RED STAINS OF LOVERS

CLARA'S HEART WOUND

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Clara shakes. "Go, brother, don't make my heart hurt." 

Her tears flowed back and soaked her two white cheeks. Clara realized she wasn't Clara half an hour ago. Now he is just a body that has been stained not because of the foundation of love, but because of sheer lust.

Yuan tried to grab Clara's hand, but the girl brushed her off.

"Sister, I don't want to see you anymore!" Clara turned her face to the side. And it made Yuan sick, he hurt the heart of the woman he loved so much.

"Sister, go! Let me alone!" throw Clara out once again, she really wants to be alone now. He wants to cry to his fullest.

Yuan did not want to see Clara getting hurt because of her actions. With a giant step the man left the house Clara with a heart so broken.

During his stay abroad he admitted that he often changed girlfriends and even slept with them, but none of them were still holy. It is very difficult to find women who are still virgins over the age of 17 years there.

And now he feels so sinful because he has accidentally snatched the sanctity of the woman he loves. And the severity of why was Clara did not prevent it, but instead reply so fondly every fondness so that he forgot the land.

While in the room Clara pulled a blanket to cover her still plain body. His heart was so broken, the love he had was so great for the man that he resigned the man to fondle him, he was willing to give up everything even though he knew what he was doing would ruin his own future.

"Sister Yuan, did you not see my great love for you, until I was willing to give up everything because I could not hold this love alone. I thought you loved me a little, but I was wrong. You just look at me so low in your eyes. You just bandage yourself with lust."

Clara's tears are getting heavy and left without the intention of removing it. She not only lost her chastity, but her pride as a good woman was trampled on.

Clara cried all night. Fortunately, his father did not return until morning.

Before dawn Clara washed the bed linen stained with her virginity blood with a slashed heart. He did not expect that all this would happen to him.

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"Dad, where did you come from, why did you just come home?" clara asked when she saw Darma coming home, the man looked very tired.

"Dad ain't drunk anymore, is he?" Clara was afraid that her father, who had not recovered, was drinking again.

Darma shook his head and sat down in front of Clara who was having breakfast.

"Here, you keep it for your needs." Darma placed a few pieces of red money in front of Clara.

"What's this, dad?"

"It's just a little but it's halal, last night I worked at a restaurant that was open 24 hours. And that's his pay. But not how much with the money that you have taken repeatedly. I'm sorry Clara's father, because I've been behaving badly with you all this time. Father regrets. Forgive dad?" 

Covered both hands in front of his face, his eyes glazed over.

Clara fell silent with tears beginning to break, she was deeply moved to see her father had now completely changed.

"Daddy promise, I'll be the best dad for you. You believe in me as a father, if ..." 

Clara stood up and hugged Darma tightly. 

"Enough dad! Clara believes in me, Clara believes. Clara I have a father." Clara's cries spilled over Darma's shoulders, the man returning his daughter's embrace.

For the first time Darma felt his heart so warm, all this time being a father was a burden for him.

'Harnum, from now on I promise to make our daughter happy. I promise.' Inner Darma, a glimpse of the man was like seeing his late wife smile at him and then disappear.

After preparing breakfast for her father, Clara returned to her room. He had no intention of going to college or going to work today, other than his body still hurts all Clara just wanted to be alone in the room, she just wanted to cry.

Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok

"Clara," call Darma from behind the door.

"Yes for a minute!" With a lazy movement Clara moved from her bed to open her father's door.

Usually Clara never locked the door of her room, but because she did not want to be disturbed so she locked it.

"Yes, do you need anything?" His voice sounded very weak and both eyes were swollen from crying for too long.

Darma. "Aren't you in college?" tanyanya because Clara has not yet gone to college when it was noon.

"No, Clara's not feeling well anymore."

"You sick? Why are your eyes swollen?" There was anxiety on his old face.

"Clara is okay. Clara's just sauces and sleep deprivation last night, I don't have to worry about Clara. Clara just needs to rest."

"Yes if that's what you want. Oh, you want to go?"

"Where else are you going, dad just came home, you're still tired?"

"What's wrong, I'm not tired. I just want to see a friend. You rest, if you need something, ask for help, Miss Nabila!"

Nabila is the son of her neighbors who are two years above Clara, but she is very good to Clara and her father, often giving them food.

Clara just nodded then grabbed her father's hand and then put it on her cheek.

"Be careful!"

"Yes." Yeah."

Clara closed the door again and sat down in her study chair, staring at the portrait of her late mother that Darma had given her a few days ago.

"Mother, Clara is dirty now. Sorry Clara for not being able to take care of herself. You must be disappointed in Clara?" Clara grabbed the frame and held it in her chest as if Harnum was hugging her.

"Mom, Clara needs a mom. Clara misses the same, mother."

Clara continued to hold the portrait of her mother while crying out all the sadness until she was tired of crying.

But the rice had become porridge, regretted as whatever was lost on him would never return again. All he had to do now was to rise from the slump. He couldn't have kept it like this.

"I can't be whiny. I have to be strong. I can't be weak just because that jerk ruined my future."

Clara wiped her tears and stood up after turning to the clock that was stuck to the wall.

"There's still an hour left, I have to go to college, at least for dad's sake."

Clara prepared after that immediately went to her campus. 

While waiting for the jol that he had ordered earlier a car stopped right in front of him. And Clara knows exactly whose car it is.

The driver came down and approached Clara with a faint face because like Clara, Yuan could not sleep all night. He kept thinking about his sin to Clara.

"You want to come here any more? Not content to destroy my pride?" attack Clara with a hostile face, whether to go where the love he has for the man who is now standing in front of him with his face down.

Yuan was about to grab Clara's hand, but the girl crossed her hands across her chest even threw her face to the side.

"Clara please forgive me, I'm sorry. Please give me your forgiveness, I love you so much, Clara."

Quickly Clara turned her face to look at Yuan. His heart trembled slightly hearing Yuan say love to him, but he was pierced strongly. He did not want to go back and finally his heart was broken.

"Love? Did I not hear wrong, brother?" clara said in a derogatory tone.

"Then what are you dating Adelia? Wanna play him?" continued. 

Yuan was silent, answered Clara also would not believe if she was dating Adelia just wanted to make Clara jealous and hurt because she had refused a date with him.

Seeing Yuan silent Clara attacked him again. "Oh I know, Brother Yuan does like to play with women's hearts and after getting the one you want Yuan's brother will throw it away."

"No, Clara, I'm not like that. I admit I was wrong for dating Adelia but I really love you." Yuan said that in earnest, but Clara was wounded and humiliated.

"Gee, Brother Yuan, I don't have time for anything unimportant. Oh yes thank you for the hurt and humiliation you gave, I hope after this we will never see you again."

After saying that Clara immediately went up to the bully who had just come.

Yuan just silently watched Clara's body get further and further away from her. 

"Do you hate me so much that you don't apologize, Clara?"

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