Regrets! When My Wife Gone

Regret Over The Mound of Land

The daytime sky is cloudy, a sign that the natural water of the Creator will fall at any time.

Look, a bunch of people who were at the funeral, uh, starting to leave the place that just finished burying a body of a woman named Pelangi Sagara-wife of a police-Galaksi Malik Al Miller or often called familiar-Dibi.

Sadness enveloped the extended family and friends of the Rainbow. They had not expected to lose the woman Dibi had been married to for more than a year.

Tears poured out, four Rainbow brothers and their parents, and Dibi, and several families and closest friends, as well as a pair of Dibi parents, and Dibi, now it sobbed bitterly in front of the wet mound of earth sprinkled with flowers.

Moreover, Dibi, his eyes blurry as he cried sobbing with his hands clenched the ground that hoarded his wife's body. He rested on the mound, lamenting the death of his wife.

The wife he had wasted his love on. The wife who became the 'third person' in her romantic relationship with another woman, now no longer exists in the world. His rainbow has gone forever without farewell. Also without a word of love from Dibi who asked Rainbow to just hear.

The rainbow went with a wound so deep that incised a dibi.

Indeed, the Rainbow did not kill him directly. Dibi also never snapped snapping, let alone physically injuring his late wife. However, Dibi never reciprocates Rainbow's love because she loves another woman. He hurt his wife through the heart. And it must have hurt more than physical pain.

Marriage happens because of misunderstanding between them. So, he and Rainbow stuck the household and love clapped one hand.

"I beg! Try to return my love, Brother Dibi, even if it's just a joke. I want to hear it before I leave."

If time can be repeated, then Dibi will return the love of his wife.

But now....

The regret is non-stop! That's what gnaws at Dibi's feelings, when remembering the powerful Rainbow throws. He thought, The rainbow will just go somewhere else because it is upset with him.

However, Dibi misunderstood....

And in fact, he just realized the real love is in the rainbow that has been gone for a long time. That's a useless regret!

"I'm sorry, Rainbow. Hiks...hiks.." raucous Dibi cried so bitterly. He did not want to move from the place of the last of his stables.

If, he could catch up with her, then he would have left by suicide. But, he cannot. He has a big dependency that his newborn baby before Rainbow died.

Tests...

Tests...

Tests...

The speck of rain fell, as if understanding the sadness of those who had just left the rainbow.

"Wake, Honey. I'm sorry, Rainbow..." Dibi continued to stir decorated tears that could not stop.

Bugh...

Bugh...

The twin hurricanes Rainbow, was already unable to contain his anger which he had been holding back from earlier. Therefore, he beat Dibi. No matter the families around him.

Typhoon was so wrathful, he could not keep quiet, like his parents who forgave Dibi just like that. According to Typhoon, Rainbow died of Dibi's mistake which he just found out that his sister was happy in the pretense, in order to cover up and protect Dibi.

Bugh...

"Surgery!" Excited the family group as the other Rainbow Storms held back the twin.

Yep.... Rainbow was born as triplets, from a husband and wife couple - Biru Sagara and Mentari Putri Batara. Rainbow also has a sister Twins named Bhumi and Angkasa.

"My return died because of him!" point out the rough Typhoon that has been held strong by the Storm and the Twins.

Being Dibi who was beaten, just silent and sincerely received a Typhoon blow that injured his sad face.

Dibi just bowed languidly on the muddy ground because of the rain. The mud was on his clothes.

"Let's go home! The rain is getting heavier and I don't want any fighting between you at my son's final resting place!" The Blue-Father Rainbow exclaimed with a trembling sound a sign of deep sadness over him.

While the Rainbow Ladies were just sobbing in the void.

All of them also obeyed the assertive Blue speech that sounded unwilling to be supported.

Seeing his unmoved son, Dirga and Bintang turned his body compact. Then approached Dibi who did not want to go at all from the navel Rainbow.

"The rainbow will be sad to see her husband like this. Let's go home, son. There's a little rainbow in the house that needs you."

Dirga encouraged his only child, by reminding the little princess who was born Rainbow.

No response, the Stars of Mama led Dibi's shaken shoulders to rise from the wet ground.

They finally left.

***

Oek...Oek...

The clouds are covered in pitch-black. The sound of crying baby girl who was still in red, broke the silence of the soundproof room Dibi at this time.

Dibi who had not seen at one hour that night, reflex so swiftly approached his son who had strayed at a very early age.

"You thirsty, honey?" the question is full of tenderness while stroking the tiny cheeks that are on the baby's mattress.

After greeting, his wide hands are so deftly concocting formula milk for the baby. His son should have drunk an exclusive breast milk, but bad luck has greeted their family.

Dibi promised to take loving care of her baby with the woman she loved. He will double as a good Father and Mother and decide to take care of the little Rainbow with his own hands.

"I'm sorry, Papa, huh? Your mom was pregnant with you in a pain that Papa never knew. Papa is so tyrannical, son."

Hardening for yourself still can not afford to pay for the regret of Dibi.

Dibi raved while lifting the baby from the special mattress. Carrying her with her other hand held a bottle of milk, to help her little angel to quench her thirst.

Only her little baby became her life spirit at this time. There's nothing else. The rest, they're dead under the rainbow.

"I'm like a dejavu, son," said Bibi in the little baby's ear. He paddled his hand so that the child in his carriage was comfortable.

"It was your mother who was in Papa's arms ever since she was a baby like you. The difference is, Papa is seven years old and your Mama is still a baby like you. In fact, Papa also often overslept when guarding him. Your mom is like a sister to Papa. That is why, Papa was late to realize the affection that you feel for him. Because Papa thought, the affection was only limited to brother and sister as before. But in fact, Papa just realized that this heart loves as a couple, not a sister anymore. I'm sorry, Daddy, honey."

Dibi tells all her heart to the cute baby who will definitely not understand. But strangely, the baby looks calm as if he will listen to the pity of the father.

Yep... Rainbow and its twin, it was she who often took care of her because her in-laws, namely Mother Rainbow had a coma so that the affection of a Mother was not obtained by her wife.

Like his son now who fared like a rainbow. The difference is, Pelangi still had time to feel the embrace and affection of Mother because her Mentari-in-law had managed to recover from her coma at that time. The baby? No longer because the mother has been gone forever. Heartbreaking to Describe.

After the sus* water in the pacifier was exhausted, the unnamed baby immediately fell asleep again.

That's all a baby does. Sleeping, crying and pup.

"Be a useful child later, so that your Mama is proud even if she only sees it from afar."

The young father whispered to his baby, immediately kissed the baby's sweet cheek, then put it slowly into the baby's special mattress.

Dibi was back sitting on the edge of the mattress, contemplating his fate which could either live happily or not without a Rainbow?

"It's only today that you're gone, Rainbow. But why do I miss you? Please come in my dreams."

After asking for his wish, Dibi also opened the closet door. He longed for the scent of his wife, so he pulled on her rainbow clothes, hugged her and smelled her.

"Hiks hyks..."

Tears were spilled again, even though Dibi a Man, but he was still an ordinary man who had a sense of carelessness because of loss, Special people who went not back was his special woman.

His heart ached when he remembered his refusal to accept the rainbow.

"I hate myself. Very!" Inching to rest on the floor. Blaming yourself for dropping her tears.

Plukkkp...

A letter fell from the folds of the clothes he was hugging.