Reaching Dreams

Chapter 32

When I eat it doesn't taste bad, there's a lot I'm thinking.

"Ilyas, why are you daydreaming all the time ?"arya asked surprised me

"It's okay, I'm not daydreaming"

"We are your friend Yas, those fellow friends should help each other. Ms. Nana will again be in surgery so we just pray that it will be smooth and will heal again soon" said Adin

But that's not all I'm thinking about, I don't understand my mother, why doesn't she understand ? All you have in mind is money and money. Money from my craft, the plan I want to give to my friends even though they say they don't expect it, but still they will need it. Not only that, the money for the needs of Ibu Nana in the hospital because there will certainly be other costs. But I also do not want to be considered a child of disobedience, maybe the money will be partly I give to Mother.

"Yes Yas, if there is a problem you just tell us the same story. Do not hesitate, goods times we can help" said Tomi

Maybe they're right, I tell them the same, but that doesn't mean I'm going to expose my own family's disgrace. I'll just tell you the point, I can't handle this matter myself.

"If we can't help, maybe we can provide a solution" Jefri said

"I'll tell you later but not here"

"Judah if so, we eat first" replied Arya

Maybe I can ask for a solution, what should I do now. After we finished eating, we all went back to the hospital, I also wrapped the food for Mr. Jamal. When I saw that Mr. Jamal had entered Mom's room, I immediately ran followed by my friends.

"Mother's going to the operation now, sir ?"

"Yes, son, now you want to move it to the operating room"

"Hopefully the operation is smooth sir"

"She wants to do'a"

Mother was pushed by the nurse in the operating room, we all took her. I saw the Father was so sad to see the condition of Mother, while walking I heard the voice of Mother who was lying 'La ilaha illallah, Muhammadur Rasulullah... La ilaaha illallah, Muhammadur the Prophet... La ilaaha illallah, Muhammadur the Prophet... O Allah, sincere servant and ready to face You, I leave everything to You... I want the last time I live, I want to see my son. I hope he gets home, I miss him so much. But if that's not possible, I want my husband and Ilyas to accompany me. When my son does not come, you present a righteous son to me. I've been happy since Ilyas lived with me, even though he's not my son but I've considered him my own son. If I die, please take care of them Allah protect them and may Ilyas be successful and useful to the nation'

"Mom don't say weird, I have to be strong I can definitely get through it. I beg you to hold on, me and I really love Mom" I told Mother

They all saw me who suddenly said that, I forgot that only I could hear it. After being in the operating room, Mom was immediately put inside we were all waiting for her outside.

"I'm sorry, sir !" running

"Ilyas, where are you going ?" answer me, you scream

"Yes, where are you going ?" my friends screamed

I turned my body

"I'm going to the bathroom first" I said

I went to the mushola, I took the ablution water and then immediately prayed. Right now I'm in surgery, I want to pray for Mom to have it all launched. I closed my eyes and kept praying to Allah. I pictured Mom's face, until it felt like I had gone into Mom's subconscious. Whether I was where, around me there were so many beautiful flowers, green grass, blue sky, fresh air anyway very beautiful. It was the first time I saw such a beautiful place like this, until suddenly someone called me.

"Ilyas ! Ilyas !"

I turned my body, in front of there I saw that there was Bu Nana who was standing smiling. His face was so freshly glowing, he was wearing white clothes.

"Mother ..... I approached her, Me and Mom sitting in long chairs.

"What are you doing here ?"

"I mean Mom, what ?"

"You must not be sad, Mother has been called by God to face Him"

"Mom don't say that, me and Dad still want to be with Mom"

"Every human being will come back, son, we live in this world only for a while. You must be sincere, please take care of Father yes you are the only person you can trust"

"But Ma'am, Ilyas felt the affection of a mother this time. Ilyas never got the affection of my own mother, I want to feel the affection of Ilyas for much longer"

"Whatever happens, you must still love your mother. She is your mother, the one who has brought you into this world. You have to respect it, I'm sure one day your mother will change. Right now you have to keep looking after him, never fight back and make him disappointed or cry"

"Yes Ma'am, Ilyas has always loved Mom. But Ilyas was confused, now must how to deal with it"

"You must remain patient, never fight or hurt him. Follow all his will, God willing, will be a blessing if you sincerely give him. Everything you're doing now to your mother, she's gonna wake up one day"

"Yes ma'am, Ilyas will obey Mother's orders"

"Now you study diligently, increase your worship, achieve your dreams as high as possible. Dig up as much knowledge as possible, never give up and despair. If it is above later, you should never look up, look down at the struggle you have been through. Never be arrogant, be humble, be Ilyas who never changes now"

"Okay Ma'am, Ilyas will remember your advice at any time. I'll just be myself, I'll never change"

Up ahead there was a light from the sky

"It's time for you to go, take good care of yourself and take care of you" Mother stood up and walked forward

"Mothers... Don't go, ma'am..." I cried while chasing after Mom

"You're a good boy and strong, you can get through it"

When she was right under the light, Mom flew into the sky and she waved her hand.

"Yumuuuuuu...... Ibuuuuu..... Ibuuuu..... Don't go, ma'am... !"

Mom kept flying up until the light took her away.

"Abuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu....... !"

I realized that while I was reciting in the mosque, I immediately stood up and ran to the operating room. And sure enough, Mom had come out of her operating room, her whole body covered in cloth. I saw that my father and friends were taking Mom out of the operating room.

"Ibuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. "I ran while crying.

Then I stopped and opened the cloth that covered her face. And sure enough, it's my mom I'm really so sad I cried all over. I hugged her and kept crying, she was like my own mother her affection was so sincere to me.

"Ibuuuuuuuu don't leave Ilyas Ma'am.... !

"Patience son, you must be sincere Mother has calmed down in nature there" Father himself cried

"Yes Yas, you're patient" my friends calmed me down

Mother was brought back by the sisters, she was moved and was taking care of all her letters. Mother will be bathed soon because no more family will see. Just this time I was really fragile, it felt like my heart was really tight, my body felt limp. But I have to be sincere, if I keep crying then Mom will be there too. I have to be completely sincere, I have to accept this reality. Mother is happy in nature with God, she will no longer feel pain. God loves you more, I will always send you a do'a.