Regrets! When My Wife Gone

Heart-Writing Letter

In the gulp, Dibi wiped her tears, forcing the clear circles to stop wetting the cheeks.

His nose was flushed with eyes still glazed with glass, adorning a handsome but gloomy face, because of his sadness that was still in a state of mourning.

For The Beloved

He read in his heart the three words written on the white envelope.

"This writing..." Mumbled. He was very familiar with the hand graffiti of the late Rainbow.

Intrigued, Dibi finally opened the letter while stepping without making a sound of her bare feet towards the chair near her baby bed.

Hi Brother Dibi....

Do I have to greet you, like..how are you? In this letter?

Heem... but fine! For a husband I love and love all my soul. You're....Brother Dibi, how are you? May you always be happy with the person you adore in front of and behind me.

When this letter falls on your hands, be it sooner or later...Then perhaps, my body will no longer exist on this earth. A spoiled rainbow, annoying and impressed to force its will on you, has gone and never comes back! The person of this childish woman goes with her sweet smiling lips.

The tests...!

Bibi is powerless. For a moment, he restrained his eyesight and lips from reading the letter.

Again, the free water from his eyes grew and fell without excuse, as he read the writing away with his lips smiling sweetly. The rainbow must have lied to her, for there was no rejection of the heart that made the face beaming with beautiful painted lips like a crescent moon.

The rainbow might have comforted him. Yeah. definitely it is! He knew the rainbow was hurt.

Still curious, Dibi again strengthened all his nerves to find out the contents of the letter.

Before reading it again, he let out a long breath that felt tight in his chest.

To go with my love that you never needed, is indeed very sad for me who is fragile.

But really, I went with a beautiful smile like my crescent painting in our room, because I had been able to maintain the health of the fetus that I bear in my sick state.

Please please! take good care of our baby, even if you don't love the woman who gave birth to him.

"Hiks..hiks..." Blown. His lips shook, plus the chest that had been tight now felt there were thousands of arrows stuck.

"Relangi, give me time even if it's just a day. Hiks..hiks..."

Being fed increasingly. Tears broke down and soaked a piece of paper he was holding. The nose is currently removing its dilute liquid.

He's sorry! Dibi wants to repeat time with Rainbow even if only one hour.

Yesterday, Pelangi asked to be carried and fed rice by him with a request to use his hands directly, but he refused it on the grounds not to be spoiled. If he knew that it was the last spoiled attitude of the Rainbow, then Dibi would carry and give a bribe to his wife until full. Sorry and sorry. The word shouted at Dibi's life move now.

He wants to say that the heart is actually, it has been beautifully painted the name Rainbow there, not another woman anymore. He's late! There were no words that could describe the deepest regret that hurt his heart. Pain and pain, very!

"I'll take good care of him, Rainbow. Trust me. You can watch me from up there. My law goes deeper if I waste our children" Dibi vowed. Maybe by dedicating his life only specifically to his son, the rainbow will be calm in nature there.

Arpina, give that name to my daughter. I like the simple meaning of it. 'the rising of the sun.' I want brightness in his life, brother. Don't be like me, Rainbow.the name and panorama are beautiful but only pseudo. A rainbow cannot exist continuously, it is only a shadow of rain that is sometimes present in uncertainty. Although present, it will sink a blink of an eye on the earth there.

I-i'm sorry! This rainbow has been the third person in your relationship, with the woman you have longed for. I'm an actor, hahahha. How shiny!

Dibi shook her head while wiping her tears. "You're not an actor, Pe. I'm the stupid one, honey. You're my legal wife."

Why am I forcing my will so much? You must want to know, right, brother? As you often ask me repeatedly who has this stubborn nature.

Is that my destiny? Fate doesn't think about my feelings. It hurts so bad! I want to protest, but what can I do? I'm confused! This is wrong is destiny or I am wrong and too stupid to fall in love with someone who has clearly rejected me several times.

Sis...Maybe for you, losing me isn't serious. Because everyone knows, you are great in every field, obviously a lot of people want you. Maybe when I left, it wasn't hard for brother to get happiness, because I wasn't important to you! I will not be remembered by you.

.... Here I am wrong. I'm overused for loving you too much. My sister never returned my love. Thinking a little of my feelings, brother never. With that, I retreated by going away and not coming back.

Why am I hiding my pain? It must be you and everyone closest to me asking that after the truth is revealed, right?

My reasons.I do not want to make you in front of my eyes I grieve, cry and pity me like a beggar. Ah. though I'm actually a beggar of your love that I can't reach. Again, I don't blame you, brother. Because the heart cannot be forced.

I am thankful for the illness I have. Because of the disease, this feeling will die with my doubts.

Thanks for everything. And always happy, brother. My sincere regards.... The rainbow is missing.

Tests...

Dugs...

Dugs...

So tight, Dibi cried sobbing while hitting her chest that was hard to breathe because her crying could not be stopped.

The letter from the rainbow deeply cut his heart.

"I know, Rainbow. Crying over your death is wrong, because you may not be calm there. But I can't tell you, my wife. You left by putting hot iron in my heart. You should go back, Rainbow. Got to! Don't torture me with words of regret. Hiks.hiks. Sorry and sorry..."

Slowly, the usually sturdy body, rested on the floor with a letter he held on his chest. Hoping that the letter of the former hand of the Rainbow conjured into a woman's body that was just buried this afternoon. He wanted to embrace the rainbow. He missed that woman.

He wants a miracle! He was weeping like a mad man who wanted to demand his Lord.

"Give it back, my wife! Please, God! Give me a second chance." he asked in his gab. Although it is impossible, but the man who works as a police officer is increasingly demanding.

Chequek...

"Auntie...." The star, her new mother, ran over to Dibi who was crying as she pleased.

"Darling..." The star embraces the pity of its only child. "You can't stay like this, son. You can do it!"

Dibi shakes small. Those teary eyes stared blankly at the Mama.

"Ma, Rainbow is mad at me, Ma. Tell him to come back. I will express my feelings. He must know that I love him so much, though I too late realize my stupid heart."

The star did not know what to say to comfort her son's grief. He also lost both his son-in-law and cousin's son. The rainbow is like his son, not his son-in-law.

"Son.you must be strong! For your daughter's sake." The star wipes away her son's tears.

"Arpina. Our daughter's name is Arpina, Ma. Pretty, right?" racau Dibi's.

The star nodded with eyes that had been dry now follow wet.

"The rainbow that gave it its own, Ma." Light is filled with the voice of its people.

"With that, rise up! Live for the child that the Rainbow has given you. Prove your love to the Rainbow through your baby!" The call of the Stars gives spirit to the child.

Being silent in the emptiness. Perhaps, he will breathe but in fact he is dead with the Rainbow.