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Along the way home Zidan kept thinking about Yuan's delirium, the name Yuan called in his subconscious completely disturbed his mind.
Was the Clara that Yuan meant was Clara the same person he knew? But it felt like there was no way Clara could know a person like Yuan? The problem if you look at the state of Yuan-feel impossible if Clara who Yuan Intent is Clara friend of his High School.
"Hopefully it wasn't you who Yuan meant Clara to be?" muttered Zidan involuntarily. Fortunately, Roby who was focused on driving did not hear his murmur.
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"Well, why brother?" Adelia glanced at Clara who was focusing on her book.
As usual, the girl will study after college. And Adelia will faithfully wait for him until Clara is done.
But this time a little different, if Adilia usually chat with her friend who has not come home now there is someone who always calls her when her college hours are over.
Clara was indifferent even as if she had not heard Adelia making out with Yuan through a cellular connection.
But who knew if the rumble in his chest felt extremely tormenting to him. However, Clara tried to be ordinary. Clara doesn't want to let her best friend know she's feeling extreme jealousy.
["Nothing, I'll take you home?"] Yuan's voice was across the phone.
"Mmmm .. may but Adel take the car. How about Adel's car if Brother Yuan picks up Adel?" Adel was very spoiled making Yuan who was there careless.
Yuan likes an independent girl.
["Looks later. Will I take you to see it tonight?"]
"Well, Adel's gonna wait tonight."
They were still continuing the chatter, occasionally Clara glanced as Adelia laughed or whined spoiled like a child.
Clara smiled in the pain her heart felt now. He was happy to see his best friend happy. Let him heal the wounds he feels. As a good friend, shouldn't you?
"Hi, are you going home yet?"
Suddenly the two girls are surprised Zidan's appearance from behind. They just left the classroom.
The two girls looked at him at the same time. Both Clara and Adelia are shocked to see Zidan on their campus. What's that selebgram doing on campus? Are you creating content to upload on your sosmed?
"Zidan, what are you doing here? Make content?" adelia asked, a few days ago Clara had told if she met Zidan.
And Adelia also met accidentally in a shopping mall while she was shopping with her nanny.
"From tomorrow I'm one of the students at this college."
"Seriously?" Clara couldn't believe that what Zidan said a few days ago in the cafe wasn't a joke, Zidan actually moved to his college.
They walked to the parking lot. There had been Yuan already waiting for Adelia with a flower in her hand.
Adelia approached Yuan who immediately gave her flowers to Adelia.
"You likey?" Yuan asked glanced at Clara deliberately to heat up.
Clara turned her face away, there was a welling up water point on her eyelids. His chest felt tight watching Adelia who was spoiling on Yuan's arm.
Zidan who was aware of the situation began to understand when he saw Yuan, the person he helped the day after tomorrow.
"Yes" replied Clara in short.
Clara then lowered her head again, she did not dare to raise her face because she would definitely see the scene that would make her heart ache. Her tears that had clouded her vision.
"Don't cry Clara, don't cry! You must be strong. Remember your goal of not thinking about love anymore." Clara tried to strengthen her heart, she had promised not to think of any man. He wants to achieve his goal of becoming a successful person.
Zidan hugged Clara from the side, he now understood if what Yuan called his name back then was true Clara of his High School friend.
"Oh, so that elo's girlfriend that you're hiding from me is apparently Zidan? Why don't you ever tell me the same story?" Suddenly Adelia was already nearby with Yuan putting his hand on her shoulder.
Clara opened her mouth to deny that it was not Zidah she was referring to, but Dion, her co-worker at the cafe but Zidan interrupted first.
"Yes, we've been dating for a long time. Actually I want to tell you, but Clara forbids. Don't you, honey?" Zidan slightly pressed his hand on Clara's shoulder, gesturing if he should just say yes.
Clara smiled.
While Yuan was like burning his heart, his jaw hardened and his reddened face held back his anger.
Yuan ceaselessly labeled Clara in his heart as a woman who likes to change partners. Yuan hates Clara even more and is fed up with Clara.
After a short chat they then split after Adelia proposed to double date tonight. Clara was about to refuse but again Zidan answered first.
Zidan repeatedly turned to Clara who had just been silent while staring out the car glass. Zidan understood that Clara was grieving because of Yuan.
"You love that guy, don't you, Sella?" Zidan finally opened his voice. Clara looked back and then looked out the window.
"No. Why are you talking about that?"
"Your mouth can say no but your eyes can't lie. Why don't you be honest with yourself?"
Actually, that sentence was more appropriate for himself. Since he was in the 2nd grade of High School he has put his heart on Clara. It was just that he was too cowardly to be frank with the girl.
And now he is still like a loser, but he who is now not the Zidan who was. Who does not know Zidan Adi Mahendra. Selebgram and youtuber with millions of followers.
However, when dealing with Clara still he was like Zidan who used to be, Zidan who was always insecure in front of Clara.
Clara took a deep breath, how much she tried to hide her feelings but in fact was very easily known by Zidan.
"What a surprise?" Clara turned to Zidan, watching the man who was focusing on driving.
Zidan did not reply, only turned his head a glance and then looked back at the road.
Silent for a moment, Clara was arranging her heart to always be tough to face everything.
"But it's no use. Brother Yuan already belongs to Adelia. I don't want to compete with my own friends. I'm happy, if Adelia is happy too. Anyway ..." Adelia paused her speech, took a breath to oxygenate her heart that was throbbing pain.
"I don't want to think about love anymore, right now I just want to focus on college so that it ends quickly and find a better job again."
Dismissed Zidan's hope of having Clara at this time, the girl had already sealed her heart tightly. But Zidan still hopes that one day Clara will open the door of his heart again and he hopes that Clara will give him permission to fill his heart.
Not only that, Zidan hopes that Clara will be his life companion later.
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