RED STAINS OF LOVERS

MISCARRIAGE

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Adelia was pacing around in front of a room, she was agitated, anxious, scared, and also confused mixed into one. She regained her words when she had just arrived at the hospital with Clara still unconscious.

"This friend is pregnant should not be too tired this way. Now you come out first let the doctor handle it!" Dispel the nurse while checking on Clara.

"A-what, sus? Ha-pregnant?"

"Yes, your friend is two months pregnant."

"But that's impossible, sus. He is still in college and not married. Sister, don't joke. Can't my friend be pregnant?"

Adelia's mind was completely dead-end. Clara's pregnant? With who? Zidan? Is this the reason his best friend left the house and disappeared? 

'Clara, why is something this big you hiding from me? Don't you think I'm elo's best friend, sodara elo? Why would you lie to me, Cla? Less good what the hell am I the same elo? All this time I always tell any problems I'm the same elo, but elo .. elo have the heart, save your own problems elo. Elo evil, Cla. Evil Elo!'

Angry, upset, feeling betrayed, lied to, feeling unregarded. Adelia didn't think Clara was that nice to her? Hiding something this important? Adelia is disappointed why Clara never told her. Though all this time there was no secret to him that Clara did not know.

But then Adelia thought maybe Clara did this for some reason. Yes definitely. And then he'll ask if Clara's conscious, she should know why Clara lied to him? 

And Zidan? If it was Zidan who did it, why wasn't he responsible? 

Waitie? Is it because of this that Zidan becomes possessive of Clara as if afraid of something happening to Clara and the baby? 

"Are they not married to Diem?"

"Adelia ..." Someone's call blew Adelia away.

"Zidan ..." called him as he looked at Zidan who had just arrived with a face that looked anxious.

"Where's Sella? She why? Why is it like this? What happened to him quickly say!" Feelings of anxiety and worry about something happening to Clara as well as the baby. Fear Clara miscarried.

"Prophe, Zidan, Clara is being treated by a doctor. Let's wait a minute" said Adelia to calm Zidan.

Zidan beristighfar then scooped his face, anxiety and worry make his emotions difficult to control. 

Not long after the door opened. Zidan went to the doctor and asked Clara.

"Are you a patient?"

"I'm her husband, doc."

The doctor looked at Zidan's appearance. In his mind it was like he could not believe that Zidan was Clara's husband. Maybe because he was still both young, the age of Clara and Zijdan was only 1 year adrift so it was natural that he was a little less trusting. Not to mention the familiar face of Zidan.

"Your wife and baby are okay. He was just shocked to faint. Your wife is pregnant young so do not let her do strenuous activities because it will harm her fetus" explained the middle-aged doctor.

"Okay doc, I'll be more careful to take care of it."

"It should. Then excuse me."

"Thank you so much doc."

"Together." Then passed.

Zidan went straight into the room where Clara lay with her eyes closed following Adelia behind him. Zidan immediately sat down on the chair beside Clara, grabbed the girl's hand and grasped it tightly.

"Darling, how come this is what you did until it happened like this? You know, I'm really worried that something's going on with you guys. I'm sorry I failed to take care of you, but I promise I won't leave you again." 

Zidan's voice trembled as it held back the cry. Seeing Clara helplessly disintegrate him, he loves Clara more than himself. The love that is getting bigger, even though he knows Clara does not love him, but it does not necessarily make him disappointed and hurt.

He's willing to do whatever Clara's happy. Just being around her made her happy.

Adelia was just silently pecking at Clara's bedside, watching Zidan who seemed to love Clara very much. There were actually a lot of questions he wanted to ask, but it seemed like the timing was not right. 

Adelia came out when her cell phone rang with a sign of a call coming in. His face immediately sparkled as soon as he saw who was calling him.

"Hello brother? What's up?"

"Where are you?"

"At the hospital, brother."

"Who is sick? You sick?" The sound of worry in Yuan's voice made both corners of Adelia's lips curl upwards.

"Not but …"

Tut tut tut tut

"Who's dead, hello, brother? Well, finish the batrai again. Ck."

Adelia was upset that she forgot to charge her phone last night. And damn again he forgot to bring powerbank and charger. Maybe because of the rush effect due to bad luck. Actually he was awake at dawn, but then went to sleep again because he was still sleepy. Be her misfortune, plus her car tire leaking yeast in the middle of the road.

Adelia re-enters and Clara realizes that she does not want to look at Adelia. He felt guilty for his friend. With this incident Adelia must have known if she was pregnant.

He must be prepared to accept Adelia's wrath, and then what will he have to answer later? My God, why is his life this complicated?

Adelia said goodbye because it was late afternoon and promised to come again tomorrow.

"You're confused if you're looking for answers if Adel asks about your pregnancy?" ask Zidan who seems to understand his anxiety.

"Huh? How do you know?"

Clara doesn't understand why Zidan always knows what's on his mind. Is Zidan a psychic who can read people's minds?

Zidan smiled. "You forgot? Did I tell you a lot about what I don't know about you?"

"Ck, am I serious, Zi?"

"I'm serious too." Zidan moved to sit on the bed. "I love you so much, I'll do whatever you want to be happy."

Without being asked two tears fell down his cheeks. Clara was so moved, how much Zidan loved her while the one in her heart was another man. Is this fair to Zidan?

"No crying, I was wrong?" The rubbing of Clara's cheeks.

"No-no. Who is crying? This is ... It's a flickering coke." 

Clara threw her face aside from being so embarrassed to cry in front of Zidan even though this was not the first time she had done that. That time and that time, but somehow now he's so embarrassed.

"Sella …" 

Slowly Clara looked back at Zidan, their eyes meeting and locking each other. Clara saw in both of Zidan's eyes that there was so much love for her. 

"Zi, why are you so nice to me?"

"Emmm ... Why? Guess why?"

"Oh, asked by the name?" Clara is upset that Zidan did not answer but instead throws a question back at her.

Zidan laughed at Clara's pouting face. "You're making me gemes if you're pouting like a gini." Zidan pinched Clara's cheek which Chaby made Clara laugh happily.

I don't know, every time Zidan was light, and he felt very comfortable around the guy?

"I want to call your dad Franda, don't go anywhere, okay?" Zidan's message which he answered with a nod of his head, looked at Zidan's back which then disappeared behind the door.

"You deserve better me, Zi, but why do you choose me who already has nothing, let alone a stain in my body that will grow bigger. I know you can accept us, but can I love you as much as you have?"

He said that his stomach was a little distended.

Oh, if time could be turned back, he would not do anything stupid and blinded by love, of course he would dedicate it all to Zidan if the man was right to marry him.

The door opens again and Zidan enters, but not alone. He's with his dad and Franda's mom. The woman immediately hugged him affectionately, while Darma just kissed his forehead and rubbed his head.

"With Om Darma here, there is something I want to say the same, Om?"

All eyes were on Zidan, and so was Clara. Both of his eyes locked onto Zidan.

"What is Nak Zidan?"

Zidan took a breath first. "Om, please marry me to Clara right away."

"Huh ..."

Seriate