RED STAINS OF LOVERS

MORNING SICKNESS

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Clara opened both her eyes and immediately jumped out of bed as her stomach grew more turbulent. He vomited in the bathroom until his body felt weak like powerless.

Clara leaned against the wall, cleaned her mouth with the tissue there and sobbed. 

So heavy his life, from childhood it seemed like life never allowed him to be happy. Happiness had just approached him, but the storm was getting bigger. I think he just wants to die. 

Was he born to always suffer? When he looks at his friends, he is envious. They are very happy and do not bear heavy burdens like him.

'Sister Yuan' 

Every time he remembered that name his heart was in pain. I don't know what's wrong with him. Though she is not the type of girl who is easily captivated by the opposite sex, but somehow she easily falls in love with the man. In fact, since the first time they met the feeling of liking it had already appeared. 

It's just that at first he ignored because he already had Dion, but instead of getting lost the feeling was getting stronger until he did not hold it and it happened like now.

Is it wrong of him to love Yuan who is 7 years away from him? Does love not know age? Then what's wrong with her? 

No, he did not wrongly love Brother Yuan. It is wrong to play with his life until this disaster occurs.

 

Tok tok tok tok

"Claras?"

Someone knocked on his door and called his name. He wiped his two wet eyes. He should look fine, he should not be weak in front of Franda's mom. The woman had too much he bothered and he no longer wanted to add to his burden.

After making sure there was no trace of sadness, Clara went to the door and opened it.

Franda smiled. "Make milk for you." 

Clara stepped aside, giving the woman who had been so kind to her access. Franda kept the glass on the nightstand, then sat on the edge of the bed followed by Clara.

"Are you vomiting again, son, did you hear that from the outside?" tanyanya stared fixedly at Clara.

Clara nodded. "Yes, ma'am," he answered briefly and then lowered his head, his eyes glazed over.

Franda ma'am's hand outstretched stroking her hair. 

"Pity you, you should be with your husband at this time. Are you sure you don't want to meet that guy and hold him accountable?"

"Mom, Clara hates her so much. Kara …"

"But you love her too, right?"

Clara looked down deeply and sobbed. He did hate Yuan, but also loved her wholeheartedly. Back when he was with Dion he didn't feel the love he had for Yuan. Though they had not known him for a long time, but his love for Yuan was too great that he could not contain him.

"Clara, if she wanted to take responsibility and marry you, you wouldn't suffer this alone" she continued, wiping the head of the poor girl beside her.

"Come, mom. Clara doesn't want to hurt Adel, she loves him a lot."

"But you need him more than Adelia. I'm sure Adel will understand, you guys have been friends for a long time so there's no way Adelia …"

"Buuu .. please don't force Clara. Let Clara take this on alone. It would also be my fault if I didn't repay him that none of this would have happened." Clara lowered her head, two more tears slipping from her eyes.

Franda's hand stretched out rubbing her head gently. He felt very sorry for Clara, who was no different from his mother-Harnum. Pregnant out of wedlock. And strangely again they are both trapped in love triangle. Himself, Harnum, and Darma.

Franda leaves Clara alone after forcing her to finish the milk she made. Lately Clara looks thinner despite eating a lot, but because of vomiting in the morning makes the intake of nutrients absorbed by her body to be reduced.

Maybe he'll ask the doctor how to cope so that Clara does not vomit anymore.

***

Zidan and Adelia arrive at Clara's workplace, and as usual Zidan is immediately mobbed by his fans. Adelia escapes to save herself. Adelia never once knew Clara's workplace. It sounds strange, but it is the truth. 

Adelia doesn't like the outside world let alone going out at night. Not a person because his parents did not allow him, but he really did not like. If there is no urgent need Adelia prefers to be inside her house, indulging in her babysitter since infancy.

Looks like he just delivered a customer order.

Adelia did not answer, looking at Dinda closely.

"I think I've seen you before, but where?" 

Adelia found it funny, she had only first come to the place, but the girl beside her already felt pretentious to know her? Is this a new fraud mode?

"Ah yes I remember now, you are Adelia right, her friend Clara? Clara used to tell me about you."

Adelia's interested, maybe this girl's Clara's friend. Are they both working in this cafe? 

"Yes, I'm Adelia. You …"

Dinda reached out her hand and Adelia greeted him. "Minda. I'm Dinda. Clara's friend is here."

"Adelia Starla Sadewa's. Just call me Adel."

The two then engaged in conversation, Adelia asked a lot about Clara. And from here Adelia just found out that Clara's boyfriend is not Zidan, but Dion. 

'Dion? Dion's brother Yuan? Ah impossible, the residents of Jakarta are not many so surely not Dion?' Adelia sat there, thinking she didn't seem to know Clara completely. The proof of his best friend's girlfriend alone he doesn't know? What kind of friend is he?

"Day 2 days Clara did not enter work, contacted her number was not active. I think he's sick."

"Clara is not home, said her neighbor she left. Do you know any of Clara's other friends?"

Dinda was silent for a moment and then shook her head. As long as she knew Clara the girl was very secretive, Clara rarely told her about her life. Only occasionally is it only about college and Adelia.

"That's Dion. Dion!" Dinda waved at the man who had just walked into the cafe, Adelia's two eyes following. 

His mouth was half open and both eyes were perfectly patterned. 

How not? The Dion that Dinda meant was actually Dion who he knew himself, Dion his younger brother Yuan.

"Adel, how are you here, who is it? Which Yuan brother?" Dion flocked Adelia with his question, then dazed to find her brother-Yuan's whereabouts.

"Dion's? Do you work here or is this your cafe?" Adelia ignored Dion's question, and she asked back.

Adelia still can't believe that Dion is Clara's boyfriend. But why didn't Clara ever tell you? Or does he not understand his friend?

Adelia was disappointed because she had not paid much attention to Clara. It could have been all this time Clara lately turned quiet because the burden she bears is very heavy and does not know who to tell because she is too focused on Yuan. And Clara felt neglected finally leaving.

"Yes, who are you here with? Same with Yuan, right?" Dion repeated his question.

"No. Tuh ..." Adelia pointed her chin at Zidan who was serving her fans who asked to take a picture with her.

"Zidan?"

"Hu'um."

Dion then took a side-by-side to his room at Dinda's behind him.

"You know Dion, if Clara leaves the house?" Dinda asked as she closed the door to Dion's room. The man then sat down. Dinda sat in front of him.

"Go? Where'd clara go?" Dion's face looked ordinary, not a hint of worry. Is Clara no longer in her heart?

"I don't know either, I've called, but the number's off." 

"Oh."

That's the only answer that comes out of a man's mouth yes he used to say he loved Clara so much and will always be waiting for her.

'Why is Dion so bad? Has he forgotten Clara? Is that quick to forget?' in Dinda's mind, she wondered if Dion really loved her? And Clara who had been dating him for a long time easily forgotten Dion?

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