Regrets! When My Wife Gone

Little Desire Unfulfilled

Bumantara covered with dark clouds up there, the spatter was only after falling in the morning very cold, when the actual season is in summer. But for some reason, the sunlight seemed to be outdone by the dark, calm clouds.

"Will there be rainbows after the rain?" monologue Pe was sitting on a park bench behind his house.

The long, wet white iron chair, ignored by Pe, was important he could sit and wait for the beautiful rainbow up there. But in fact, the ash cloud, so badung do not want to move in front of the sun.

Hem... Feeling useless, Pe just breathed riled while removing many strands of hair that fell out while combing in the room earlier. Pe deliberately pocketed his hair so that Dibi did not know his body was not good.

"Even my hair has started to betray my head. Will I see my face without any hair? Must be so ugly! " Miris, her gaze was very ill-fated looking at her hair that was on her palm.

"Mother Pe, breakfast is ready. Mr. Dibi is also already at the dining table waiting for you." The house assistant came to report the reverence, making Pe gasp until the hair he had held fell and accidentally stepped on his own.

"Mbak Nunik, please Mr. Dibi sent here yes," Pe's peech who grew up once had the desire to be carried. He wants to smell Dibi in a sling. He used to be spoiled by Dibi, but that was something else. Right now, she wanted to feel the sling as her husband, not as that bloodless Big Brother.

"Okay, Mom, wait a minute!" The young ART from the village, immediately obediently.

After his departure, Pe again looked up to the sky which was still cloudy ash, as thick as the gray heart of Pe without bright color. He sometimes cursed his name that described his joy, but it did not fit his destiny.

"Pe, what's wrong? Let's have breakfast." Dibi who is still five steps behind there, immediately said to invite, seen to rush while glancing for a moment at the watch on his wrist.

"Sister Dibi, can Rainbow ask for a sling?" pinta Pelangi with a weak tone and pleading as heard by Dibi.

For a moment, Dibi crouched down in front of the garden chair huh Pe sat down.

"Pe, you're pregnant, what if you fall?" refuse Dibi while pointing to the wet garden floor after being sprayed with drizzle.

"Here, I'll take it."

Pe reached for Dibi's hand which stalled before him with a disappointed heart because his passion was so passionate want to be carried, not implemented.

"Pe, today is Kiara's last day in the umpteenth operation. It's okay, brother came home a little night?" permission Dibi while walking in the handrails with Pe.

The disappointed woman was silent. Do not refuse nor allow, it is up to her husband to anything, Pe already feel weak just want to speak with a soft tone let alone angry anger that needs perfect vocal power.

"Pe, are you allowed to?"

"Not even on permission, Brother Dibi will still go, right? So, it's up to you, brother," said Pe in a calm tone.

Dibi lip line is straight shaped tightly while staring at the face of his wife who is shaded no mimic, very flat. Must be Pe angry, his mind guilty. But back again in the initial principle that Kiara more need sport than her.

Arriving at the dining table, Pe and Dibi sit in silence.

"Let's eat, Pe!" Dibi said while chewing the hunt, because it was bad luck going to the headquarters that there will be a meeting of fellow officials of the Police.

"If you ask for a bribe, will you?"

Unable to sling, it's okay Pe wants to feel the mouthful of her husband's hand. Pe hoped, Dibi wanted this time even if only a mouthful.

But... She was disappointed again with her husband's gentle repulsion.

"Pe, don't be spoiled huh, Brother is in a hurry."

Dibi did not see the sad face of Pe because he wanted to gulp natural avocado juice without sugar, milk, let alone ice it. After that stand up while sighing his lips using tissue.

"Oh, yes uda is fine. But brother, do not forget to close the door of the house tightly! Fearing, Pe leaves and there will only be a storm to take my place!"

Degs... Dibi's heart jolted in shock. He was stunned petrified that was about to turn around, when he heard that extremely ambiguous-sounding strand of Pe.

Pe himself did not know what he was talking about, the strand of spontaneous play sticking out of his pale lips that had long held the burden of pain and pain.

"What do you mean, Pe?"

"What? Why is Big Brother's face so serious? I just want to go to Typhoon's office, that's what I mean." The rainbow smiled forcefully. Then stand up and play Dibi cheek pecker who is still looking at him strangely.

"She hustled, go!" rainbow reminded and sat back down again.

Dibi also regained consciousness and nodded small. His feet today felt a heavy burden to go to his usual activities. Don't know why? But Dibi's heart was not calm. However, given his tough responsibilities as a leader, Dibi forced the leg to go to work, especially yesterday Kiara said he needed to be accompanied before the operation.

"Hiks... Hicks...." The rainbow that had sat alone at the dining table, was no longer strong enough to withstand the weight of the air, so it was venting into his eyes. Round after circle it fell freely and increasingly berianak to his cheeks.

He cried while forcing the rice in his mouth swallowed in for the nutrition of his son.

"I ate rice, but it was the sand I swallowed." he muttered, smiling wryly in his own circle of pain.

Unwilling to be seen by his grieving ART, who was walking towards him, Pe vehemently stood up and left without excuse.

"Tumben Mother Pe did not take the medicine. Duh... Want a negur but afraid to say presumptuous." ART was muttering as he stared at the rainbow vitamin medicine that was still intact. They do not know, the pill bottle has been replaced by Pe contents with anti-pain medicine pain hard.

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