Remove Your Regrets

Remove Your Regrets
Chapters 10. I'll give you one chance



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Without feeling guilty, Bram just kept quiet and showed his true nature to Ara because there was no grandfather there.


"Mas... answered me! Isn't there something I should explain to you?" Ara looked angrily at her husband, even now her tears had already dripped. Ara's patience runs out, as Bram tries to kill their baby.


"Ara.I'm sorry, but I'm not ready to have a child. Especially if that child is your son." Bram replied honestly and flatly. His mouth said an apology but his heart was not and it seemed he was not sincere at all.


Ara was dumbfounded, her two eyes were starting to just stare at the man. "I'm sorry? Not ready to have children? Why can you talk like this? The baby in my womb is our child... Can you please try to abort this child?" Ara disappointed.


Really, Bram really hates the look on Ara's face right now. She hated the presence of Ara in her life, plus there was that baby. She may lose Giselle again because of Ara and her baby.


"Please, you don't have to talk like I'm a bad person! I just want to solve the problem between us because there should never be a baby. I don't even love you, Ara." Bram said, spilling all his frustration on Ara.


Ara's heart, hearing her husband's words. It was heartbreaking for Ara who had feelings of love for Bram.


"Enough Mas! You are evil, you want to kill our son just because you don't love me. I know this is all just an excuse because you want to be with that woman, right?"


"If so, why?" Bram admitted it without further ado to Ara. "Don't you fall in love with me, Ara? Or do you really think you're my wife?"


That question Ara was unable to answer, silence and tears were the true answer of the woman. Ara did love her husband, as long as they were married to this day.


Ara crying.


"Well! So right? You love me?" asked Bram again with an angry face. "I don't care if you love me or not, but don't ever tell Giselle that you're pregnant" Bram said firmly, he doesn't want her relationship to be damaged by Ara's pregnancy.


The deg!


Again Ara's heart was like being stabbed by a sharp object repeatedly, a pain that did not bleed and could not be explained by words. Ara could only cry for now because she did not know what to say.


"Or you've forgotten the reason we're married is for opa. If it wasn't for Opa, I wouldn't have married you either. So you'd better just drop your womb 'cause I'll never admit that kid as my son!"


"I'll never abort our son, I'll keep him. Whether you like it or not..."


"As far as you are concerned, the important thing is that I have said it! I don't want the child to be born, and Giselle can't know about the child. If he finds out, I won't hesitate to divorce you right now."


"Astagfirullah Mas! Never say the word divorce because divorce can make the devil happy." said Ara while crying.


"Stupid time! All I want is for you to abort the baby! Or you're divorced from me! Your choice is only two Ara!" bram insists on the woman who is his wife. "I just don't want you to get hurt with this wedding because I'll never love you."


Ara clenched her hands full of anger but she held back. It was clear that he did not choose both. Come to think of it, why would he fall in love with such a cruel man? How can he give his heart to a man who has not been separated from his past?


Nah! It can't be like this. Bram is her husband and she is the father of the baby she contains, so she must maintain this marriage. For the sake of his son for the opa Bram who is like his own opinion.


Alright, Ara gave herself a chance to hold on one more time. He must try to suppress the love within him for Bram and replace it with love for the child in his womb.


"I don't want to divorce or abort this baby. If you keep insisting on threatening me, I'll tell Opa everything."


As Bram was stunned to hear it, he could not believe that Ara would dare to threaten him back. "You're threatening me?" Bram glared at his wife.


His intention of being sweet to Ara, turned out to be fruitless because the woman was against him instead. Aryan, his grandfather is indeed Bram's weakness.


"Yes, you could say that" said Ara with a heavy heart to be firm.


3 Months, just in that time.I will try to survive Mas. I'll make you fall in love with me, if you can't, then maybe you're not my soul mate.


Alright Ara, you gave me no choice. I'll abort the boy, I'll make you the one who asked me for a divorce.


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2 Months passed, since Ara was discharged from the hospital. During that time, Bram's attitude towards Ara changed very drastically. Bram, who used to be normal with the woman, is now unusual.


Especially since Ara was pregnant, she hated that woman even more. Ara kept quiet and did her duty as a wife as usual, even though she was ignored by her husband.


Bram repeatedly tries to make Ara wretched, but God always protects her and her baby. Even now the age of the content has stepped on 3 months. During the pregnancy checkup, Ara was never once accompanied by her husband.


"Ra, how long do you want to be like this? I don't want you to keep getting sick mentally because you live with people don't have that heart Ra!" said Mia, Ara's best friend on campus. A close friend who has always been a place to confide Ara all this time.


Mia and Ara had just come out of the obstetrician's room because it just so happened that today Ara had a scheduled obstetrician examination.


"1 month away, Mi. one month away I survive" said Ara with tears streaming down her cheeks.


"There's not one more month Ra, there's none! Listen to what the doctor said?" Mia looks angry and angry. He knows how to suffer the direction for several months married to Bram, how the woman struggles to maintain the baby in the womb. A baby not wanted by his own father at all.


After the examination, the doctor said that Ara's weight and low blood pressure, not good for the baby in the womb. That's because Ara is under stress. Mia also heard the explanation from the doctor. Therefore he was very angry with Bram and he wanted Ara to realize that Ara would not be happy.


"I'll be fine Mi," only in her mouth she said this, but her heart ached screaming.


"Lo can say it's like gini, but I know your heart is suffering, Ar. Please.this is also for the health of the baby Lo..."


"Udah yes Mi, I want to go home. Bram's going home soon, I have to prepare dinner." said Ara holding back her tears.


Ara got up from her seat and stepped away from there. Mia tried to chase after him, but suddenly Mia was silent on the spot. Mia smiled cynically as soon as she saw a couple of lovers coming out of the obstetrician next to the room where Ara was examined.


"Ra, I don't think you need to make dinner for that fucking husband Lo!" mia said rudely while looking at the lovers.


"Mia... What the hell are you doing?" ara asked astonished with Mia's harsh words.


"Lo look!"


Mia showed Ara the lover she meant. Ara was surprised to see her husband holding hands with Giselle.


Ara and Mia reflexively hide, to hear Giselle and Bram's conversation.


"Bram..when are you going to marry me? Later my stomach will go belly up" said Giselle to Bram. "Do you want me to give birth without a husband?"


Ara was dumbfounded and she held back her cries, covering her mouth with one hand. Mia was beside him while patting his shoulder. Mia's eyes were so sharp to Bram and Giselle.


Mas Bram...and mbak Giselle...mbak Giselle pregnant? Oh Allah...


Goddamn Lo Bram!


"You are calm, baby, soon the village woman will soon ask for a divorce from me" said Bram sure, while rubbing the flat belly of his lover.


"Thank you Bram.but you must quickly part with him!"


"Dear, I could have let you give birth without a husband. This kid I've been waiting for."


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