Remove Your Regrets

Chapters 17. Confusion Ara

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The next day, Ara woke up from her sleep in better condition than last night. He can't even remember when he got to Mia's house.

It must be Mr. Regan who brought me here, I have to thank him later.

After bathing and morning prayers, Ara came out of Mia's room. Ara went to the kitchen and saw Train hand brewing warm milk. "Are you awake, Ra?"

"Udah Ma'am, just took a bath at dawn" replied Ara with a smile.

"Drink warm milk first. This is regular milk is not pregnant milk, but the doctor said Arga.you must drink milk so that the baby is strong and healthy." Train was so attentive to Ara, yes as to her own son.

Ara's heart was made to be filled when getting the attention of her best friend's mother. "Yes, Mom."

"We're going to the middle room yuk?" take Train to Ara.

Now that the two women were sitting opposite, Ara sipped a cup of vanilla milk slowly because it was still hot. To be honest, she doesn't like milk but for the sake of her baby, she's getting used to it.

During her pregnancy, Bram never noticed Ara. What she eats, what is best for her baby. There was no attention from him. Bram never considered the presence of the baby in his life. Obviously, Bram had even taken Ara to the abortion site. But this is only Ara who knows, she does not want anyone to know the disgrace of her husband. And always Ara covered all that.

Miris, sick, as Ara recalled the events of yesterday afternoon and last night. It felt like he could no longer live with Bram who had repeatedly hurt him. Not enough cheating, the affair is also pregnant. Yes, but he didn't dare tell anyone about this. Hiding alone, finishing it alone, has always been his nature.

"Ra...can you tell me what happened last night? Bram who kicked you out, or you who left the house?"tanya Ratih cares so much for Ara.

Ara choked, her net met a look with Ratih. Ara was a bit hesitant to speak the truth, whether she should start from where.

Not getting an answer from Ara, Ratih asked again. "Ra...does Bram like to hit you?"

"No-no Ma!" he denied it flatly and his two eyes were wide-set.

"So she really likes you?" tanga Ratih again, who was convinced that Ara was lying if she denied this quickly.

"No Ma'am!"

"Ara, lying is a sin, son." Ratih looked at the woman.

Then unconsciously tears just flowed from both eyes Ara. Her hands were the long skirt she was wearing.

"Rba..." Ratih got up from her seat and took over to sit next to Ara. His hand stroked Ara's head gently.

"Mas Bram never.me-hit me Ma'am.he's good..."

Ratih could not bear to hear the denial for the sake of denial made by Ara against her husband. He hugged the sobbing woman. Given that Ara was delirious last night about Bram hitting her and wanting to kill her baby, Ratih's heart was hurt.

"Son, if you are not strong with this marriage"

"Mom, don't say that! Please." Ara already knew the word that would be spoken by Ratih next.

"Mom..."

"It's not that easy to part, ma'am, I have a kid from Bram. I'm pregnant and it's hard for me, ma'am." Ara wiped her tears, trying hard in front of Ratih. Unknowingly Mia was on the doorstep of the room and heard it all.

Heavy indeed, if if Ara was not pregnant it would be easy way to separate. But he is two and his son needs a father. Actually when Ara left the house last night, Ara did want to separate and live together with her son. But he had a dream about his son living without a father.

Divorce is not easy.

"Then how do you want to, Ra? Want to keep hurting him like a bego?" mia said a little sarcasm, if it was Mia's emotions can issue curses and swearing.

"Mia! Keep talking to you, son." Reach to Mia.

"I.i.m..." Ara looked doubtful.

"Gue just pity Lo, the same inner Lo and baby Lo. If Lo continues to be with him, Lo must be suffering, baby Lo will also definitely be okay." said Mia annoyed. "Ah...why don't you still love the bastard?"

Ara was stuck, she was unable to answer that question. As if confirming what Mia said. "Ra! Lo it-"

"Indeed, I still have love for Mas Bram. But the reason I survived is because of our baby." explained Ara honestly. Ara had indeed lost her love for Bram a little, but the reason she survived was because of the child she contained.

"Ara, the same mom I can help you take care of the baby. Mending Lo split up with him, Ra! This toxic relationship cannot be maintained." Mia sat in front of Ara and tried to change Ara's hesitant mind to part ways.

"Mia, that...I need time to think things through. You better get ready for college. Let Ara permission one day first." Ratih sternly cut this conversation. I know Ara needs time to think.

Day turned into day, the sun started to rise. Mia goes to campus, while Ara is at Mia's house and contemplates her fate.

Ratih who happens to not work, he stays to accompany Ara at home. "Ra, mother dry first clothes yes. You wait here."

"I'm helping you, Mom."

"Do not, said your doctor must rest bed do not move much first." Ratih smiled, then left Ara in front of the porch of the house and went to the backyard to dry clothes.

Ara was silent and daydreaming, she was suddenly shocked to see Bram and Aryan already in front of her.

"Well..." Ara was aghast at the arrival of Aryan and Bram.

Aryan immediately hugged Ara while crying. "Why are you going, son? You have the same opa?"

"Opa.opa don't cry," Ara weakened when faced with the old man.

"We're home, son, opa has kicked that jallang woman out of your house! Opa won't let you get divorced from Bram, forever only your granddaughter will opa." Aryan held onto Ara's hand, a streak of tears visible on Aryan's wrinkled face.

Oh Allah....Ara so not be.

"Ara.ayo we go home dear" said Bram in a soft voice at the woman. But his eyes were cold and sharp.

Mas Bram? She must be pretending. Inner Ara was upset.

"Sorry Opa, but Ara can't go home."

With a heavy heart, the woman refused the wishes of the grandfather.

"W-what?" Aryan was wide open to hear it.

"Ara can't leave, Ara can't stay with Bram anymore" said the woman, who left Bram and Aryan shocked by her decision.

How dare this woman refuse my invitation!. Bram's upset.

And yes, after seeing her pretend husband, love is outdone by hate. Ara changes her decision to stay apart with Bram.

Can't Mas, I can't afford to live under one roof with a man who treats me harshly and coldly. I don't want to stress and make my baby okay.

"Fra! You don't-ugghhh..."

Bram and Ara were surprised to see Aryan suddenly holding his chest, the old man was in pain. "FUCK!!"

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