RED STAINS OF LOVERS

RED STAINS OF LOVERS

***

Clara is now sitting on the bed while occasionally wiping her two wet cheeks because her eyes are not ceasing to shed tears.

Franda ma faithfully accompanied him and heard Clara's narration that was telling him about the nestapa that befell him.

How unfortunate the fate of his best friend's son. 

"Then the man must take responsibility for his actions. It's nice if he's left alone. He's insulting you!" Frida said furiously after hearing the story from Clara.

Clara shakes. "No, ma. Clara hated him. Clara doesn't want to see him again." Clara's cry broke again, she really didn't want to meet Yuan. 

The girl's body was held in her arms. She knew what Clara felt like now, she had not only lost her chastity, but also her pride as an honorable woman.

"Then what do you want?"

 

Clara took off a hug, rubbing both of her wet cheeks.

"Clara wants to get away from this town. Clara's sure she'll be looking for Clara again."

"But where did you go? You got no one but your father?"

Clara shook her head, she herself did not know where to go? He just wanted to get out of his house.

Franda thought for a moment.

"You want to stay with mom?"

"If it wasn't a hassle."

"Of course not, I'm happy because I have friends, I live alone and I'm always lonely."

Seeing Clara's attitude so hurt came the suspicion that the girl seemed to love the man who had destroyed her pride.

"Clara, can I ask you something?"

Clara nodded. "Yes, mom. Ask me."

"Do you love her?"

Clara was silent, down. 

Yes, he had pondered many times and rightly, he loved Yuan even very deeply. He just doesn't want to compete with his best friend.

"Yes, ma'am, Clara loves him. But he insulted me. I hate him. Mom, please take me away from here. I don't want to see him again!"

Franda nodded, then told Clara to rest. He will wait for Darma to come home to explain Clara's situation. She knew Darma must be disappointed, but she also knew the man loved Clara so much that it was impossible to hurt her.

At around 3pm Darma came home and Franda's mom told her everything about her daughter as well as about Clara's desire to get out of the house for a while.

Darma is not angry, he is disappointed in himself for not being able to look after his only daughter.

"Is this my karma, Franda? I destroyed Harnum's future once, and now someone else is doing the same to my son?"

***

Franda's mother helped Clara lie down. After discussing and arguing with Darma, the man finally allowed Franda's mother to bring Clara to live with him despite her heavy heart.

"Now sleep, here you are safe. I'll take care of you." He bought Clara's head with a pity.

Clara was crying again. "Thank you very much, ma'am. Clara doesn't know what to do to repay mom's kindness. I want to put up with me who's dirty and there's a red stain on …"

"Sstttt .. "Mum Franda put her index finger to Clara's lips so she wouldn't continue speaking.

"Here, don't go on! Forget sadness! I'll always take care of you and the baby in your womb."

Swiping the surface of Clara's stomach, Clara's crying increasingly heavy. His future is ruined. All the dreams he had designed were messy.

"Now rest, calm down, pity your baby if you continue to grieve!" She had drawn a blanket to cover Clara's body.

"Mother stay first, you sleep! I'll wake up!" Clara nodded.

Franda's mother got up from her seat but stopped her because Clara was preventing her. She looked at the woman similar to her mother.

Franda smiled, she knew the meaning of Clara's gaze which represented her gratitude. He then kissed Clara on the forehead before leaving the room.

Clara woke up and sat on the back of the bed, her mind was confused, her soul was empty.

Somehow he must live his days later. People would insult him for having children outside of marriage. Now who wants to marry a girl who has been called mother.

'Brother Yuan, don't you feel what I feel? I love you with all my heart until I fall into an unforgivable sin. But what's your reply? You just think of me as a worthless and cheap woman. Don't you love me for a bit other than your prejudices all along?'

'Oh, Brother Yuan. If you weren't that bad judging me maybe I could still forgive you because I'm guilty too.'

Clara realized that Yuan's actions would not continue if she prevented him instead of replying with the same affection, of course this would never happen. But everything has happened, there is no point in being regretted. The red stain has now sprouted, inevitably he has to account for his own actions.

The surface of his stomach is still flat.

"I'm sorry, son. You exist because of a mistake that is not based on the love of your father. I'm sorry you were born later without a father holding you, playing with you, running around. But I promise you, I will always be there for you, with you, taking care of you as much as I can. I won't eliminate you. I'll raise you even without your father."

How strange life is, so many people who sin many times but never bear it. While he only once braved the sin, even that because he could not hold back his love, but had to bear his sin. Is life so cruel to her? Just now he was a little happy because his father had changed.

But now nestapa just doubling him ceaselessly.

"Mother, forgive Clara for upsetting me. If you were alive, you would be ashamed to have a child like me. Pregnant with no husband, but blame Clara for falling in love?"

No answer, Clara stared blankly at the ceiling of Franda's room as if looking for answers. And tired of finally Clara sleeps.

***

Clara opened her eyes slowly as she felt her shoulders shake her. The smile of the sincere woman expanded.

"It's late in the afternoon, you take a shower after that prayer!"

Clara got up and sat down, collecting her life that had not yet fully returned. Then his sight went out. He only remembered that this morning he was taken to Franda's house because he wanted to avoid Yuan. Remembering all that Clara so remembered her nest again, her face was moody.

"Here you go, don't grieve for long. There is a mother who will always take care of you. I know it's hard for you especially you're so young" he said, his hands sticking out of Clara's wet cheeks.

"Now you wake up, take a shower, keep praying. Ask for calm, I'm sure you can get through all these trials" Clara nodded.

Really, he was very lucky to be met with a woman as good as Franda's mother as a substitute for a mother he had never seen other than in photos. If his mother were still alive, he would protect and love her like Franda's mother.

Seriate 

Good night, don't forget to vote, enter the shelves, review yes. Thanks everyone.