Regrets! When My Wife Gone

Complicated Heart Feelings

No matter how many hours have passed, the day of the day is so, more precisely, he was just busy counting the days of the last day of the birth of his son who felt like a long time ago.

"Honey, Mama must be strong to withstand this pain until you are born." she softened in front of her makeup glass while stroking her stomach that opens it.

In his heart, Pe was grateful because his fetus was said to be healthy which was not affected by his severe pain. But believe me, Pe is enduring his pain now for the sake of his future son, no longer the name of his stupid love that is still there for Dibi.

"Mama is sad, son, who may not have time to take care of you later. Really, Mama wants to give you my breast milk, take care of you when you are sick, play, study together, feed you and guide you when learning to walk. Mama also wants to hear you say the first time calling Mama with the warm name. But... On the other hand, Mama sincerely died for you to be born to this earth. When you are there, then tough replied Mama will stop there. Sorry, but darling. "

Rainbows always shed their tears when they are muttering to talk to their future children.

Truly, he did not dare to dream that he would be able to feed his son with his hands. Especially having to dream of getting love Dibi. But in the other corner of his heart, he was still eager to hear the word Dibi love that he realized there was no sense at all to it for him.

Not want to be found to have a pale face like a corpse by Dibi whose husband is still in the bathroom, was cleaning himself before going to bed, was, Pe immediately wiped off the trace of his tears and re-plugged the powder and basic female combat tools as his pitiful face mask.

"Pe, as far as I know, you're the most anti called makeup, especially at night before bed."

Dibi who just came out of the bathroom, felt strange with his wife who every night dandandand only.

"Let's pretty dong, where you know Big Brother opened his eyes wide if Pe was worth a match with Brother."

The rainbow spoke in a joking tone as it moved towards the mattress. But held back by Dibi's hand that had been willing to pass through it.

"What, Husband?" his god placed his hand on Dibi's neck.

"You're ugly, Pe, if you dance like that!" said Dibi while stroking the lips of his wife who was wearing red lipstick blushing.

"Didn't Brother like menor menor? Kiara also often does not dress up plenary." Rainbow gently brushed off Dibi's hands. Then looked at the thick netra of her husband who looked away releasing the necklace of the hand on the neck.

"You can't follow someone's style, Pe. You are unique who has its own attraction!" exclaim Dibi did not like the strange attitude of Pe, while throwing his body sitting on the sofa single maroon.

Pe clucked his tongue, smiled obliquely then said, "But strangely, Big Brother is not interested in me. Brother's love never existed for Pe to have. So, maybe in a style like Kiara, you can be interested and want to look at your wife instead of being a big sister!"

Pe immediately gave his back to be seen by Dibi. He held back his tears from spilling. Suddenly she melow herself because it turns out that her husband thinks he is imitating Kiara. So, it's better he just justify it than kelit to and fro whose power is getting less prime anymore.

Dibi who wanted to make a sound, paused by the sound of rainbow sounding pain in his heart.

"Pe, don't want to be in Kiara's position! You are healthy!" Dibi who was given a back by Pe, immediately stood up from the sofa and stopped right in front of Pe. But what, it turns out Pe smiled even though there was nothing funny from the word he said.

"Any cop, Pe would only wish. Not yes yes. So ordinary is okay! Mana Serem also tuh firm voice of his police. Heheh..."

Pe saluted the police-style in front of Dibi's serious, tensely handsome face. He also grinned for a moment. Cup.... Then steal a kiss of Dibi's lips. After that passed casually up to the mattress, breaking down his tired body.

" Pe, you're under theft!" janda Dibi smiled sweetly without her noticing. His heart was beating like never before. But always, Dibi brushed aside the strange taste and let her life's destiny flow like water that would either continue to clear or end up tainted by a fate that did not want to be upgraded.

Dibi go up to the mattress and fall near the rainbow. He installed his arm, code as a Pe bearing. But his wife turned her back on him, making Dibi think that if Pe reciprocated his early marriage behavior, he often gave Pe's back, not the front part that should have hugged together in sleep.

"Sister, I endure heartache because I love you without condition A or B, but my sincerity," said Pe suddenly with a soft voice full of heartache that he had endured all this time.

Dibi stunned while staring at the lights up there. He swallowed his hard-earned saliva, feeling the most evil man.

" Pe, sorry__" Paused by the sound of the Rainbow again.

"I beg! Try to return my love, Brother Dibi, even if it's just a joke. I want to hear it before I leave, "forcibly the Rainbow who suddenly wants to be selfish for a moment.

Before leaving? Dibi more stunned while digesting the word easy but sad if experienced by someone who left.

Back Bibi held back by Pe who wanted to make a sound again. Pe also turned to face him. And moved his head to sleep on Dibi's arm.

"Pe, what do you mean you're leaving? Do you want to sue for divorce because Brother has not managed to stay away from Kiara? Pe... Brother just waiting for him to heal, after that Brother promises to be a good husband," explained Dibi to be his own horror to hear a divorce when from his mouth that said.

Good husband? Only a good husband with the love of the husband, or a good husband only because of the responsibility written on the basis of the marriage book alone? I don't know, Pe doesn't want to think anymore.

" Pe's tired, Brother. Want to sleep comfortably in Brother's arm, okay?" Pe ignored Dibi's long word. His thinking power has also begun to be weak which his doctor said, his leukemia is getting more malignant until it rises to the brain.

There was no sound from Dibi, but the gradual movement of her hands stroking the elus of her head made Pe smile in the pain of her pain. In a dimly lit room, he sheds his tears before falling asleep.

Being alone felt something was stuck in his heart, but what? He's confused!