Rasidha Bidadari Clear-eyed

Chapter 47 - Meeting of Rasidha and Afif

Rasidha stared out the open window, letting her into the room. She wiped away her tears that had always been coming out by herself endlessly, thinking of the fate of someone who depended on her. 

"Can you come in?" someone walked in with a tray of peeled fruit, knowing how the sad princess was. Sacred placed the tray she had in her hand on the nightstand, after which she touched Rasidha's shoulder very gently. 

Rasidha hugged her mother very tightly, crying releasing her entire burden. Suci was very surprised but he did not ask anything more, giving comfort in each embrace, stroking the hair of the child who was long decomposed and looked wavy. 

"Cry how long you want, let go of all your burdens today." The Holy Speaker who felt pity. 

Rasidha deepened his embrace further, following the mother's words that made him even better. 

"Are you content to be sad?" selin asked who framed her son's face using both hands. Rasidha nodded his head quickly. "Look, honey, I didn't mean to yell at you. But among us he's the one who worries about you the most. He was so worried about you, let alone the one who was hurt the most when he saw your torture tape actually made him very angry and the most hurt." 

"I know that you love me so much, and I love you too. But I feel guilty Mom, Amayra came by begging that I could help her to find the whereabouts of Afif mas." 

"Yes, I get it. Seeing the anxiety of Amayra as her brother Afif, but mother also can not let you endanger your own life. Helping people is very good, but first look at your condition which also requires protection. We all know how Felix will definitely not stay silent and try to find your whereabouts." 

"What about Afif, Mom? Until now no one has found it." 

"Mother also did not know where the young man had gone, but entrust this to Khalik. Don't put you in that world, which I see that you still have feelings for." Holy Light with his gaze. 

"A-I don't have any feelings for her," lied Rasidha who was very nervous, holding her chest slowly and feeling her broken heart as well. 

"If you are a match, no one can change it. Your father did forbid you to search directly, but he has deployed many people to search for the whereabouts of the Afif ustadz. Don't worry about anything, I'll go first and eat the peeled fruits." Suci left the place after closing the door he opened. 

Rasidha remained silent, thinking of the words of his mother that were true. He closed his eyes, turned his face upwards while inhaling a deep breath and took it out slowly. 

"Hows it? Is he still mad at me?" asked Zaid, who was waiting for a reply from his wife, he was afraid that Rasidha was angry and made him very sad. 

"Don't worry about anything too much, he's fine and will soon be talking to you!" the Holy One is so sure. 

"Really?" zaid exclaimed excitedly, getting a nod of the head from the wife increasingly makes the burden of sadness suddenly disappear. 

"Rasidha still feels guilty about Afif's disappearance at the sight of the marriage, and that's why she's trying to take responsibility." The Holy Speech that explains that all misunderstandings that occur can be overcome quickly. 

Zaid touched and grasped his wife's hand very gently, he kissed her and hugged the tiny body that had not changed from the past until now. "I will try to find the existence of Afif according to your words while calming Rasidha. 

"Alright, if that's your decision, then I'll just support all the good treatment." 

After the conversation was over, Zaid decided to look for Afif's whereabouts because he had previously focused only on his missing son. For the sake of his daughter's safety, he himself will intervene to find and also carry out Rasidha's words as if he had promised Amayra. 

"Alhamdulillah, if all this is over. I'll tell everyone this good news" his monologue immediately hung up and walked to everyone gathered including Afif's family. 

Zaid could see how Rasidha who was drifting away or rather avoiding from the Afif family, he understood and also felt the same sadness. "Hope attention to everything, there's something I have to say that's very important." Her outspoken speech made her the center of attention, but that was her true purpose. 

"What's that?" ask Doni who represents everyone. 

"I've found Afif's whereabouts, he's in the village hospital." Zaid's words suddenly made everyone very surprised, and also happy to be mixed into one. 

"Don't wait for more time, we'd better go there right now!" said one of the Afif family and they immediately rushed out of the house to their respective cars. 

How happy Rasidha was to hear from his father, he glanced at Zaid and smiled proudly to be the daughter of a very kind man. 

Now they ran into the hospital hallways and found a patient ward, a couple was very surprised when they saw the group of people who approached them. 

"What's inside is Afif?" 

Quickly both husband and wife nodded their heads. "Are you his family?" 

"Yes, we're all his family." 

"Oh I'm sorry I didn't know. Please enter!" said the middle-aged woman who had been taking good care of Afif, but poor conditions forced them to flee to the hospital. 

One by one the Afif families visited, but no one managed to persuade the man lying weakly on top of the hospital gurney to speak or say anything. Now it was Rasidha's turn to walk slowly into the room, seeing a man who was very thin and also helpless to make his tears drip. 

"Assalamu'alaikum's chat. Mas Afif!" greet Rasidha gently. 

Afif immediately turned his head when he recognized the voice, they contacted each other's eyes for a while later and drifted into each other's minds. "Wa'alaikumsalam." He also shed tears. 

"Why are you doing this? have I not asked to live a new life? But I seem to have forgotten all of my words. What is your love for man and forget the love for the Khalik?" 

Afif could not hear the words, he was silent because what was said was true. 

"Answer! Did Mas forget all the teachings taught by the teachers, ustadz and kyai?" 

"I.me."

"It is enough to torture ourselves, if we are paired then God will unite. does Mas know the story of Rama and Shinta? that's how we are now, I'm fighting for Ravana."