisurely walk, because the obstacles, hours of sleep and wake up are already similar.

As she gets further and further around the park, Ren somehow feels her place right now, just like the one in her dream.

A girl crying over the passing of a young man who seemed to be indifferent to the moans of her grief.

"It's sad, your tragic love story, it disturbs my sleep, who you really are, if only flowers sleep, why it always repeats" Ren said as he sat on a long wooden bench behind him, there is a large tree as a protector, so as not to heat.

 

"Only alone" the voice of a young man who suddenly shocked Ren, and also disperse his daydream.

"She's, after all, eat it yourself to enjoy the fresh air, let it not be contaminated" said Ren, who actually does not directly, saying that he was not wanting to be disturbed

"I'm not a mbak virus, which can make the air contaminated"

Feeling that the young man was offended by his words, Ren felt unwell.

"Sorry, if my words offend you" Ren said with an anxious face, because it had offended others.

"Just relax" said the young man with a smile.

"Mas alone seems to be too?"

"She wants to bring a friend, but no friend" replied the young man.

"ah! No way, no friends" said Ren, feeling the young man was joking.

"No one wants to be friends with me" said the young man.

"Seriously, don't joke"

"Seriously I mbak, right now, just mbak just want to talk to me, usually, if I walk in the morning, or afternoon no one cares, no one talks" said the young man.

Ren, felt that there was something strange about the young man who was his current interlocutor. No one cares and no one talks, it feels like the people in the neighborhood where he lives are not that nice, and what Ren has in mind right now, is, lest the young man he spoke to be abnormal, so his speech was a bit strange.

But when Ren sees her from a distance, the aunt comes to see her, and says that someone told her aunt, about Ren talking to himself.

"So really loh bi, there's a young man here, we're talking normally, aunty comes, keeps him saying goodbye, seriously bi, it's kind of weird anyway, he said all this time, no one cared about him, no one cared about him, he said no one would talk to him"

"We better go home, and later non-direct shower, out it's just rest yes"

"Bored bi, rest only, I'm healthy bi, the evidence is the doctor said, I'm just insomnia, so I'm healthy"

"Let the insomnia that disrupts the non-sleeping pattern, disappear, let's go home" Aunt Nina asked as she led Ren's hand.

Somehow, Ren lately, feels his life has become strange in the view of others, even though he feels fine.

As had just happened to her this morning, she was clearly chatting with a young man, but according to others, she was talking to herself, and this matter was still a mystery to Ren, who the young man really is, because he believes the young man exists, and not just his imaginary friend, which according to bi Nina, is the effect of not having peer-to-peer chatting.

Because from elementary school, Ren private school, and for friends can be counted with fingers, if any, the child of his mother's arisan friend.

But growing up, all have been with each other's busyness, and let alone meet, contact is difficult, even though most of Ren's little friends, are deliberately avoiding Ren, because they think Ren has psychiatric problems.

That is the reason why Ren, who often visits psychiatrists, is open only to treating insomnia problems that he experienced, but also the strangeness that sometimes cannot be explained by reason.