Regrets! When My Wife Gone

There's No Spirit anymore

Oekkkp....

Arpina's crying voice was so loud in the morning, the red baby was piqued by thirst and probably also uncomfortable in the wet diaper section down there.

Bibi, the man was instantly distracted from his sleep that had just been pinned down thirty minutes ago.

"Morning, dear.." she greeted in a hoarse tone. Not only hoarse from waking up but the sound that almost lost it was actually fatigue crying over the departure of the Rainbow.

His pupils looked swollen, plus the usually white eye sclera was now red, indicating that the water wounds were falling continuously throughout the night.

"Arpina, today we visit Mama yes, dear. Wanna?" said gently. His eyes again wanted to flood when he remembered the rainbow that had just been buried yesterday.

Dibi continued to invite her son to talk, while holding the baby to be moved to the king of her mattress.

Although it still feels stiff to take care of the baby, Dibi still tries to take care of it with her own hands.

Arpina's cry that had stopped because of the swing of Dibi's hand, now returned to divide when the broad hand put the tiny one into her king zise mattress. Making the Star run from the next room who heard her grandson's cry.

Mama Dibi was deliberately staying at the Rainbow house for a while to accompany Dibi in taking care of Arpina.

"Here, honey, let Mama take Arpina's bath. You make milk."

Dibi does not sound, but immediately acts to make formula milk.

Sometimes he glanced at his baby who was still crying loudly in the arms of the Star.

"It should be this time, you who hold our child in your lap, Pe," he murmured grieving in the activity of making his child's thirst-quenching water with a dose and also the right temperature.

Because he felt guilty and longed for his wife, Dibi's eye function had decreased, once he saw the rainbow who was undressing his son, even though it was his own mother.

"Belangi," Dibi called out, her lips immediately beautifully painted to see that his wife had returned.

The star that heard that, immediately turned its head. His mind asked, "Where is the Rainbow?"

"Pe, are you back? I'm sure you're back." Dibi's lips are growing, accompanied by her tears dripping.

Hais... The new star realized that his son was hallucinating.

"Dibi .. This is Mama, honey, not Pe! You have to remember, if Pe has left us and given responsibility by giving Arpina. You must not go crazy for not accepting this harsh reality. Remember, Honey! there's Arpina in your charge, keep it!"

The star became anxious if the mental child was slapped with depression. So he spoke clearly so that Dibi did not go crazy slowly by asserting that there is Arpina.

Being awakened from hallucinations, only able to swallow the bitter taste of the meaning of loss that is so painful to live. It felt, he wanted to scream a loud scream, but that power was already weak helpless. Her world that turned out so beautiful yesterday with sincere love Rainbow, now turned back towards stabbing her because of her stupidity that very late realized the love in her heart.

Indeed, if the person is in front of the eyes, then we sometimes see one eye without appreciating it, it is the turn of the sincere person to leave without saying goodbye, he said, then the foolish consciousness that hit the son of regret does not mean gnawing.

Hearing his son's cry, he immediately gave the milk bottle without making a sound.

In silence, the Star continued to stare at Dibi's extremely chaotic face. Actually he wanted to talk a lot, but felt it was not the right time to ask anything to Dibi who was grieving, the Star was restrained.

"Go take a shower, son. In taking care of the baby, we must be sterile. Let your child stay away from germs."

Brought back without a word. Making the stars worry about mental health. In his silence, the Star understood so much what it felt like to be left behind? pain, of course !

"Hopefully over time, Dibi can accept her fate" muttered the star of pity, gazing at the back of her son who was walking towards the bathroom.

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"So, I can't take it, Arpina huh, Ma?"

"Yes, Dibi! If you want to go to the tomb, then go! Poor Arpina, he's still a kid and still ranges, son."

Hem... As usual, Dibi did not say much anymore, for the good of her son, she did not bring the tiny body to the funeral.

Dibi finally self-reliant, anyway every day he will send flowers and prayers to his wife.

Up in front of the tombstone named Rainbow Sagara. Dibi immediately released her sunglasses. Squat down, then put a bunch of waste for the rainbow.

"I'm sorry for me I don't deserve it, Pe. Look, I just gave you flowers after your departure."

Dibi started to mess up. He rebukes himself who thinks it is very bad to be a man.

From a distance, Kiara, who already knew everything from her Papa story, was suddenly seen from a distance with a driver who drove her. He did not expect to meet Dibi in front of the mound.

"Auntie...!" call Kiara. Dibi immediately brushed off her tears. Then turned to look at the person he knew so well.

Just glance at the one that was flying without a single word. His voice which is usually very cheap, is now sold expensive, even though Kiara interlocutors.

"I've heard everything from my father. Why you__"

Prok Prok....

Kiara said there would be a teasing clap from the Typhoon that turned out to visit simultaneously.

"Even my sister's grave has not dried up, you've gone nari by bringing a special woman here! Ck... It's so unfair to my sister!"

Teeth Typhoon grumpy teeth. Being Dibi just sighed at the misunderstanding of Typhoon.

"We met by accident, Pan!" Obviously Dibi is not spirit. He was just busy stroking the name of the rainbow on the tombstone, without even looking at his interlocutor. Not wanting her tears to be seen by the two people in front of her, Dibi immediately put on her sunglasses.

" Yes, whatever your reasons. You want to marry me now, Whatever to me. Stupe... That's the dream of Miller Al Malik! But keep it in mind, whatever is rightfully my sister, then you should not touch. I'm not gonna let you always fuck around, Galactic sir!"

I don't know what is meant by a Typhoon that he said was not 'not touched', Dibi did not pay attention to it.

After putting Rainbow's favorite rose, Typhoon passed quickly from the two, not giving Dibi the chance to express her heart which was only for Rainbow, not for Kiara anymore.

"Auntie! I need to talk!" yelling Kiara because Dibi also passed by without a single word for her.

"Our relationship has ended a long time ago, Kiara. Sorry, I have to go!"

Dibi who was not spirit anymore, had completely ignored Kiara. He remembered his promise to Pe at that time, if later Kiara was healed then he would tell everything to Kiara. But the woman already knew from her papa she said, jaudah... It's the same. The difference was, Rainbow was no longer by his side to keep that promise.

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