Quality Love's

Episode 75's

*Disputation

"Well, red light again" mas Qiyas glanced with an irritated face, while stepping on the brakes suddenly, fortunately his car did not hit the other driver.

"Don't hurry, where are you going? "

"We're going straight home, right?" I looked up again but my serious question was not taken by him at all, yes I must also understand that at this time his mood is not okay.

Instantly I highlighted the excitement of the highway behind the car glass that has now been attached to the drizzle on its surface, but my brain is thinking about the state of Brother Hilwa while the other side is thinking about the fate of my household with mas Qiyas.

Tonight my feelings were so complicated, not knowing what to say to the Qiyas, from the side I looked at his face so deeply as if tomorrow I could no longer meet him.

"Why do I eat?" his gaze did not turn towards me, but he was able to surprise me with that question.

"Ahm..hehe, no" I forced these lips to be wide in front of him but unfortunately the tone of my voice began to change along with my eyeballs that began to glaze over, mas Qiyas who realized that now turned his head straight towards me.

"Why you?" Qiyas said but still with a flat gaze and voice.

"No, I'm just.." I paused for a moment while breathing deeply enough, I wasn't ready to tell the whole story to Qiyas, but he also has the right to know that the freedom he has been waiting for so far, will soon be realized, he said, and maybe when he heard this news also he will return moody and forget all the things that make up his sad face at this time.

"When are we going to Italy?" I just want to make sure.

"Next week"

"Amm.tadi Umi story to me, if at this time the condition of Brother Hilwa has begun to increase"

"Ow yeah? nice dong" he replied without curiosity.

"Yes, Umi said although he could not open his eyes, but at least Hilwa was able to respond when called his name"

"Why respond? Can you talk, then?"

"Said Umi anyway, only able to move his fingers aja, if one day two today Brother Hilwa already sober.." I fell silent again while reassuring my heart, I was convinced, if everything will be okay later.

"It's okay to go to Italy with Kiran aja" Qiyas immediately turned to me with a very sharp gaze.

"The ticket is already booked on your behalf, how is the story of Kiran who wants to go"

"Can be canceled" I looked up a little unsure towards him just as Qiyas was glaring at me, Oh god when I saw the flat gaze of mas Qiyas it made my tears immediately without me having time to explain anything to him.

"Don't use a cry" in contact with a very stiff behavior, Qiyas immediately took some tissue sheets in front of him.

"Here.sini" he said a little closer, then his right hand stand by holding the steering wheel of the car while his left hand was wiping my tears, this time my body was completely withered made, he said, as if no longer saddened I was stunned to see this, my eyeballs did not want to blink for a few seconds, until he finished doing the sweetest thing, he also returned to sitting normally and focused to drive.

"You don't want to leave, you're not going to, but later if you're the same papa nanya why it's canceled, you have to answer their questions" the annoyed face of Qiyas made me feel guilty, I thought that Qiyas would be happy to hear the news, apparently even more to make him go black.

"I don't want to go.." I haven't finished saying, suddenly the Qiyas gasped with a rising voice.

"Yes on?" I really gawk at this attitude of his, I don't know I'm getting all wrong on him.

"Did you forget? the terms of our divorce will end on the green table if the condition of Brother Hilwa changes from the word 'Koma' ?" I tried to answer her question while remaining calm, but her facial expression immediately changed in shock as if she had just remembered something she had not thought of.

"I realize, in our position, I also can't be selfish with my comfort for the treatment you've done for me but you don't like it yourself" Mas Qiyas understood what I meant by the remark, saying, I went back on.

"I also realized that being in love with one another was the hardest thing I've been going through for 6 months, and you're the same, so far I've only been amazed by our strong hearts, through it all" hearing my poetic expression, mas Qiyas was still silent with the glare of his eyes constantly focused in front of him while thinking what he was thinking at the moment, but suddenly he started to open his voice.

"It seems that now you want to rush a divorce from me, even though your brother's condition is also not human, why?"

"Is it because you and Umi you feel you have enough money to pay for your sister's hospital?"

"Or because you have two more targets to use?"

This streak of words was like a fist punch that left my heart deflated for quite a while, I could barely breathe normally anymore.

"What do you mean by that cake?"

"It's Zeyn the Pilot, Arief the owner of the bakery, they're pretty capable of replacing me"

"It's up to you, from the past until now it has never changed your judgment about me"

"Why? you're proud because a lot of guys like you?"

"What? proud?" my eyeballs began to sting again, instantly my tears continued to fall down my cheeks and also my veil, without my stuffing try to smile in front of him and speak as much as possible.

"What to be proud of about all that? why should I be proud because so many people like me? while in reality a man was in front of me right now, this man who was already my husband did not love me at all"

"Nothing to be proud of!" I reiterate once again, from next to him I continue to look at the face of this ice stone man, to not know why suddenly mas Qiyas immediately pulled over on the lip of the road, a few minutes later, Qiyas was still silent, but I went back to talking to him.

"So it's up to you, from now on until we get divorced, say and do as you please, because I'll keep wrapping my heart with the sentence everything will be fine"

"And don't ever change your mind about me"

The thing that I regret is that I tried to resist all the unpleasant feelings to calm her heart but why, why, there is always a gap that opens until our conversation always ends with the debates that exist.

We both silenced for quite a long time, already dozens of vehicles that passed us but mas Qiyas did not intend at all to start the car and moved from here, until finally I decided to call Umi, realizing that my hand was sticking a cellphone in the ear immediately, Qiyas turned to me, but he did not ask anything, just after that Umipun immediately replied.

"Hello assalamualaikum Umi?"

"Waalaikumsalam, son? what's the call for Umi malem-malem?" Umi.

"Umi's not sleeping yet?"

"This is already going to sleep, berentar.bentar ya Umi out first, because Abi was sleeping, fearing it will be noisy"

"Yes Umi." When our chat was exposed at that time also mas Qiyas asked me a question.

"Why call Umi?" I don't want to answer and try to ignore it.

"Hello son?" Umi said hello again.

"Yes Umi, Umi can not call sir mamang tell me to pick me up here, on the road General Ahmad Yani deket mall Umi" heard that, he said, mas Qiyas then looked up and tried to reach the phone I was holding, I also tried to do it as hard as I could.

"Why, why are you guys not at home this time, where is Qiyas boy? didn't you just go home with Qiyas?"

"Tonight I want to go home Umi, mas Qiyas not come with Umi..."

From the side I saw mas Qiyas with his tense face was saying something, even though it was just a lip movement but I understood that he was currently hurting me to go home to Umi, but again I ignored him, and continued to focus on talking to Umi.

"Hello Umi?"

"Yes son, but why would you suddenly want to go home to Umi? did Salwa have the same permission as Qiyas? where is Qiyas? how did he leave you?"

Not yet had Salwa to say, suddenly Qiyas began to force his body closer to Salwa, many times his hands rotate everywhere following the hand of Salwa who floated a cellphone to avoid the achievement of Qiyas, and his hands rotate everywhere following the direction of Salwa, until shortly after that, Qiyas managed to snatch the phone from Salwa.

"Hello Umi? this was Qiyas" this time it was Qiyas who was speaking with a frenzied breath.

"Y..yeah..hello, you're all right?"

"Yes Umi, this was our car suddenly broke down, so Salwa asked to be picked up, hehe but now it's really Umi's car"

"Ow that, kirain why, yes you guys already flick home, it's late at night, Umi also want to quickly sleep because tomorrow want to go to the store again"

"Yes Umi"

*****

After Qiyas hung up the phone, he did not hand the phone to Salwa, immediately he kept it in his pants pocket, for a few seconds he saw Salwa who was staring at the window glass at the side as if he did not want to see the face of Qiyas at this time, that angry face was as if it was slapping Qiyas to the point that Qiyas was at a loss of what to do at the moment.

"Hey?" Qiyas greeted hesitantly, but Salwa was unwilling to switch.

"Salvah? Salwa look at me"

"Ok, I'm sorry" Salwa was still silent in the same position.

"Salvas?"

"Take me to Umi's house now" he said.

"Don't..." Qiyas opposed firmly, until shortly afterwards Qiyas forcibly pulled Salwa's hand and hugged her body tightly.

"Lepasin" repeatedly Salwa tried to fight and open the restraints of Qiyas but still he could not.

"Please me..lepasin..."

"Don't...."

"Griur.griur.." suddenly Salwa's stomach began to sound, as a result of the sound of rumbling Qiyas was fixated while thinking something, then slowly he began to release Salwa's body.

Without saying goodbye, Qiyas then got off the car and did not forget he locked his car just in case Salwa was determined to escape from it, until a few minutes passed, now Qiyas returned to the car with some food parcels.

"Nih you eat first" Qiyas offered while serving the food to Salwa, timidly Salwa watching the food menu that Qiyas bought, saying, obviously, the beautiful woman was immediately ileran when she saw the red crab with its sauce that was so appetizing.

There were no more A and U words, immediately Salwa grabbed the tray of food in Qiyas' hands, then ate it greedily, from beside Qiyas with a small smile watching Salwa's behavior.

"Well.." this time Salwa looked very difficult when opening the crab skin, Qiyas who saw him immediately took the crab and opened it for Salwa, and then opened it, she then tried to feed Salwa instead Salwa did not refuse he even smiled a small smile and then muttered the contents of the crab at the tip of her husband's finger.

"I'm sorry, huh?" said Qiyas while looking sincerely at Salwa's face, this time Salwa felt the expression of sorry Qiyas began to look gentle, so she nodded while continuing to grumble the food that was being fed by Qiyas.

"Whatever happens, I will still go to Italy, with you, not with other women" Salwa stared in embarrassment as she fell silent at Qiyas' affirmation, but still Salwa could not conclude anything about the words of Qiyas just now.