Ren's Secret

Not Wanting to Lose

Bayu who still does not realize, that Meira Ren means the same person as Meira who he longs for, does not pay much attention to all of Ren's words.

But when Ren shows the photo of Meira he is referring to, Bayu is aghast, shocked and in disbelief.

"What do you mean by killing Meira? What's!! Answer Ren!!" ask Bayu emotion while looking at the photo that Ren showed him.

"I took someone's chance to live, I killed him, Meira's heart was on me, the woman's heart was in the picture and it shouldn't have happened"

"Meira.." wails Bayu, which makes Ren confused.

Seeing the change in Bayu's attitude, Ren slowly remembered about someone who Bayu did not want to tell, and even to make the second had a cold war.

Ren leaves Bayu, who still cannot believe what he just heard.

Although Meira once made Bayu hurt, but it cannot be denied, there is still a love of Bayu to Meira.

Everything has happened, regrettably, Meira can not return, and there is nothing Bayu can do but pray Meira to calm down.

After hearing explanations from both of Ren's parents, about the reason why they finally decided to do Meira's heart transplant to Ren, Bayu can only be quiet, wanting him to ask for justice for Meira, and then asking for justice for her, because according to Bayu, what both of Ren's parents did, they should not do, whatever the reason, Meira still have a life expectancy, although thin, but instead seized by both Ren's parents.

Both of Ren's parents, regretting it, and asking Bayu to keep it all a secret, for both, Ren's health and happiness are the most precious now.

According to both Ren's parents, there was no meaning to a treasure without an heir, so that was their strong reason why they chose to sacrifice Meira's life.

Though in the end, Ren is living life with many peculiarities, due to the original owner of Ren's heart, seemingly wanting to communicate with the people he has known all his life, and as if to say that Meira is still there, it's just in someone else's body.

Bayu ends up keeping everything that happened about Meira, as his agreement with Ren's parents, despite Bayu's inner voice, says that he is now slowly turning into a heartless human being.

"Is it because you hate Meira, that's why you follow all of papa's plans, to no longer sue, and let it all go" asked Ren, whose condition had begun to improve.

"I don't hate Meira, I still have a longing for her, and why I let it all go, that's because, I don't want to lose it a second time" Bayu said as she looked at Ren's face.

"Because there's Meira's heart in my body, so that's why?" ask Ren

"Because I like you, and I'm afraid of losing you, but I'm afraid what my heart is saying right now, it's all going to backfire on me" said Bayu, who shocked Ren for a moment, but then smiled.

"I'm like a self-informed person, having been given all the privileges, and the chance to live better, but still asking for more"

"You don't ask for more, you just state what you feel, why lie to yourself, honestly, I don't like Gita, I'm afraid you're in love with her, she's beautiful, she's beautiful, and interesting as a woman" said Ren while leaning on the back of Bayu, and so is Bayu, because at this time both choose to sit on the balcony, while looking at the afternoon sky, and express the heart of each.

"There's anger, seeing you with Dean, I'm so scared, that I'm going to lose you a second time"

"If you are afraid of losing stay here, with me, whatever happens" Ren said, holding Bayu's hand, while they were still sitting back to each other, because by sitting like that, they are much more comfortable to express feelings that have been hidden, because when faced with each other, it feels like intimidating.

"If your parents allow it, I can't promise anything, living life can't just be capital love, because love can't be eaten" said Bayu, who made Ren smile.

"With the capital of love, and the power of love, the Taj Mahal is built, Prambanan Temple is built" said Ren

"It just takes money to buy equipment and pay a handyman, and they're kings, I'm commoners, while you, the spoiled king's daughter" Bayu said as she ruffled Ren's hair.

"I'm sure papa won't ban our relationship" Ren said as he hugged Bayu's silent body, because of their position on the balcony, worried that someone would see, because the stakes were his work. Bayu can't lie to her feelings, long before she finds out about Meira's truth, Bayu is already attracted to Ren, although, at first, Bayu had thought Ren was strange.

But slowly, Bayu finally realizes that he likes Ren, and he realizes his feelings, when Dean arrives.

Especially when Bayu finds out, what Meira has been doing all this time, and what made Meira decide to leave him for Dean, all the women will definitely not be able to establish a relationship without certainty, and Bayu feels, she will be, all of Meira's decisions were made at the time, for Dean's sake, because Dean could give Meira an answer about the future, while he could not be sure what his future would be like with Meira at the time.

Bayu could see Meira's figure at Ren's side while smiling at him, and then left, and did not feel the tears of Bayu flowing, even though he was as strong as he could bear, he could not help it, and finally he sobbed in Ren's arms, which let Bayu spill all her feelings that he had been keeping to himself.

While Dean who came to see Ren, could only be silent to see what happened to Bayu and Ren.

Dean likes Ren, from the first moment he meets, and not because of Meira, although Dean finally knows, Meira's heart is in Ren's body at this time.

Dean's love is still great for Meira, but Meira has left him, and it's his own fault, and Dean is eager to make amends for Meira.

Dean leaves the room, goes down to see Ren's mother, and says, Bayu has calmed Ren down, and Dean says he will return home the day after.

Dean also said that although he liked Ren, he did not want to make the same mistakes, as he had done with Meira, because of his excessive love, it ultimately makes the person he loves go for eternity.

Although there was Meira's heart inside Ren's body, Dean realized, the new life was entirely now Ren's, and he didn't want to tease her anymore, and hope Ren can live a better life with Bayu.