Rasidha Bidadari Clear-eyed

Chapter 50 - The loss of my chastity

The next day, Rasidha wept to find himself, who was not wearing clothes, looking at his innocent body behind the blanket. Still remembering how Felix treated her, it was still recorded so clearly that the actions of the rightful man to be her husband had broken his promise, he could not see his face in the mirror and began to hate his body when he felt disgust. 

"I'm no longer holy," she sank her face, crying out all that was in her heart as well as her feelings. He could not face his family or Afif, and already if he would fight Ravana and return home still holy. But reality is not as beautiful as hope. 

Rasidha continued to cry, remembering how Felix was so rough and even his clothes were torn. "What should I do now? I don't dare go back to mom and dad." The occasional whimper. 

Rasidha heard clearly the gurgling sound of water from the bathroom and also the whistling of someone he had memorized very much. Felix immediately came out of the bathroom and smiled wryly at the sight of his crying wife. 

"Sorry, I played a little rough. I've also ordered new clothes for you, take a shower and clean yourself up!" said Felix who smiled with satisfaction.

"You're evil!" rasidha's people who want to vent his frustration. 

"Of course, don't you enjoy it too? What needs to be cried? We've become a couple and an intimate relationship is natural, if you refuse it? Then until morning you will be cursed." Said Felix who secretly studied Islamic science, but he could not apply the others. 

"Do you think I'm going to back down with my decision to divorce?" Rasidha challenged Felix, fed up with the man's demeanor. 

"really? I'm pretty sure that you'll soon be pregnant with my son, and you'll be getting harder and harder to divorce. Oho, I know! You wait for the white riding prince to come pick you up? But unfortunately it won't happen, because I made sure you were pregnant with my son. If one attempt fails then I will try again." 

Rasidha felt hurt, took the vase next to her and threw it at the husband who had taken her chastity. "Stay away from me! I hate you!" her hysterical screeches, throwing anything within reach while covering her smooth body with a white blanket. 

Felix was angry to see Rasidha who said he hated her, even the look on the woman's eyes also described a fire of disappointment. He climbed into the bed holding his wife's hand, clutching tightly also smothered the woman's mouth. "If you go on a rampage like this, don't blame me last night will happen again." 

"I don't care, what's the difference with that? Even if you have my body, it doesn't mean with my heart. Just enjoy my body to the fullest of your heart, but when you touch it at that moment my hatred grows." Kecam Rasidha who glared at Felix sharply. 

Pelix could see how Rasidha who looked different, there was a slight pain and sliced in the heart hearing the words that were thrown at him. He immediately got out of bed and out of the hotel room by slamming the door first. 

Rasidha saw Felix's departure and cried out a sense of disappointment to himself, he immediately went from the bed to the bathroom. Turning on the shower and enjoying every drop of water that soaked her body, she came back crying while rubbing her body violently. "I hate that guy.I hate him." Her strangler who is still traumatized how the husband forced and also played rough. He felt pain in his sensitive part, making him very uncomfortable. 

Long enough Rasidha cleansed himself, even rubbing his body hard hoping that the shadow Felix touched was gone. But that didn't happen, the haunting shadow was like a frightening specter and she still couldn't believe that her husband was disavowing her words. 

Rasidha came out of the bathroom after two hours inside, a hotel maid came with a shari'i suit for her and placed it on the bed. 

"Mr Felix asked you to come down and eat with him, Madam." Maid. 

"Tell him I don't have a taste for food!" cetus Rasidha shut the door and changed his clothes. Seeing the shar'i clothes on the bed, as if making him reluctant to touch. But she had no other choice, nothing she could wear and was forced to wear it as well. 

"Have you delivered it?" said someone who stood looking out the window with a straight forward look. 

"Already sir, but the madam said no appetite." 

"Good sir."

Rasidha held her hungry stomach, and the sound of the doorbell ringing again. He opened and saw another hotel waiter delivering food. 

"It's food for you." 

"Is that from my husband?" 

"No, it's room service." 

"Hem, okay." Rasidha immediately took the food and did not hesitate to eat it. 

"I've delivered it Mr." 

"Hem, great. Make sure she's safe and secure at this hotel!" said Alex who is in full power at that place, because he is the owner. 

After eating, do not forget Rasidha pronounce hamdalah as gratitude given pleasure. She was about to stand up but grimaced in pain as she felt at the bottom the pain of her husband's breakthrough. 

"How did I escape? Walk away I'm in trouble." His wiriness, but his strong determination to run away remained smoldering in the heart. 

Rasidha walked out of the hotel room while in a daze looking at the quiet surrounding atmosphere, she immediately came out while feeling safe. 

"Ehem." Deheman someone who had come out of nowhere scared Rasidha and turned his head, looking a handsome man he did not know. 

Rasidha did not care about the man and was about to leave, but who would have thought if it turned out that the man was a man from her husband. Felix came when he got the report, he was annoyed and annoyed with the attitude of his wife who always just ran away. "He was so childish, blurred every chance. But he forgot who I was." He murmured in his heart while hissing. 

Rasidha was surprised to see Felix, who was behind him, speeding up his footsteps but to no avail as several people surrounded his path. 

"Where are you going to run?" Felix sighed while shaking his head. 

"Are they your men?" 

"Of course." Felix answered casually. "You're so naughty, you always run away. Is my warning lacking?" Felix immediately carried his wife's tiny body to the hotel room. 

Rasidha continued to rebel, not Felix his name if he could not make his wife speechless without a fight. "Do you want what happened last night to happen again?"