Remove Your Regrets

Chapter 85. Help Tania

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It was a lonely morning for Bram who now lives alone in his house. Sometimes there are housekeepers who clean the house, but only during the day until the afternoon when there is no one at home.

Ara's shadow always crossed her head. For example, this morning he saw the shadow of his ex-wife preparing work clothes for him as they were still tied to marriage.

Ara's voice, her smiling lips, her chatter that always asks what lunch or when to go home. Linger in Bram every day. Especially this morning.

Now Bram is alone, eating his breakfast and preparing to go to the office afterwards. The man smiled faintly, he did not expect that he was still in the heaviest regret of divorcing a wife as good as Ara.

"Maybe this is a punishment from God for me, this longing, this regret, all the shadows about you. It is my punishment for wasting you, Ra. But I promise you, if we come back and we're still friends, I won't hurt you again. I'll make you happy, Ra." murmured Bram. The man has not forgotten his ex-wife. I don't know until when that taste will end.

"It hurts Ra a lot, imagining the times I went through hurting you. I'm sorry, very." decak Bram was full of regret.

After breakfast with no taste as usual, Bram took his briefcase. Then he got out of the house and got into the car. On the way to his office, Bram saw a crowd of people in front of the hospital excited about something.

"What is that? How rame-rame that is." murmured Bram who began to be interested in the people in front of the hospital. Finally Bram decided to stop his car not far from the hospital.

"Mom! Down Ma'am! Ma'am.ya Allah Gusti!" exclaimed a mother while looking at the top floor of the hospital building. There was a woman in a typical white doctor's suit standing at the end of the hospital building.

"Mom!"

"Mom, what's going on?" bram asked as he patted the shoulder of a middle-aged woman in front of him.

"Oh this is mas, someone's suicidal."

"Who's Ma'am?" Bram curious.

"Says the doctor at this hospital, he's a psychologist. She also said she was depressed because she was raped until she got pregnant" the mother whispered to Bram.

"Pity yes" said the other mother, feeling pity.

"Psychologist?" murmuring Bram. The word psychologist reminds her of Tania, she's a psychologist too. But how could Tania kill herself? And what did she say, pregnant? But because of his curiosity, Bram finally saw who the figure who would kill himself.

"Astagfireullah! She.." cried Bram when he saw Tania on top of the building along with some people who tried to stop him from committing suicide.

Bram didn't want to care, but because he knew and for humanity. He walked into the hospital and rushed to the building to help the girl.

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Meanwhile above the building, Tania was crying while looking down at the building. A very painful fact for her, the incident in the Maldives turned out to make her pregnant. Tania could not imagine how her life would be because she was pregnant with the child of 3 people who had desecrated her purity, regardless of who the seeds were from. Tania did not accept, especially everyone already knew that the daughter of the great businessman Adam Kartawirya was pregnant with the results in perk*sa.

"Tania listen to papa dear, don't be stupid.papa please. Life is long, son, papa is not ashamed of your circumstances, son.really." said Adam, persuading his daughter not to do anything stupid that he would regret for a lifetime.

"NO PAH! Don't stop me! Better me and this fucking baby die, than I should live to bear the shame! I also humiliated my name. Die is better pa, hiks..hiks..."Tania was crying sobbing. The wind that blew her long hair so that it waved. He was ready to plunge down there, in his emotions and sadness.

"No dear, please come down, son. You're my only son, papa won't lose you! Papa love you son, whatever your circumstances papa will always take care of you, son." persuaded Adam as he walked closer to Tania.

But the girl raised her hand, asking Adam to stay still in place and not step again. "STOP PAPA! Better papa go home, go Pa! Huhu.." said Tania firmly on the papa.

A father's sense of who is not broken sees his daughter's future destroyed, but he will be even more devastated if his daughter chooses the wrong path.

"Please jump!" exclaiming someone who came panting there. All attention was fixed on the man sharply.

"You..." Tania looked towards Bram. With a mind wondering, why is Bram here?

"Please jump and then you'll regret it." Bram told Tania. And he managed to make Tania speechless, stopping her steps to the end of the building. His attention was on Bram.

"Once you jump in there, you'll go straight to hell. You killed your baby, too."

"Are you sure you can get to heaven? Don't be stupid, doctor Tania.do not make decisions based on anger and sadness. Remember that there is another life in you, he deserves to be given a chance to live." said Bram who remembered with Ara when he saw Tania at this time. Ara who was then desperately defending their baby. Bram realized that a life in a woman's womb was precious.

He wanted to help Tania, he did not want the woman to regret having made the wrong decision.

"You don't know anything about me, so don't interfere! No need to talk! You don't understand the feeling right now!" tania exclaimed with anger and sadness in her eyes.

"I don't know anything, but I know that the baby is innocent."

"Curtain! Don't care so much about the baby in my womb, you think I don't know what you were such a jerk when you were married to your ex-wife!" ketus Tania who turned out to have scraped past Bram before.

"I'm a jerk, I'm not a saint. I was covered in sin, I betrayed my wife, tortured even made her miscarry even though it was not with me directly. At that time I also wanted to kill myself because of regret, but I thought again. Rather than suicide, it's better to fix yourself, isn't it?"

Tania's heart slipped hearing every sentence that Bram had thrown at her. The woman's hand clenched, she began to be affected by Bram's words to her. Adam looked at the man who was trying to help his daughter.

'He.. isn't he Bramasta Wiratama? She knows Tania?' inner Adam.

"As soon as you go down there, your guarantee goes to hell! And you'll be sorry, papa you'll be sad to lose you." Bram is still trying to provoke the woman not to commit suicide. The man even extended his hand to help Tania.

Tania slipped, her hands began to stretch out to reach Bram's hand. 'Uncle Bram is right, I can't do this. Papa will be sad'

When Bram and Tania's hands will touch, Tania's feet accidentally slip and the woman's body is shaken. Everyone who saw him screamed in panic.

"TANA!" scream Adam.

Bram pulled the woman's hand with all his might and finally he was able to help Tania.

Tania was in Bram's arms, both breathing heavily after the tense incident they had just experienced. Tania almost fell, maybe she died if Bram was a little late. Bram is Tania's savior.

Reg, deg..

Somehow Tania's heart and heart felt a different reaction when she was in the widower's arms.

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The house of Ratih, that morning.

Arga had a high fever, after all night he was outside sleeping on the floor, barefoot, let alone a blanket. Mia continued to babble, she called Arga an idiot because instead of going home but the man instead stayed in front of her house.

"Mia, don't be angry like that. Anybody else sick about getting scolded?" ratih said to Mia who continued to babble.

"Ih...mom why did mom even believe him anyway?" Mia sebal's. While Arga who was under the blanket smiled happily because Ratih defended him.

"Udah ah, I want to go out first buy medicine. You take care of Arga first." said Ratih while leaving from there.

"But Ma'am." hasn't had time to finish his words, Ratih has already waltzed away from there.

Finally Arga and Mia alone on the sofa living room of the house with the door open. Arga looked pale and he lay on the sofa. "Mia..."

"What?" ketus Mia's.

"I will clear everything, please give permission." pinta Arga pleaded.

"Hum..." Mia only responded like that, but she was ready to listen to Arga's explanation.

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