Remove Your Regrets

Chapter 21. Try one more time

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As soon as he gets a call from his girlfriend, Bram leaves the hospital without saying goodbye to anyone, especially to Ara who is his wife.

Ara was truly a neglected wife. Bram doesn't care about her, even though the woman is pregnant. Bram regretted touching her when she was lonely and betrayed her love for Giselle. Though these 3 months Giselle has no lover other than herself and only focus on her modeling career.

Bram feels guilty for Giselle, but if he was not betrothed Ara then he would marry Giselle. But Giselle leaves and in an unstable state of mind, Bram receives an arranged marriage from his grandfather due in part to his heartache as well. But now that Bram realizes that he will fight for his love for Giselle and divorce Ara as soon as possible, he does not care about the baby Ara is carrying. The baby should never have been there because Bram never wanted it.

While Bram goes to Giselle's parents' house, Ara has just finished performing the dhuhur prayer. He stretched out his hands together and prayed. Putting all his complaints on the power.

"Oh my God, do I have to give this relationship another chance? Can Bram's heart fall on me? Should I stay in this marriage?"

His heart was steady wanting to part with Bram, but he weighed a lot more. She is pregnant at the moment and Aryan is also sick. Ara was worried, she wanted to be happy, she wanted to be free. But things don't seem to support it.

In his prayer, he made a decision. He will try to maintain this relationship once again, only once more. If her husband can't shed until she gives birth to her baby, or if her husband tries to kill her baby again. Then there's no apology for Bram. It should be emphasized again, that at this time he survives because of the circumstances and the answer of his disobedience through prayer.

"Bismillah, O God, I will give this relationship another chance. If Bram's mas doesn't change, then I'm really going-" Ara hangs her words there.

After finishing the prayer from the mushala, Ara returned to Aryan's room. But before that he borrowed a hospital phone to contact Ratih that he was in the hospital because Aryan was in the hospital. Train was relieved because Ara gave her news.

But the woman told Ara to come home soon because she did not want Ara hurt to be in the middle of the Bram family.

"Ra, you go home, son. I don't want you to be hurt,"

"Mom, I'll try to give you one more chance." Ara breathed a long breath.

"What do you mean?" asked Ratih who sounded unhappy with Ara's decision.

"Mom, I can't be selfish.I'll soon be a mother as well as a state of opa. Anyway I will try the opportunity to be patient and repair our relationship!"

"Ara, what are you trying to fix, son? Your houseboat's been wrecked by a third man, son! Even if you survive, you will only be swayed." rebuked Ratih who did not want Ara to survive only to be hurt.

"I know Mom, I'm just trying to take a chance Mom! Everyone has a chance, ma'am, I'll give it to our relationship."

"All right, it's up to you, son! But if you want to go home and you can't hold on. Come here son, mother will always be there for you," Ratih sighed resignedly with Ara's decision.

"But Ma'am, if that's how Ara met opa ya ma'am" said Ara saying goodbye.

"Yes, take care of your heart and take care of your baby boy! I have a bad feeling about them."

"God willing, nothing will happen, ma'am, bismillah" said Ara. "Assynolt,"

"Waalaikumsalam." replied Ratih in a lethargic voice.

Then the phone connection was cut off. Ara let out a long sigh, while rubbing her chest and hoping that this decision would be right. Ara looked at the red bracelet she always wore, the bracelet of her parents. Beloved bracelet.

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Giselle's parents' house is located in South Jakarta's elite residential area. Now Bram is there and meets all the Giselle family, which consists of an older brother, mother and father.

"So when are you going to marry my son?"ask a man with a cold face. Bryce Gallan papa Giselle.

"My-me..." Bram seemed nervous, honestly he could not give a definite answer because his opinion forbade him to marry again before Giselle and Ara gave birth.

"Answer questions my papa, Bram!" jikak Sean, the older sister of Giselle who loved her sister very much. He was a young prosecutor and had a brilliant career.

It means Giselle also comes from a respectable family.

"I'm sorry Om, Aunt, Sean, I can't give you a definitive answer as to when I'm going to marry Giselle.But for sure I will take responsibility for Giselle and our son, but for now I still have a wife." explains Bram while neutralizing his chest that goes up and down.

"Then why don't you divorce your wife? Oh...or do you intend to make my sister a third person?" Sean stared intently at Bram, he did not want if his beloved sister became a second wife aka third person.

"Sean, my position is difficult because of Ara as well..."

"Bram's wife is pregnant, ma, pa, sis." continued Giselle made it clear and made all her family members shocked.

"God...." Anna sighed while holding her head. He found Giselle's position very difficult because Bram still has a wife. Giselle could only cry in her mother's arms.

"I don't want to know, you have to take responsibility for my child's pregnancy! POINT!" Bryce snapped at Bram and it was as if his decision was absolute.

"I'll take responsibility om, I'll talk to my opa about this." that's all Bram can say right now.

I have to persuade opa again, I have to get a divorce from Ara immediately. Poor Giselle.

"My daughter has to be the only one, keep it BRAM!" point Bryce at the man sitting in front of him.

"Yes-yes om."

After that Bram leaves Giselle's house and the problem is not finished. It felt like Bram's head was about to break, if only Ara wasn't pregnant then the matter wouldn't be this difficult, Bram thought in his heart.

Inside the room of Bryce and Anna, Anna is seen looking at a photo of a tiny baby with a red bracelet with a heart-shaped pearl there. Anna wept over the photo.

"Darling, it's been 20 years..are you going to continue like this? We've even got Giselle as our daughter" Bryce hugged his wife, then wiped her tears with her tender hands. His wife is always like this, every day he always misses the figure of their son who disappeared 20 years ago.

"I'm sure that our daughter is still alive, I'm sure Bryce" Anna said.

"Anna.." - Bryce hugged his wife tightly. Her eyes glazed over in light of the events 20 years ago, in which their daughter disappeared.

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