RED STAINS OF LOVERS

SORRY FOR THE YUAN

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After dinner they continued the conversation on the front porch of the house, Clara laid her head on Bu Franda's lap. For a long time he wanted to feel what sleeping on a mother's lap was like.

While Darma was sitting not far from them, watching what Ms Franda was doing. The woman stroked Clara's head and occasionally landed her lips on Clara's forehead, treating Clara as her own biological child.

Without feeling both corners of his eyes warmed up and his gaze began to blur. Clara who has never felt the love of a mother. Oh, if time could be replayed he would never waste Harnum.

Women are sincere, gentle, and also patient. But now there are only regrets left. Millions of apologies may not be able to atone for all his sins on a woman he never considered.

"Mother" call Clara.

"Yes, why baby?" Ms. Franda still caressed Clara's hair.

"Do you think Zidan loves Clara?"

"Of course, I can see if she loves you so much. What are you doubting?"

"No, Clara had no doubts. Clara was just afraid that Zidan would leave Clara. Do you know who Zidan is? There are a lot of girls out there who adore him. Clara was afraid she wouldn't be able to compete with them and eventually Zidan left."

"Hus, don't say that! Nak Zidan isn't like that I'm sure she loves you so much if not how could she accept you?"

It is also true what Ms Franda said, of course Zidan loved her if there was no way that the man would accept her who had been stained. 

But .. why does his heart still doubt him. He should be able to see the sincerity and sincerity of Zidan towards him.

Zidah willingly tired of looking for something that he wants even though it is very difficult to find. Zidah was also willing to pick him up even though he himself was very tired because he had just arrived from out of town. 

What is doubt try? Maybe he'll never meet a man like Zidan. Already handsome, well-established, well, young, and importantly Zidan loves her for who she is. He should be grateful for being so lucky to have Zidan in his life.

"Yes, I hope so."

While being cool chatting a sedan car came in and stopped in his yard.

They stood up, throwing eyes at each other. In Ms Franda's mind wondering who's the guest of these nights? While Clara's body shook knowing it was Yuan's car.

"What else do you want?"

"You know him?" Asked Bu Franda turned to Clara, he saw Clara's suddenly pale face also looked once the girl was worried.

"He's Brother Yuan."

Darma, who knows who's coming, prepares to put up a body in front of Clara, protecting her beloved son.

"Good night Om, Miss Franda Clara?" greet Yuan was polite and friendly.

"Why are you here again?" Darma answered first, his face made as if a lion were protecting his cubs.

"I came with good intentions, Om. I'd like to talk to Clara alone, please. I promise ... I promise after this I will not interfere with his life again?" Please Yuan, he hopes that Darma will allow him to talk to Clara.

Her heart would not have calmed down if it had not heard from Clara's lips if the girl had forgiven her deeds.

Darma turns to Clara asking her opinion on what she should do. Clara thought for a moment then nodded faintly.

"All right, we're leaving you. But beware .. If you mess with my son, I won't hesitate to break your neck!"

Glug

Yuan gulped hearing Clara's father's threat. He knew Darma wasn't messing with his words.

Clara let Yuan sit down after Franda and her father entered the house.

Silent for a moment, the two of them just kept quiet with no one daring to open their voices. Clara set her heart rate starting to irregular.

He thought he was fine, but in fact it still existed. Why is it so difficult to remove the man's name from his heart and replace it with the name Zidan.

"What does Brother Yuan want to say? If there's nothing I want to go inside?" Clara opened her voice, she couldn't stand being alone with Yuan. She was worried that her defense would falter and ended up saying it all if she was pregnant with her child.

But isn't Yuan entitled to know? He's his father, but he doesn't want to hurt Adelia. So let it all be like this.

Yuan breathes a lot of oxygen, he needs that. 

He looked at Clara who looked pale. Either because it still hurts or because there is no makeup that adorns his face, but so Clara still looks very beautiful even though she now looks thinner.

"As you wish .. I will be with Adel and guard it for your sake," Yuan continued without taking his eyes off Clara.

Their eyes met, and again Clara felt her chest pounding again, but not like before. This time it was painful and a little painful. 

Was he not willing to give up Yuan for Adelia? He should be with Yuan, not Adelia. Yuan has destroyed his future and is pregnant with his child?

Why should she give up the father of her baby for another woman while she needs him too? Adelia should have given up on him instead of him.

Inner Clara continues to fight between mengikhlaskan or fight. And when the inner upheaval suddenly Zidan's shadow appeared in his mind.

'Astaghfirullahaladzim, why am I evil to Adelia? Why am I being unfair to Zidan?' 

"Clara please forgive me for keeping me calm?" Yuan was already kneeling under him while clasping his hands.

Clara flinched and reflexes pulled her but Yuan's grasp was tight.

"Sister, let go of my hand and get up. It's not good to see people passing by!" Clara was ashamed of the neighbor who happened to be passing by in front of her house while whispering about her.

"Clara is lucky? That handsome guy must be proposing to her? Just look at the way that .. mmm so sweet." 

Samar Clara overhears the chatter of two of his new-home neighbor girls from work, and one of them is Nayla's mom. A very familiar and very nice girl to him.

"Hus, don't gossip. Let's Clara, would you excuse me?" Sapa Mbak Nayla is friendly while slightly bowing her body.

Clara replied with no less friendly. "Yes Ma'am. Just got home from work, Miss Nay?"

"Yes, excuse me Clara? Yuk, Sal!" Invite Mbak Nayla to pull the hand of her friend named Salsa. 

"Eh, beware Nay, I want to see them first must be the ending of the cake in the drakor films. Oh ... romantic."

I want Clara to laugh with her single neighbor. The reality was not what the girl imagined.

Nayla's brother pulled Salsa away after they argued for a long time because Salsa still wanted to see what would happen to Clara and Yuan next.

"That's right. Wake up brother I didn't want to happen like that!" However, Clara did not want her neighbors to rub her.

"I won't wake up until you forgive me, even if you tell thousands of soldiers I won't wake up until you forgive me. Clara please forgive me?"

Clara breathed deeply. I don't know how she heard the man kneeling in front of her apologizing. Actually, he had long forgiven Yuan because he was also guilty.

If at that time he had refused me to slap Yuan's deeds this calamity would not have happened.

"Clara, can I please convince you? I promise I won't interfere with your life anymore because you won't marry me?"

'Not that I don't want Brother Yuan, but I'm doing this for Adel's sake. He loves you so much. So let me give in' Inner Clara reminded.

"I have forgiven Brother Yuan because I am also guilty. Now awake!"

Yuan's face sparkled. "Do you really want to forgive me?"

Clara nodded. "Yes." Yeah."

"Thank you Clara, thank you." Yuan peeked at the back of Clara's hand making the girl flinch and pulled her.

"Ah, sorry I was too happy earlier." Yuan groggy then sat back down. 

Clara just smiled and immediately her smile faded.

"Zi-Zidan …."

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